Lauren's Blog


Tuesday, September 30, 2003

 
Okay, I know. I've been really slack at updating lately. I'm sorry! I'm afriad this will probably be a short entry because I have Psych homework that must get done before tomorrow. Im soooo happy that the next two Monday's are Holidays. No School!!! yay!!! And they aren't even giving us long Wednesdays because of them!

Tomorrow is Erin's birthday. I can't even send her a card because I don't know the address to her school. Hell, I don't even know where she goes to school. I really miss her. I miss her sooooo much. But If she doesn't wanna call or give a damn about me, then to hell with her. I do plan on writing her a letter over Christmas vacation when I know she's home.

I got Chandra's present in the mail today. It's exactly a month late today :). LOL! It's okay ;). She got me the Dogma DVD. Yay!!! "BEHOLD THE METATRON! VOICE OF THE ONE TRUE GOD!"

I got some guitar tabs to try and figure out in class. I want a guitar. But, I have no room. LOL. I got the tabs for "One" by Creed, "Acoustic #3" by the Goo Goo Dolls, and the begining part of "Follow Me" by Uncle Kracker.

oh! I don't know if i ever updated about it or not, But last Sunday, I made an advance in techology......I got a cell phone! It really didn't matter ot me if I had one or not, but my dad thought it was a good idea, and my mom was planning on getting one anyways, so I just said "what the hell" it's nothing fancy. it's not a phone where you can get different covers for it or anything. It's just a simple thing. I like it. The best part is, it has AOL Instant messanger on it! So I can talk to y'all from my phone! In fact, I was talking to Kristen on it yesterday while I was waiting for my dad to come and pick me up from work. Want my number? If i Don't know you, you're out of luck!!!! LOL

I also donated a lay-out to Jeannette's website Aiken Designs go to the site to see it or go to:
whoserlr.diaryland.com. (thats an "L" in front of the "r")

Anyways. gatta go things to do. Ciao!
Peace, Love, adn Clay Aiken

posted by Lauren 9/30/2003 08:59:00 PM


Saturday, September 27, 2003

 
::whipes sweat:: wow! I finally get a chance to update! I think it's been over a week since I've updated last. Well, as you can see, my pictures are working again. Everythings fine and dandy. I know my first attempt at making a blend (the picture at the top) didn't go as planned, but it definatly turned out better than I thought it would. I already know what my next song is gonna be for my next lay-out. who knows when i'll have that up. I'm not worried right now. I guess I'll just wait untill angelfire decides to quit on me again and not show my pictures. LOL.

I've been really busy. And really sick I worked on Monday and Tuesday, Wednesday I went to my mom's, Thurday I was REALLY sick. Oh man, was I sick. I had to call my dad and have him pick me up from school cuz I felt so dizzy i couldn't walk home. I was sneezing my brains out the entire day. I must have gone through 100 kleenex. I came home at my usual 12:30, and slept untill 4:00. I felt a little better when I woke up. Then I drank about a gallon of water hoping it would flush everything out of my system by the next day cuz I made plans with Lauren on Friday that I didn't want to cancel. I felt better on Friday. I was still stuffed up, but I wasn't sneezing every 2 seconds, and I finally gave in and took some medicine. ( I hate taking medicine unless i'm absolutly dying) Friday I went to the Big E with Lauren. The Big E is this HUGE HUGE fair that we have every year for everyone in New England. I've never been there before untill yesterday. It was a lot of fun! Even though it was rainy and didn't help me get better at all, it was still fun.
Today I was pissed cuz I got called in to work. That friggin sucked. The only good thing was taht I worked with Erica and she didn't make me do anything. :). And Rhonda was in a good mood, so, that was good. Probably because she worked with James all day.

oh, I FINALLY got my Clay DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I watched it to!!! YAY!!! it's sooooooo great!!!!!! Even though it's only half an hour long, i still love it!! It's Clay! I gatta love it!

This year in the yearbook they're letting us pick 2 pictures of our own to go under the picture of us. I'm puting a picture in of Clay, and Drew :). most of the poeple are putting in like baby pictures and stuff, but I love clay and drew so i'm putting pics of them in it! :) :) :) :) :).

ONE week till i see Colin and Brad!!!!! Just one week!!! I wanna meet Colin SOOOOOOOO much. As soon as that show is over, me and katie are GONE! I wanna meet Colin!!!!! I've been waiting since I was 11 to meet Colin! he's always been one of my favorite WL peoples. :).

I sent Nas an E-mail belated birthday card. Im not even sure if he got it, or bothered to get it or what. He's been acting weird lately. I don't know what his problem is. It seems like everything I say to him he starts lashing out at me. I told him what I was originally gonna get him for his birthday. It was sort of a gag gift, and I decided not to at the last minute cuz I didn't think it would be appropriate and I didn't wanna take the chance that he would get offended by it. So I told him what it was and why i thought he would be offended by it, and he starts saying stuff like "Are you f'real?!" and "why the hell would I be offended?" ::sigh:: Oh well. I'll never figure that kid out.

We have a celebrity moving to Connecticut. 50Cent. Exciting huh? (NOT!) He's moving into Mike Tyson's (Boxer) old house in Farmington, like 15 minutes away from me. I heard some people talking about it in school. Why the hell would he move here?!?! Especially when he could live in someplace sunny like Florida or California.

Okay, I guess thats all I can bore you with today. untill tomorrow...
Peace, Love, and Clay Aiken

posted by Lauren 9/27/2003 11:30:00 PM


Friday, September 19, 2003

 
I'm having WAY too much fun with this screen caps thing :) LOL. Check em' out! This is only a couple of them. I'm not revealing any of the clay pics I got yet untill i make a new lay-out.




Creed with some fire effects



Creed with the spark effects



Mark Tremonti whallin' away on the electric.

posted by Lauren 9/19/2003 09:05:00 PM


Thursday, September 18, 2003

 

posted by Lauren 9/18/2003 06:05:00 PM

 

posted by Lauren 9/18/2003 05:47:00 PM

 
I rule. I am the master of all that is known. LOL- not really, But i really do rule. I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY figured it out. I FINALLY figured out how to do screen captures from videos that i've downloaded. the only probably is, the program i'm using is only on a 30 day free trial. oops. Ill try to figure it out with the one I have.

I wrote my blurb for the yearbook. It's just a couple quotes. Tell me if y'all like it.

"I only have one thing to say to you today. It's a jungleout there. You've gotta look out for Number one. But don't step in number two! And So, to all you graduates, as you go out into the world, my advice to you is...Don't go! It's rough out there! move back with your parents! Let them worry about it!- Rodney Dangerfield (Back To School)
"I am who I am, God made me, and yeah, I could have done my hair a little bit better"-Clay Aiken

Like it? I might change it. not sure. I would write stuff like thanking my friends and what-not, but i couldn't think of anything to say that wasn't corny. I was talking to Rae the other day about it and she said she wants to write

posted by Lauren 9/18/2003 04:56:00 PM


Tuesday, September 16, 2003

 
I'm gonna try to make this entry as short as possible cuz all i wanna do right now is chill on the couch and watch Whose Line.

Today we videotaped our commercials in acting class. Mine was so bad, I kept asking for lines. I don't get it. I memorize it when I'm practicing it, but then when I go to video tape it, i screw up. I'm not nervous, i've videotaped stuff loads of times, I dont' know what it is.

Geez, my friends ahve been writing desturbing stuff in their online journals lately. I don't know what it is. Nas hasn't updated his in a while. But I think it's because he said his whole college got hit with a computer virus. I don't even know why I read his. I don't know if i'd even consider the dude my friend anymore. I Never see him no matter what I try to do. I don't think I've seen him since last summer. And I hardley ever talk to him, and he never talks to me. so, I dunno. It's a shame cuz he's a cool dude. I might send him a birthday card just for the hell of it.

I'm really disturbed right now for some reason. I honestly don't know why, I just feel disturbed.

Anyways. enough is enough. I really just wanna change and get comfortable. Whose Line awaits.
Ciao.
Peace, Love, and Clay Aiken

posted by Lauren 9/16/2003 10:06:00 PM


Monday, September 15, 2003

 
I swear to God I'm gonna beat the living crap out of Andy if he keeps pissing me off. I honestly don't know how long I can deal with his crap. Im so mad at that guy I can't even explain it. I was close to telling my mom to get rid of the freak or I won't see her again. Thats seriously how much he makes me mad. I've tried to get along with him, but he's just too much of a freak. I can't deal with it. Im so afraid I'm gonna lash out at him and just start cussing him out. MAN, I can't stand that guy!!!!! God give me the strength. Thats all I can say.

I might make a new revised Clay CD. So, if Anyone wants my old one, it's up for grabs. Let me know. It has all the songs on it that he song on American Idol including his Atlanta audition.

I'm so scared about this hurricane that we're supposed to be getting. They don't know for sure if we're getting it or not, But I just hope that Clay isn't in North Carolina right now. Because they say if it hits land, than thats gonna be the first place it hits and who knows where it's going from there. I hope Clay's family is gonna be alright. And hell, I hope I'm gonna be alright!!! If it hits land, it's supposed to hit sometime around Thursday or Friday. We're probably gonna get some sort of rain. I personally hope they're wrong and it doesn't hit land at all. I'm a big wus when it comes to storms. Snow storms I can deal with, but not rain storms, tornados, a hurricanes. Probably because I've been in all 3 of those. ::Cries:: I hate storms. I'm gonna live in San Diego where it's nice all year. LOL. I've never been in a serious earthquake. We had one here like last summer that I didn't even feel. I was sound asleep. Ugh, I hate all this weather crap.

Ew. I still have psychology homework to do. Oh well, I do it while I'm watching Whose Line.

Well. I don't ave anything else to say. Sorry this is a short entry.

Peace, Love, and Clay Aiken

posted by Lauren 9/15/2003 08:25:00 PM


Saturday, September 13, 2003

 
Well, Villagephotos won't work. They don't allow enought space in the free version to store everything that I need to, so it's not gonna work. I've been searching for other free picture hosting sites and nothing seems to be what I'm looking for. So, I guess my only option is to keep Angelfire. But, I will set up a new account because maybe this one is messed up. I have no idea. So, I'll hopefully get to that as soon as I can. Right now me and Rae are in the process of planning our trip to L.A. So I don't know how much time I'll have. But, Ill see what I can do :). Work this week is Tuesday 4-Close and Saturday 6-Close. Come and visit me y'all!!

I had a pretty good day. I was with my mom for most of it, then when I got home Rae came over to start our planning. We found a REALLY cheap hotel in Hollywood that we're planning on going to. It's a Days Inn, but it looks really nice. and it's only gonna cost 396.00 for a whole week! thats REALLY good! We haven't been able to find cheap flights though. The cheapest I've been able to find is 415.00. I seriously don't wanna spend that. The flight costs more than the hotel! thats pretty sad if you ask me. But, I guess I'm willing to suck it up if it means going to L.A. After our planning me and Rae walked to Friendley's for dinner. Yum. It was REALLY good. we each had a salad then shared this awesome dessert. It was an apple pie sundae. It had a crust around the outside with apples, ice cream, and carmel sauce on it. YUMMM. It was sooooooo good.

Oh! Remember in my last couple entries i said that I had 2 late grades in Psych?! Well, now I only have one!!!!!!!! See, I totally forgot to type up this observation paper that was due. So, I asked my teacher if I could e-mail it to her. So, I got home at about 12:00, had lunch, and typed it up really quick. I e-mailed it to her at about 1:20. Since everyone got out at 12:56 that day, she assumed that I already had it done and just e-mailed it to her when I got home. (she went by the time stamp) and she's giving me full credit for it!!!! Ya know what the best part is?! I GOT A 100%!!!! I might add, a MUCH needed 100... Now I think I have a 86 in that class!!!!! I rule!!!!!!!!!!!

On tomorrows agenda is Church and vacuum my room. It needs it SOOOOO badley. I can't believe it let my carpet get this dirty. It's seriously discusting.

IM GETTING MY CLAY DVD SOON!!!!!!!!!

Well, im gonna stop jabbing and see whats going on in the world of KaZaa. Ciao!
Peace, Love, and Clay AIken


posted by Lauren 9/13/2003 10:41:00 PM


Wednesday, September 10, 2003

 
okay, news flash everyone. I'm going to be changing the servers that I store my files in, so things around here may look a little shabby for a day or two. I think angelfire isn't a very reliable source to store pictures anymore so i'm changing over to Villagephotos. The reason why I'm doing this is because people have been telling me that they can't see my images anymore. My music will still be stored at angelfire for the time being so let me know if you start to not hear it. Remember for people with AOL or any other dial-up connection, it takes a couple minutes to load so don't just assume it's not gonna load if it doesn't right away. okay, thats it for now.

posted by Lauren 9/10/2003 09:52:00 PM

 
Nothing special happend today. Yeah, thats nothing I don't say everyday.

Last night my dad got me all excited because he said my Clay DVD came. but when I got home and opened the package, it was just the ink cartridge I ordered for my printer. LOL.

Chandra Said she got me a birthday present, but hasn't mailed it yet. I know it's a DVD, it's just a matter of which one. It's gonna be really late, but thats okay :) better late then never right?

I'm totally screwing up in school. At least in psychology. I already have 2 assignments that I'm getting late-grades on. I just hope I start doing better. I don't wanna take any mid-terms or finals. It's only the second week of school, so I should be able to get my grades up in time. I have my first math quiz tomorrow which i'm sure to fail because my teacher doesn't know his ass from his elbow. I can't learn anything in that class. Me and Lauren are thinking about complaining.

Speaking of Lauren, she came in to visit me at work last night. :) the first thing she said to me was: "so, the rumors are true, you do work here"! LOL, she said that because every time she's come in to visit me, I haven't been there. She was with one of her friends who got very sick while they were at the mall. and do ya know what it was from? Sedgwick's (my old middle school) milk. She was drinking it and looked down and realized that it was moldy and she got food poisoning. Thats a perfect example of why I will never ever ever buy school food again. I haven't bought anything in the cafeteria since sophmore year. I buy the stuff from the vending machines once in a while because tahts not the cafeteria stuff. But yuck. I mean, we pay a decent amount of taxes taht go towrds the school, can't they give us a decent lunch?! Anyways, me and Lauren went into our usual hangout (build-a-bear) and checked out all the cool bear stuff untill I had to get back to the store.

I decided that My next lay-out is gonna be "Build Me Up Buttercup" or "Everlasting Love". If you have any input, let me know :)

There was something else I was gonna write about. Oh well, I can't remember it. It must not have been important. ciao!
Peace, Love, and Clay Aiken.

posted by Lauren 9/10/2003 02:58:00 PM


Tuesday, September 09, 2003

 
Ugh. Sorry for the lack of updates. I haven't felt much like typing out an entire entry. I've been mostly concentrating on my lay-out. And as you can see, i think it's pretty good!! yay!! I'm proud of it! I'll have this one up for a while and then I'll change to a different song. Im not sure which one yet, but thats okay :) I'll let you all know when I decide.

I figured out why my DVD hasen't come yet. Well, I didn't figure it out, the person who I bought it from figured it out. It's a long story of which im not ognna explain about. ask me if you really wanna know. But, the good news is, I'll get it eventually!! YAY!!!!!!

I also got the new Smash Mouth CD. I've only listend to it once so far, but I love it!!!! Now, i just have to get the other million CD's that are on my "To Buy" list and I'll be all set :).

I gave the address to this page to Kristen today. So, if you're reading this.....HI KRISTEN!!! ::waves::

I have work tonight. That friggin sucks. I don't wanna go. But, I'll be working with Cat, so hopefully it won't be too bad. I worked with Rhonda last night. She was better than normal and I think I'm on her good side now, so thats good. But, still, I work with her WAY too much. I've worked with her more times than anyone. ::sigh:: oh well. I'll deal. I also gave this page address to Cat, so if you're reading this... HI CAT!!! ::waves::

The other day they had a Goo Goo Dolls concert on Oxygen. It was a concert that people voted for the songs on the internet, and asked the band questions and everything. so, it was baisiclly a concert that was put together by the fans, which I think is SO awesome. One of the questions that someone asked was "If a movie was made about your life, who would you want to play you?" and Mike couldn't think of a person and Robby goes "We could always put a smile on a Q-tip!" LOL! I thought that was histerical.

Oh, and incase you're interested, I found my guitar pik after hours of searching. So that saved me a quarter! yahoo!

35 days untill Clay Aiken's CD and the American Idol Christmas CD comes out. Thats way too long. But at least they're not delaying Clay's CD just because Ruben isn't done recording yet. They've already delayed it twice. It was supposed to come out August 19th, then they pushed it back to September 2nd, and now it's October 14th. Im glad they decided to release it when it's supposed to come out and not delay it anymore. I have no idea when Ruben's comes out. Probably a week or two after Clay's.

I was in Noah's Collecters Gallery the other day with my mom checking out the beanie babies, and I saw a Beanie Baby that I want so much. Not for me, but for Brad Sherwood. I might just buy it for him. See, it's a bear, and his name is Sherwood! how awesome is that?! I'm gonna buy it for him and give it to him at the show if I meet him. (I probably will beacuse I know where the backstage door is, and I've met Wayne there before) But now I gatta think of something to get Colin. I don't wanna just give one of them something and not the other. Oh, and I'm not getting those Wayne Brady tickets that I was talking about before. :(~ Long story.

Anyways, I'll stop boring everyone and end this now. Ciao!
Peace, Love, and Clay Aiken.

posted by Lauren 9/09/2003 02:33:00 PM


Friday, September 05, 2003

 
Today was again, eventless. At least school was. But when I got home my dad told me taht he get my Colin Mochrie/Brad Sherwood tickets!!!!! yay!!!!! So, thats on October 4th :). ::does happy dance::
our tickets aren't in the front...we're in the first row of the balconey. I'm gonna bring my binoculars so i can see Colin :) hehe!

I STILL haven't gotten my Clay Aiken DVD. If it doesn't come by Saturday, I'm gonna start getting worried. I mean, it's only coming from Pensylvania and it was mailed on August 26th!!. Good thing I got insurance on it. Something told me I should get it. If I don't get it by Saturday, I'm probably gonna e-mail the person I bought it from and see what she can do about it. I hope I didn't get reemed. Probably not. I doubt anyone has ever gotten reemed on EBay.

I Finally got my summer reading done. Well, tahts probably because it's due tomorrow. LOL. I didn't even finish the book. Not even close. Oh well, I lost interest in it anyway. I'll probably bring it back to the library this weekend.

I lost my guitar pick and it's only been one day. I can't believe it. Im such a goof.
I put it somewhere where I thought I wouldn't lose it, and guess what? I lost it. LOL
Anyways. talking to people and getting side-tracked again. Ciao!
Peace, Love and Clay Aiken

posted by Lauren 9/05/2003 11:22:00 PM

*Lauren's Blog*

*NOTE: unless otherwise specified, all of the graphics on this page were made by me. Please don't take them*
Today I feel:The current mood of whoser at www.imood.com
The Internet Feels: The current mood of the Internet at www.imood.com


Get a playlist! Standalone player Get Ringtones




DISCLAIMER: All of the things written here are the views/opinions of ME. I'm not writing in here to make you happy. I'm writing here to make me happy. Thats why it's MY page. I don't care if we don't have the same tastes or disagree about things. We're all different, and you're welcome to your opinions. You may find many things about me that you don't like. But when it boils down to it, I don't care. If you don't like what I write, don't read it.
ABOUT ME:
I'm normal, but I'm completely different. I should have been born about 20 years before I actually was. Most of the music I listen to, the way I dress, and the way I think all go back to that time. As a result, I relate a lot better to people who are older than me. I'm completely independent and rely on nobody except myself (and God). I've been living on my own for 3 years. I didn't really go to college. My goals were just different than most peoples. I wanted to be out on my own and working rather than sitting in a classroom with no real direction. Besides, school is just not for me. I enjoy learning when I'm not forced to do it. I read constantly and am always learning new things. I hope to be involved with TV, music, or movies in someway. I would also love to write. I'm a realist. I have an excellent head on my shoulders. I have more common sense than most people. The most important thing in my life is my relationship with God. The best advice I can give to anyone is laugh.....always :)


Tagboard by Tag-Board.Org
Name:

URL or Email:

Message [Smilies]:


This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?