Lauren's Blog


Thursday, September 30, 2004

 
Man, I'm soooooo tired. I know I should go to bed because I wanna get up early tomorrow to go ot the gym. But I know I won't be able to sleep. It's only 8:30, and my dad is blaring his stereo downstairs and I'm playing the Goo Goo Dolls in my room attempting to drown out my dad's shitty music. And I gatta talk to JP about the new Scott Stapp song (we have to give it our analisys :) ), and I gatta talk to Brittnay about stuff. Gosh.... so much to do, but I just wanna SLEEEEEP!!!!! I got a phone call from James today asking me to work for him on Tuesday because something kind of important came up for him and he can't make it. So, I said I'd do it. Why not? I could REALLY REALLY use the hours. Especially next week because I have next to none. but, enxt week is also my driving test that I'm scared shitless about. EEEEEEEEK!!!!!! The only thing I'm really scared about is the written part of it, and parking. EEEEEEEK!!!!!

My review of Scott Stapp's new song "re-learn love":

omg, I love it. I really love it. I have more respect for him now than I ever did. not just because of the song, but because I read this article that really really really cleared things up. It wasn't really an article, it was a interview that...i think VH1 did with him and he told the whole story. Like EVERYTHING. The link to it is on scottstapp.com. so if your a creed fan and you wanna check it out, I HIGHLY reccomend reading it. It's a great interview and you'll gain more respect for Scott than you ever had. The song is absolutly amazing. He's still got the power to write songs even though he's been through SOOOOOOOOO much in the past few years. If you're reading this right now, I LOVE YOU SCOTT!!!!!!!!!!!! I was gonna post a picture of him, but all the ones I found online suck. which is a shame cuz he's incredibly hott.

so, heres my random picture for today:



::Sigh:: hott guys surround me....

heh, random funny JP moment: (he was away for awhile while i was talking to him)
xBluMetalx: sry, i was summond

LOL.

anywhoo...im gonna make like a banana and split. HAHAHAHAHAH......i don't get it.



posted by Lauren 9/30/2004 08:41:00 PM


Tuesday, September 28, 2004

 
Well, so much for me not talking to people for a while...I got attacked with IM's when I signed on just now!! within the span of about a minute I got 3 IM's. and to be honest, it feels nice to re-connect with some people. The fist IM I got was from Nate...of course :). he always IM's me within the first minute of me being signed on. The Same with the second IM I got which was from ma man JP!!!! ::raises the roof:: lol. We discovered that we both love Stephen Lynch as well. He IM's me and goes: "dude this is the best song ever" then posts some lyrics i'm like DUDE! thats Stephen Lynch!!! (Stephen Lynch is a comedian who plays the guitar. SOOOOOOO funny!) then he followed it up with:
xBluMetalx: dude lauren u ROCK MAJORNES
xBluMetalx: :-D

:-D!!!! love you too! lol.

another funny convo with Nate:
CptJackSparrow83: yeah, i took it easy today...tomorrow im going places though
TopDawgN8: well, we'd all like to think we're goin places, but with this buerucratic society we've built...
TopDawgN8: it's looking gloomy
CptJackSparrow83 : beg pardon?
TopDawgN8: lol, nm


lol- funness.

anywhoo...thats it. Ciao!



posted by Lauren 9/28/2004 10:53:00 PM

 
*~*Updated Live jouranl today w/ a survey from Kristin's LJ. it's actually from Sunday, but I never got around to posting it *~*

OKay, i lied...no update yesterday.. sorry about that.

Those of you who have me on your buddy list probably noticed that I haven't really been "online" a lot lately. Well, ive been online of course, i've just had my away message on. I just haven't felt like talking to anyone lately. I'm not mad or anything, i think i just need a break from people. I've been looking up stuff online and playing games and doing other things. All of which I couldn't really do while talking to people. Well, I could do it, but I would be interrupted a lot. The only real chatting I've done in the past week or so, is when I was helping Jeannette with Geometry, and when me and Brittany were talking about what to put in a letter we're writing to someone. I dunno how long it's gonna be like this. I kinda miss people, but at the same time, it's nice not to have hundreds of flashing IM windows waiting to be read and responded to. It's also nice to not be so pissed off. For a while, a certain someone would annoy the hell outta me and make comments that didn't need to be made, and I'm glad thats out of my life. In other words, I'm enjoying my IM free life right now. If you really wanna get in touch wiht me, call the cell if you know the # or leave me a message on my IM..but i won't get that untill i sign off because im hiding all of my windows.

Not a lot has been going on. Just that bullshit with work. I mailed my application for the Marriott yesterday. I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope something happens with that. I also got an application from this store called "Origins" in the mall that had a sign up saying they needed people. I'm hoping something happens from one of those...Please God.... Bosses day is October 16th I think. It would be the best bosses day present to my current boss if I quit....::evil laugh:: I could get her a card that says "happy bosses day!! by the way, I QUIT!!!". LOL.

I'm not sure I could stand to be working at the mall for another Christmas. But ya know...If worst comes to worse, I"ll walk to the mall if the traffic is too bad. I'll probably end up doing that.

i guess thats it for now... Ciao!

posted by Lauren 9/28/2004 10:42:00 AM


Sunday, September 26, 2004

 
-*:*-A Family Guy Entry-*:*-

Oh Hi there! you scared the crap out of me. I'm Seth MacFarlane, Creator of the television series Family Guy. Now you're all familliar with Family Guys unique brand of cutting edge humor, But what you may not have heard, is that 10% of the revenue from every episode of Family Guy goes to fund Aids research. You may not have heard that because it isnt true. But what is true, is that Family Guy delievers big funny! Which is just as good as Aids research. Of course we couldn't always get away with the things we do on tv. Even as recently as the 1970s when disco was king and every girl had a big gabe caplin bush, you couldnt say words like bitch, bastard, ass, crap, penis, vagina, and entertainment weekly. Which brings me to tonights episode When You Wish Upon a Weinstein. The epsiode that fox refused to air because they felt it was too risky. In this case, too risky means anything that doesn't feature Paris Hilton half naked on the hood of a car. Yes, Yes, Fox, we know shes attractive and hey, Who wouldnt want to have sex with a grasshopper! HAHAHA! Your move Paris! Now, When You Wish Upon a Weinstein centers around Peter Griffin's misconceptions about the Jewish community. You may ask, Seth, what gives you the right to make jokes about the Hebrews? Well it may surprise you that I'm a Hebrew myself! Infact no fewer than none of my ancestors are Jewish. So now enjoy, When you wish upon a Weinstein! And Hey, I'll see you at temple!! -Seth MacFarlane
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heh?! you like that?! LOL, that was when Seth was on Cartoon Network for that week when they played "seth's favorite episodes".

Lauren's top FG episodes:
1.Chitty Chitty Death Bang
2.The Son Also Draws
3. Peter Peter Caviar Eater
4. Love Thy Trophy
5. Death Is A bitch (featuring Adam Corolla as Death!)
6. I am Peter Hear me RoarFifteen Minutes of Fame
7.Road To Rhode Island
8. E. Peterbus Unum
9. The Story on Page one
10. Fore Father
11. One if by Clam, Two if by Sea
12. And the Wiener is...
13. Lethal Weapons
14. To Love and Die in Dixie
15.A very special Family Guy Freakin' Christmas
16. Road To Europe
17. When You Wish Upon a Weinstein
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heres a cool pic of Seth. LOL- he's awesome



anyway, nothing to talk about today...real update tomorrow ;). bye!

posted by Lauren 9/26/2004 07:27:00 PM


Friday, September 24, 2004

 
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Today was alright. Didn't do much. Just sat around the entire day. Well, thats not true. I cleaned my room a little bit and did some laundry....MUCH NEEDED laundry....I still have some more to clean. I have to vacuum and clean out my closet. I'm also hoping to re-do my room a little bit. I think it needs it badly. Not a make-over like moving furniture around, just on my walls. I could use some different posters to look at. heh.
FINALLY heard from Luis tonight!!!!! He's fine. Thank GOD! but, he's moving back to Connecticut!!!!!!! yay!! Welcome Home Luis!!!!! I told him to give me a call when he's all settled in and we'll hang out sometime. I'm sooo happy he's coming back. I actually wanted to talk to him about something. And now that he's moving back, maybe we can do some planning.
J.P. is still in the process of getting his new computer hooked up and running. Can't wait till he gets back online! I miss our complete Family Guy quoting conversations!!!!
Met a Dave Matthews Band fan in a chatroom today. He seems pretty cool. I also met this psycho who wanted to marry me. LOL, don't ask....
I'm seriously starting to look for another job. I hate my job, and I just found out yesterday that I didn't get the keyholder's job. James got it. Yeah, really good move Cat. James has to rely on someone else to get him places, and can't get there in a snap if needed. I live down the street and can walk there if worst comes to worst, I'll have my license soon, and I really need the job. But of course, she doesn't look at that. If James can't get to work for some reason and a manager calls out, and they call me to come in, I'm gonna tell them to stick it up their ass. Too frickin' bad. If they don't wanna give me the job, Im not doing the job without the title. I just go an application in the mail today from the Marriott. Theres a bunch of different full-time jobs that seem really cool. So I'm gonna mail my application back with my resume and just pray that something happens.
anyways, thats enough of my complaing for today. Bye for now!

posted by Lauren 9/24/2004 10:01:00 PM

 
just a quick update....click HERE (and just put in your zip code and bday...you're not signing up for anything.) if you wanna read a article about that Clay concert I was at. It said one thing I forgot to mention!!!! And I can't believe i did!! As one of the practical jokes, they covered Clay's microphone with Vaseline!!! haha! i was wondering why it kept sliding down through his hands...!!hhahha!

posted by Lauren 9/24/2004 10:23:00 AM


Thursday, September 23, 2004

 
hey everyone!!!!!
LIKE THE NEW LAY-OUT?!?!?!?! I DO!!!!!! I was originally gonna do a Snape lay-0ut, but I had all these screen caps and no inspiration on what to do with them. But, I had an idea for a Clay graphic, so I decided to make a Clay one untill I can think of a Snape graphic to make. And let me tell you, I LOOOVVVVVVEEEE that graphic!!! It's really cool. I think the concept of it is good, (the two black and white pics, then the colored one in the center) and I really like the colors. And hover your mouse over my links :). That was just an added bonus. And I love my archive button too...check that out...now that it's fixed... yesterday when I first posted it, I spelled "archive" wrong...hehe... As much as I want to, I'm not doing fanlistings anymore. too much stuff to go wrong. And for that many images, I'm not gonna fix all of them every time they break.
AND, when I logged into my angelfire account go upload my music, I found some of my older graphics that I made!!!! I found my old "Crash and Burn" one, and my "Solitaire" one!!!!! sooooo happy about that! i thought they were gone forever!

When me and Susie were walking out of work tonight, a cute guy asked us for directions to the parking garage was ;). hehe.....
Saw another cute guy at the gym today...i think he's one of the personal trainers...

I had a whole list of stuff I wanted to write about...but totally forgot all of them...heh. well, i don't really feel like typing anymore anyways. Ciao!!!

posted by Lauren 9/23/2004 11:00:00 PM


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

 
*~*UPdated LiveJOurnal today!!!*~* with another boring survey....
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KristinZ912: lauren needs a loverboy!

Yeah...a'int that the truth. It won't ever happen, but its the truth.

Sometimes I think theres a reason why I don't have a boyfriend. Maybe It's just not meant to be, maybe im being "saved" for someone latter on in life (like john rzeznik...clay aiken...or darren hayes....:)...hey, i can dream can't i?!) or hey, maybe im just gonna die alone. Anythings possible and I'm willing to believe anything. ::sigh:: Still wondering what to do about Chad. I have no idea though. Oh well. my chances of asking him out have now gone down again. it's now back down to 80% no, 20% yes. My reason being, Ive thought it through and I just don't think he likes me back, in which case, would be pointless to ask him out. I'll keep updating the percentages untill nov 24th (alumni day) which is when i'd be asking him. they could go up and down untill then. The only proof i have that theres a slight chance that he likes me, is he used to stare at my boobs a lot...but, he probably did that with every girl.

Guess what folks?!? I got a digital camera today!!!! thats right! an actual digital Camera!!!! it's soooooo cool! Its the Kodak Easy-share that i mentioned yesterday. It did cost a lot...well, not as much as it could have cost. The grand total including the camera, memory card, waranty, and case came to 307 bucks. I actually saved some money because I didn't have to buy batteries or a charger, since I already have double A batteries that recharge. Thankfully...that saved me a lot of money. and i got a four-year warnaty on it for 40 bucks. Which is really good. which is good, cuz incase something breaks, i can get it fixed for free. but I LOOOVEEEE it! now if I could just re-live Sunday night with my camera, i'll be all set. ::sigh:: I'm still pissed about that. But at least I have some half-ass pictures to remember the night by. and after all, it's not gonna be the last time i see him in concert :).

Anywhoo, i gatta get my cat outta here, so im gonna go now. Ciao.







posted by Lauren 9/21/2004 10:31:00 PM


Monday, September 20, 2004

 
::Squeeeeeelllll!!!!::
OMG!! Clay Aiken, I love you. I love you so much, it's incredible. HOLY CRAP, that show last night ROCKED!!!!!!! well, some of the day didn't rock...
See, I went online that morning and talked to Lauren, of course we were all excited about the show and Lauren convinced her mom to leave earlyer than planned. So, we got on the road, played Clay in the car :), and headded up to the Big E. We got there at like....12:30-1 ish, (with a few minor traffic complications) and parked with ease. We got into the fair and just walked around. We started out with the states buildings and walked through there. OMG, the food looked sooooooo good. I didn't eat hardley anything all day because 1. I didn't ahve a lot of money and I didn't know what I might see that I would want to buy, and 2. I was so incredibly excited about seeing Clay that I knew I would get sick if I ate. I just ate some corn on the cob and a soda. For most of the day, I was bored. I think it was because I wanted to see Clay so badley, but i was still bored. there wasn't much of anything that was different from last year. But, i guess it was still good to walk around. Anywhoo, by the time we finished with all of that, it was somewhere around 5. We decided to go check out the concert area (we had passed by it before and it was already crowded). We saw that EVERYONE was in line to get in. We decided to sit at one of the picnic tables for a while. I told Lauren and her mom that if the grass area started to get crowded that I was gonna go up and stand. eventually, it did, and we all decided to get up. We were standing there for like an hour when Lauren decided she'd had enough and decided to go back and sit, and just listen to Clay. but not me! I still stood there. People were starting to crowd around and I was getting REALLY chlostrofobic(sp?) but I still stood there! there was a caution tape line that was seperating the people taht were on the lawn and th epople that were in line for seats. That was eventually torn down and people were walking into the line...LOL. This other piano player guy, came on after a while. (his name was Ben...something) He was really good! he didn't just play the piano...he also played the Violin, and guitar. He wasn't bad! but he may have been more enjoyable under better circumstances... I was standing for sooooooo long. by the time the guy was over, it was 7:30 and Clay was suposed to have started at 7. so everyone is figuring now that he's not gonna come on till 8. OMG, my feet were hurting by this time. I started talking to some of the people that were around me, and I met this lady who loved John Stevens too!!! HEHE!!!!! FINALLY after a long time, we finally got to move up. I got really close and had a PERFECT view of the stage. OMG, it was PERFECT. and then FINALLY CLAY CAME OUT!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! We were REALLY restless by this point. All we wanted was CLAY CLAY and MORE CLAY!!!! OMG, he was AMAZING! he sang most of my favorite songs which was awesoem! but, he really came out of his shell!!! he's not so inocent anymore! they were showing video clips of some of the pranks that him and his bandmates had played on each other throughout the tour...FUNNY stuff. LIke, they let a rat loose in the girls' dressing room. LOL! and at one point durring our show, the guitar player got a bunch of ping-pong balls dumped on him! ha! and anyway, back to what I was saying about Clay coming out of his shell...He's getting a little perverted...just a teeny bit. durring one of the songs, he was looking around to see who was "dancing the best" and the girl who won got a thong as a prize.! LOL- Clay said that the person was supposed to get a hawaiian lei, but one of the bandmates put it in the freezer as a joke and not only was it frozen, it was dead. So the dude who did it went out and got a thong to give out instead! HAHA! but aparently they found an extra lei and they gave it to the girl who won the dance thing to put on Clay!(i was EXTREMLY jealous of her!!!) and Clay goes "Hey look! i just got "Leied". (layed) HAHA!! thats an old joke, but still a funny one. OMG, Clay looked SOOOOOO good. Even hotter and cuter than EVER. He was wearing this long (like down to his knees) dark red velvet-like coat that was soooooo cute. Omg....The last song he sang was "invisible". After that was over, I started to make my way out of the crowed to find Lauren and her mom. I met up with her mom and She told me that Lauren had gotten sick and gone to the first-aid building and didn't get to see any of the concert. her mom said she was crying because she had waited all day to see Clay and just couldn't handle it. She's asking me to find an address for Clay and she's gonna write to him and tell him what happend. after she was done telling me all this, Clay came out for an encore, and sang "Solitaire". AND he was wearing that blue turtle neck that he wore for the interview with Diane Soyer(sp?)!!!!!!!! I nearly died! Lauren's mom was in awe (and me too :) ). He was just awesome. Then we scammered away to get Lauren. She was alright, her stomach just felt horrible and she had to lie down for a while. then, we left for home.

Ya know what was funny? people told me that people were lined up waiting to get in for Clay at 7 in the morning!!!!!! can you believe that? They waisted their ENTIRE day waiting!!!! and i bet not all of them got seats! I had about the equivelent of 10th row and I only waited there for like 2 hours for the show to start. I'd have to say the best part about that concert was I think (now, keep in mind, i just THINK) That me and Clay made Eye-contact at a couple points durring the show.

Today, I got my pics developed. They came out HORRIBLE. well, not really horirble, it's just that, he's tiny. It made it look like I was farther away than I was. I'm going to best buy tomorrow and I'm looking at cameras. I need a new damn camera. I want a digital camera with a zoom lense. Lauren reccomended the Kodak easy share. wchih is what she has. and it does take good pictures and she told me that it was relativly in-expensive. Im sick of having a crappy camera. SOOO sick of it.
Anywhoo, that was my experience with Clay!!

posted by Lauren 9/20/2004 11:46:00 PM


Saturday, September 18, 2004

 
God, I had a very rough day yesterday. So horribly rough. I was just a crying mess. And believe me, I DON'T cry unless theres a very good reason for it. And I'm sorta happy I deleted my post from yesterday cause It just wasn't a good situation. I hope nobody read it... I've just been on an emotional rollercoaster lately. I don't know what it is, I just feel like crap one minute, then the next minute, I'm laughing my ass off. I just can't make up my mind. ::slaps self:: shape up Lauren!!!!

Today was alright. I FINALLY found a new pair of shoes to wear to work, and I also got a new pair of corderoys (sp?) that are like a greyish color. The only problem with all that is, I spent all my money and ended up not saving any for the Big E tomorrow....ooops! i had to borrow 20 bucks from my dad!

OMG CLAY IS TOMORROW!!!!! ::SQUEEEEEEEEL::!!!!! Sorry!!! I'm like hyperventillating right now! :) :) :) :) :) !!!!!!! ::breathes in....breathes out...:: AHHHH!!!!!!!

I downloaded a Goo Goo Dolls AIM theme. It's really cool! theres pics of John on the side of my buddy list, and in the IM window the background picture where the convo goes, therse a pic of the GGD's, and more pics of them on the side of the AIM window. I love it! you can't see it if you talk to me.

baby...don't you, forget about me.....don't, don't dont don't....don't you, forget about me........
Sorry...listening to that song...heh...

anyways..

Never made it to Noisefest yesterday...I wonder if Lauren went. Prob. not.

DUUUDE! i went into Aldo today and saw that dude I met who works there. OMG, he is such a riot!!!!!!!!! I found out His name is Brian. OMG! he just cracks me up soooo much. But he definatly talks a lot, which is fine because I talk a lot too...hehe!

In other news: James said I looked cute today :) thanks hun! *muah!* me and him are thinking about going back to our old elementry school soon. Just to check it out. LOL I gatta call that dude one of these days.

I also gatta call Leslie one of these days! I should go down to VA to visit her! Me and Erica should take a road trip. lol.

hmmm...

added a few links to my blogroll. and edited my "currents" check em out!"

anyways, das it for 2day!
CIAO!


posted by Lauren 9/18/2004 10:34:00 PM

 
i deleted my last posts...before i caused chaos.

posted by Lauren 9/18/2004 01:59:00 AM


Thursday, September 16, 2004

 
Well, I had a nice, clam, relaxing day today.....untill I went to to work, but thats to be expected. I started off my day by getting really annoyed with my cat because she would not get out of my room and kept tareing the house appart. Then, I went to the gym and swam for about 45 minutes, than sat in the hot tub for a while. It was SOOOOOO nice. I was so relaxed I almost fell asleep there. lol. I was also so relaxed that when i started walking home, I couldn't even walk straight. My legs felt like jello. lol. but DAMN, there is a lot of chlorine in that pool! I smelled something fierce when i walked out of there. but I took a shower when I got home, so it was all good. On top of it being really relaxing at the gym, they were playing good music there too!! When I walked in, they were playing Cry me a river, ( i know i know!!! im sorry! i like that song okay?!?!?! okay?!?!?!? can ya deal?!?! good!!) and on the way out i heard "hey baby" by no doubt, and "Don't you forget about me" by the Simple Minds. I'm starting to get into No Doubt a little. I like some of their songs, but some of them are just....annoying.
anyway..
By the time I got home, My cat had calmed down. Also, my dad was home from his seminar. Spent a little time with my dad, played Harry Potter on my comp. for a while, then left for work, which is where the crap started. I get there to see Susie sitting at the table..I was like wtf?! she worked yesterday and she only works one day a week. So, I see this other blonde bitch sitting across from her, and as it turned out, she was our new D.M. (district manager). And I tell you right now, I don't like her. She's WAY to bubbly. She reminds me a lot of my friend Katie, which isn't a good thing... but, I just don't like her. She seems way too layed back to be a manager of anything. She seems like the type that would believe any excuse that anyone could come up with. but anyway, then I go on my break and come back, and Erica is there!!!!! It was nice to see her again! but the only problem with her being there was that her and Cat went around the mall visiting people and I was lone in the store. and before that, she had gone out and left me a lone for a nother long time. yeah. i'm gonna have a little chat with her because i can't deal with this crap anymore. She's not doing her job, and yadda yadda yadda. I won't get into it now..i know none of you are interested. So anyway, i call my dad to come get me, adn I go outside to wait for him and sit on that little bench thinger. and this dude comes over and sits down next to me and starts talking to me. Heh, he was kinda nice, but sorta creepy. I say he was creepy cuz I'm not used to random outgoing type people just randomly coming up and talking to me. The other creepy thing about him was he was smoking a stoggie...haha! I don't think he realized how young I am though....See, he said somehting like "what are you waiting for" and I said "my dad is gonna come pick me up" and he's like "Your dad?! you still live at home?" Im like...um...yup. lol. I have a feeling i'm ognna be seeing more of him too...especially since he knows where I work....God. creepy people. Then when Denise and my dad pull up. Im panicking cuz God forbid i'm talking to a guy...my dad might have a heart attack. So Denise goes "Who's the guy?" I'm like "i have no idea..he just started talking to me", and she goes "well, he was kinda cute!" OH God. .
He was kinda cute, but not really. He was talking about a lot of weird stuff... If you wanna know about it, ask me. I don't wana type it all.... but anyway, denise and my dad wanted to go to Wendy's so I drove them to Wendy's, but my dad saw a rat! like a huge hairy rat! i didn't see it, but denise saw it when she was about to get out of the car and flipped out!!!! It was SOOOO funny. She couldn't get herself to get out of the car, so Ijust drove home, and they went to burger king on their own. lol.

I called Chandra tonight after I got home from work because I heard on the TV that Alabama got hit pretty hard with the hurricane, and aparently tomorrow is supposed to be worse. I just called to make sure she's okay. and she is, so thats good :).

I'm really loving my car. It's really awesome to drive. :-D

The percentages between me asking Chad out and not, have now changed. It is now 50% and 50%. I've gotten a lot of feedback from different peeps and its starting to sound like a better idea. Well, the worst he can do is say no....right?!

Anyway, I guess thats it. Bye!





posted by Lauren 9/16/2004 10:37:00 PM


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

 
::sigh:: i'm so confused. I also feel like crap, but that will be explained latter on.

Im still confused about this whole Chad thing. I mean, I really do like him, but I'm not sure if I'm willing to take a chance and ask him out. I've pretty much decided that I'm not, but theres still a little part of me that wants to. like 80% no, 20% yes. I just don't want to be humiliated again. Everytime I've asked someone out, It's totally backfired on me and I end up feeling like shit forever. I just don't know if it's worth it. Also, I really think that Lauren likes him too. And, God help me if I ask someone out taht she likes. She'd probably dis-own me. on the other hand, I'm so incredibly alone. I just want someone to do stuff with and be with. Im so fucking alone. All my friends are at college (not that I saw a lot of them on a regular basis anyways.) and I'm just so bored all the time. I need someone to hang out with and be with. And Sorry, Girls suck, so a girl wouldn't do it. I need a boyfriend. thats the bottom line. Ive had a few people tell me that I should go for it and ask Chad out. The only one saying "no" is me. So, maybe I should. but theres still a little 80% of me that wont' do it. I don't even know If I Could find a time when Lauren sin't around me to ask him out. Every time I've seen him, she's been with me. there may be alumni day, but I Dunno. I wish someone else could do it for me. But, none of my friends know him except Lauren, and I'm not asking her to do it... Well, Alix knows him too, but she's at college. Most of my problem is, I really don't think he likes me back. I remember getting a comment a while back (prob. from Kristin) that said "who wouldn't like me" or something. Well, unfortunatly, a lot of people don't like me. thats just how it is. I dunno. I probably won't do it. chances are VERY good that I won't do it and just forget about it. But its still on my mind. feedback on this issue would be nice.




theres the pic of me and him that I took on the last day of school. Its a HORRIBLE picture because my scanner sucks. the original one is really nice though.


anyway...

Horrible day at work today. My feet are KILLING me. They hurt so inrecibly much taht I can't even walk straight. I had to deal with total bullshit today. It just wasn't good. however, on my last break, i made another bear at Build-a-bear. This time i made it look like Drew Carey!!! HEHE! the only thing missing is the glasses, and i can get them online when i get my bank card. (they don't have them in the store)

Also, I talked to J.P. finally. As it turned out, his computer is dead and he's getting a new one pretty soon. So, he should be back online in like a week. he's also getting DSL! lucky.....

I also Finally got a new desktop background. I ended up using one of my old screen caps from my Goo Goo Dolls DVD. I think it works good. see the pic bellow on my other section.

Got A letter from Rae today! thanks Rae!!!!

AND- added a list on the section bellow, of lay-outs I plan on making. you can add comments or suggestions about those too.

Tomorrows agenda consists of going to the gym to do some laps in the pool, then sit in the hot tub for total relaxation.

anyway. i gatta go.

posted by Lauren 9/15/2004 09:07:00 PM


Monday, September 13, 2004

 
Well, I got mixed reviews about my entry yesterday. Some said it was "just odd" others said it was "strange randomness, yet entertaining", and others were scared shitless of me and decided to run screaming into the night. LOL, that last one is not true....at least I think not.

Anywhoo. Today was very interesting to say the least. I did something that was definatly not like me. I went back to Conard. (my old high school) not for very long. Lauren called me and asked me if I wanted to go back to guitar class. And we did. We only went in that one hallway, and only stayed for like 45 minutes. It's not like we walked around at all. But I definatly wanted to get back to guitar. We got a friendly greeting from Chad, John, and Brennan who said "Hey!!! it's our old crew!!!!" SOOOO many people are in that class now!!!! theres like 30 people!! It's absolutly insane!. John goes "theres so many people in this class now! we had to seek refuge!" Lol, the three of them are stuffed in the corner at the top of the stairs. Dave is in that class too, but he didn't pay us any mind. Yeah, aparently he's a douche bag now. And Dillen always was a douche bag. LOL. Im surprised Dave didn't ask to play lauren's guitar. He was like in love with that thing. oh well. Chad got a new toy. Yeah, he got an IPOD that is the schiz-it. That thing RULES! And Chad also cut his hair!!!!!! like a lot!!!!!!!! he looks so weird now!!!!!! His bangs are mad short. He better let it grow back. it's weird, Chad cut his hair, and John's is growing out again. Brennan's is the same. I think we're going back on Friday for Noise Fest. I can't wait. It's not gonna be the same though...Not a lot of people... It'll just be me, chad, john, and lauren. Dean isn't in that class anymore, Dave was never involved with noisefest, and dillen is like I said, a douche. Me and Lauren also yelled at Chad for not showing up to either of our parties. LOL, that was a funny convo. We're gonna try to get Chad to go see Wanda Sykes with us. (if we even go) That would rock my socks. It was so weird being at school. I felt strange, yet not at the same time. I know one thing though..I was a lot more comfortable being there knowing that I didn't have to go to class. I dunno, it was the strangest feeling. I mean, I just sorta feel like i've never left. I could have started school this year and not thought twice about it. Even though I graduated, said good-byes, and wished my friends well when they left for college. I guess it just hasn't hit me completely. I was walking home from the mall the other day and I saw some kids walking home from school and i thought "heheh, suckers.". lol. It's hit me, just not COMPLETLY. if that makes any sense. Huh. Well, after friday, I don't know how often i'll be going back before November 24th for alumni day. Im not gonna make a habbit of going back there. thats for DAMN sure.

Well, i know that was sorta short, but i really don't have much more to talk about. Ciao!


posted by Lauren 9/13/2004 10:06:00 PM


Sunday, September 12, 2004

 

Which Family Guy character are you?


hehe! awesome!

*~*Update latter*~*
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LATER:
Hello.
Today consisted mostly of sitting in the car. We went to my cousin Russ's today to see him and his wife. They just finished re-modeling their house a little bit and they wanted the family to come up and see it. It's really cool! Theres a lot of woods around so it's very peaceful. The only bad part of the trip was on the way, my grandma was in the back with me and she kept talking to me when i had my CDplayer on. Urgh. Why do we always get stuck with gram in the car for family gatherings?!? lol :-)~. On the way back she was quiet at least. For most of the time while we were there I was messing around on Russ's lap-top. That thing is awesome!!! It's not brand new, but it's still really fast. For the rest of the time, we were watching Forest Gump. Great movie, but I could fall asleep easily watching it. I dunno, it just has that affect on me.

Considering I have nothing more to say, I guess the rest of this entry is gonna be randomness:

Ramdom Lists:

People I've met:
-Wayne Brady(x2)
-Colin Mochrie
-Brad Sherwood(x2)
-Marc Summers (a wayyyyy long time ago)

people I wish I could meet: (in no praticular order)
-Clay Aiken
-John Stevens
-John Rzeznik
-Robby Takac
-Alan Rickman
-Jack Black
-Scott Stapp
-Mark Tremonti
-Ryan Stiles
-Drew Carey
-Greg Proops
-Darren Hayes
-Adam Sandler
-Edward Norton
-Dane Cook
-Mitch Hedberg
-Jon Peter Lewis
-Jim Carrey
-Seth MacFarlane
-Daniel Radcliffe
-Rupert Grint
-Simon Cowell
-Elvis(HA! can't meet him, he's dead!...unfortunatly....)
-Jimi Hendrix (HA! he's dead too...again, unfortunatly...)
-Kevin James
-Craig Ferguson
-Diedrich Bader

Ha, isn't it funny, every one of those people are guys....::sigh::, I really need a boyfriend.... :-''(

Words/ crap I say Way too much:
-Heh (i think i picked that one up from Jeannette)
-indeed
-Dude
-Swwwweeeettttt
-Prob. (short for probably)
-Def. (short for Definatly)
-Coolio (picked up from Chanel...not the designer..i have a friend with that name)
-kk (Also picked that up from Jeannette)
-Alrighty then/ righty then (is it obvious where i got that from? ::cough::ace ventura::cough::)
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Random facts:
-I started writing in uppercase letters when I got my autographed picture from Ryan Stiles in the mail and noticed that he writes that way. Haven't stopped since.
-I am an athelete, an actress, a musician, a punk, a tomboy, and a worker. But first and foremost, I am a WHOSER.
(definition of Whoser) Who-ser (who-zer): one who has a mental obsession with Whose Line is it Anyway and everyone involved with that show.
-I love my new car. The only way I could be happier is if I had a corvette.
-3 out of my 4 favorite groups/singers broke up, or are dead.
-Jim Carrey was the first actor I loved and truley respected.
- Me and my dad love the Three Stooges ;). Most of you knew that already.
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Random picture:

I was thinking today when I looked in the mirror that my haircut looks like someone elses's besides John Rzeznik. I went to watch a tape this morning, I picked up my tape with 24Seven epsiodes on it, and I realized that it's sorta like Pippa Nixon's hair from 24seven! (she plays Jax) except, her hair is a lot thinner than mine, and mine is a little layerd more:


(sorry, the picture is extremly blurry...)
Jax is the one in the red/multi colored shirt on the left. ::sigh::, I miss that show soooooooo much. The two guys on the right are hott. LOL. Niel Henry (the one with the curly hair) who plays "Beans", and Royce Cronin, who plays Chris. I love both of them so much. I remember in one of the episodes, Chris took his shirt off. Heh. LOL ;). Heh, did i mention that I need a boyfriend?
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Random Lyrics:

"I believe the sun should never set upon an arugement. I believe we place our happinessin other peoples hands. I believe junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you. I Believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do. I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem. I believe in love completely by myself alone.
I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned. I believe you can't appreciate real love till you've been burned. i believe the grass is no more greener on the other side. I believe you don't know what you've got untill you say goodbye . "- Savage Garden- Affirmation
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Random Quote:
"Life, Like poker, has an element of risk. It shouldn't be avoided. It should be faced."- Edward Norton.

Enough randomness for ya? cuz Im out of random stuff!!!!








posted by Lauren 9/12/2004 06:56:00 PM


Saturday, September 11, 2004

 
Hello all!

Again, no big events today. This morning and for the day till 4 I was with my mom. We played some Text Twist, and then I went to the post office to mail Chandra and Kristin's b-day presents and all those other letters and stuff i had to mail.

Heh, I found a copy of WinDVD4 on Ebay for a penny. LOL, so in about 2 weeks, I'll be enjoying screen capping again. And I'll have the software so incase something happens, I can re-install it. heh! im happy!

If you haven't noticed, I put a new button on the other part of my page. :)! It's a daily update page about Ken Jennings. I LOVE him!!!! he's soooo awesome!! incase you don't know, he's that guy whose been on Jeopardy 43 times and is up to almost 1.5 million dollars. He's SOOOOOOO smart. he must read the encyclopedia in his spare time. If you wanna know something about when he loses, look on a search engine under "ken jennings" nobody knows if it's really true, but ya know. But he's so much fun to watch. Not only is he extremely smart, but he's so handsome and charming. lol. I'm a sucker for nerds :). I'm also a sucker for him:




heh :-D! ::sigh:: Darren.....How I love you....

CLAY IS IN A WEEK FROM TOMORROW!!!! ::SQUUUUUEEEEEELLLL!!!!!:: I can't wait!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow i'm going to Boston to visit my cousin. Should be fun.


Anywhoo....still haven't heard from J.P. I really hope he's okay....

well, see ya! tahts it for today. :)












posted by Lauren 9/11/2004 10:34:00 PM


Friday, September 10, 2004

 
Today was pretty much non-exciting. I went shopping mostly. Not because I wanted to, but because I needed to. I got a new pair of pants for work. And I spent the rest of the time looking around for shoes. No luck. I tried on that pair in Aldo that i saw, but my feet are too damn wide for them. It's a shame cuz other than that, they were REALLY comfortable, which is what I'm looking for cuz I'm on my feet all the time at work. speaking of work, I stopped in there today and walked around the mall w/ james for a while, and sat and gagged outside while he smoked. It's amazing how many people I know that smoke. It's sorta sad actually. Sorry, I'm not doing that.

And i got a phone call from KRISTIN today!!!!! "HI KRISTIN!!!!!" ::waves:: it was good tot alk to her again even if it was only for a few minutes. she's gonna try to come visit me tomorrow at work cuz she's coming home for the weekend.

I haven't talked to J.P. in over a week...he just hasn't been online. I hope he's okay. But i read in his profile that he broke up with his girlfriend....and he was crazy about her too....I feel so bad for HIm. I know he's probably been busy with school and everything so I guess i can understand why he hasn't been online. But i hope he comes on soon just so I know he's alright. he signed on for a split second the other day, but tahts been it for a while...

Also, today's the second day in a row that I haven't talked to my army guy. heh :). he's super nice....like i've said a million times.

i'm trying to download some songs to make a new mix CD. It's going good so far..I think it'll be a pretty good CD once it's done. right now I'm downloading "stairway to heaven by led zepplin",
"don't cry outloud" sung by Diana DeGarmo, and "Don't you forget about me" by the Simple Minds(you may know that song from "the breakfast club" I've also got "the immigrant song" by led zepplin, "It's my life" by No Doubt, some Tencious D, Hendrix and Weird Al too. Should be good when it's done. I made a CD the other day with some John Stevens songs too :)!

Tomorrows the day I mail Chandra and Kristin's B-day presents :)! i hope they both like them!!!

I think I already know what my next lay-out is gonna be....hehe :) but it won't be for a while.

Anywhoo. Gatta go!
CIAO!


posted by Lauren 9/10/2004 11:07:00 PM


Thursday, September 09, 2004

 
Well...today was interesting. I woke up at like....8:30. But fell back asleep until like 10. I really wasn't tired, but I didn't wanna be awake cuz today was my dad's day off and I didn't have to be at work till 6 tonight. So, i just kinda forced myself to sleep. When I woke up, I went online looking for a new screen capture program. No luck. All of the free ones don't capture DVD surfaces. Which is what I want it for. And IF they do, they have a watermark on the pictures if it's just a trial version. I REALLY wish I could remember the name of the one that I used before. But I Can't, cuz i cleared out my computer without even thinking. heh. Go me! I remembered the one I used for just general pictures, but it doesn't capture DVD surfaces. Aparently the overlay is different on DVD's than from regular pictures. My old DVD player program had a capture thing built right in to it, but i of course cleared taht out. It's on ym dad's computer, but he doesn't ahve a CD burner so i can't make a copy of it. Lovely. So, now i'm screwed... Oh well. Ill find one. I just wish i could remember the name of the one i used before.....DAMN!!!! thats gonna piss me off.

After I "woke up" today, me and my dad went to the gym again. This time I went swimming and sat in the hot tub for a while untill I turned to a prune. LOL. Im thinking of going there tomorrow if i have time...I hav ea lot of shit to do tomorrow in a small amount of time.

I was on my break at the mall and I went into Aldo (the shoe store) which is right next to my store and I had my nametag on and this guy comes up to me looking at me weird. I'm like, WTF?.... so, he says to me "oh! you work next door!" I ddin't realize i had my nametag on...lol. So, we talked for a while (he's obviously gay...) but he's such a riot! He was cracking me up. I saw this pair of shoes taht I wanted. I need new shoes for work. Mine decided to wear out on me after about a year and a half. I may go back tomorrow and pick them up.

Well, other than that, nothing else is new. I think I'm gonna stop writing now so I can continue to look for antoher screen capture program. Ciao!

posted by Lauren 9/09/2004 10:12:00 PM


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

 
OMG it's so frickin' hot!!!!!! I was forced to put the air conditioning back on in our house cuz its so damn hot!!!!! its so hot, that i couldn't do my hair!!! well, i almost couldn't do it...cuz My hair was so frizzed out that my iron wasn't working right. And sorry, but that CAN't happen. So i put the air back on. My dad doesn't know it yet, but thats okay....

Well, my first day at the gym was actually quite fun! they have a lot of different stuff to do there! they even have an indoor track!! not that i'd ever use that.... tracks bring back bad memories of gym class.... But they have a pool, hot tub, tredmills and all that cool stuff. I think me and my dad are going there tomorrow. Should be fun :)

It's taking me so long to type this cuz I'm tlaking to Lauren on AIM at the same time...LOL

Soooo, i met an Army guy online yesterday. LOL. his name is Nathan and he's really nice. I was just hangning in a chat room and i happend to stumble on his screen name and IMed him cuz he had pics on his profile of him in the army and I wanted to tell him how cool it is that he's doing something like that. I would SOOOOOO do that. in a heart beat. In fact, I may. I think it'd be a good experience. But I would only do it if Bush is still presedent. I would never fight for John Kerry. He's a douche bag. But anyway, the dude i met is really nice.

Found out today that Wanda Sykes is coming to UConn. YAY!!!! I wanna go SOOOOOO bad. Also, Lewis Black is coming to MOhegan sun. I don't think I'll be able to make it to that though....
But Wanda is a definate possibility.

I can't wait till Family Guy starts again. Should be sometime in 2005. And I think the DVD should be coming out soon.....I hope so...

and...I GOT MY CAR!!!!!! It's exactly like the picture I posted here before. OMG, it's awesome!!!! i have to copy CD's to put in there eventually.

Anywhoo. I guess i better go now. I have to eat lunch and get ready for work

Ciao!


posted by Lauren 9/08/2004 01:56:00 PM


Monday, September 06, 2004

 
Wow....interesting past few days....

The other day was seriously reunion day. Holy crap, I kept seeing people I know!!!!!! In the morning, I went to Dunkin Donuts for breakfast cuz my dad never fails to NOT go grocery shopping....so, I was sitting and In walks Mr. Rush. LOL. It was really good to see him again. He was one of the few teachers that I didn't wanna kill while I was in high school. I suppose if theres a place you're gonna see Mr. Rush, it's gonna be dunkin donuts. LOL. he used to call me "Laur" all the time. heh. Anyways, latter on, I was with my mom and we were at Boston Market and in walks Pa. Pa is Alix's grandfather who i've known since I've known Alix. Love him to death. Then the next day I was at the mall with my mom and I see Mrs. Tracey. She's a teacher i had in Elementary school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP! and she recognized me too!. eep!

Well, today was yet another ineteresting day with the family. And because of it, I now realize that everything is A-okay. My aunt had a going away party for my cousin because she's leaving for New York tomorrow and pretty much everyone was there. Except Glenn, Russ, and Catherine, (aparently they were at the redsox game) and Jeff(he was already back at school) But it was a lot of fun! we seriously have the funniest conversations ever!!! And everything is now A-ok.

I guess now would be the time to tell all of my regular readers what was bothering me a few weeks ago. Well, like I said, I came home from my mom's one night, to find my aunt sleeping on our couch. And after like a half an hour, my dad comes home and i ask him why she's there. He told me that she had gone out with Denise and got completely shit-faced. Well, she only had like 2, but she hadn't eaten much durring the day so it had a quicker affect. But anyway, It was then that My dad told me that my aunt and John (her boyfriend) had broken up. I was abslutly devastated. I really love him. He's a really awesome guy. Always fit in really well with the family and was nice to everyone. But aparently, They had a long talk about everything, and now everything is okay. I know because he was at Jenn's party today. But let me tell you, I was a MESS when they had broken up. Holy crap. But, everything is okay now. Thank God. And things are even better because Jenn started calling Denise "Auntie Denise". Which in my book, means that she's officially part of our family :-D. Thats good. I really love Denise. She's super nice to me and her kids are awesome too. Right now, I almost couldn't be happier :).

Tomorrow, me and my dad are going to Bally's. My dad got me a membership there for my birthday cuz I've been wanting to join there since I Was like 10. My dad has been a member for many years. I'll be able to go whenever I want now. AND i'm getting my checking account soon!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been feeling really sick the past two days. I've been coughing up a storm and my throat feels l ike sand paper. Allergies. I've been taking Day-Quil and using my throat spray and stuff, but nothing is relaly wokring. God. I hate being allergic to the world.

anywhoo, im gonna go watch some Family Guy before I hit the sack. Bye!

posted by Lauren 9/06/2004 01:36:00 AM


Friday, September 03, 2004

 
Well, I got some rather exciting news today. I'm getting a car. Yup, I car of my very own. I think I'm getting it on tuesday. :)!!!!!! eeee! it's a chevy tracker. I think this is exactly it:



photo credit

not bad eh? I saw one in New York when I went with my dad to do the car swap and I did like it. It was very comfortable inside and it's not as big as it looks in that pic. It's that same color and everything. It comes in yellow, but for some reason, my dad didn't get that one. I LOVE yellow cars!!!!!!!!!!!! But, oh well. I don't care! it's a car!!! at least it's not a cavaillier....those are the SHITIEST cars to drive.

I can't wait to be out on my own. I so just wanna pack my bags and leave right now. I really hope that I can make it to California next year. That would rock soooooo much. the only bad part is that I wouldn't be able to see my friends and family all that much. and anyone who knows me, knows i Love my family to death, and my friends just as much. ::sigh:: but, I think I need to get away. I need to get away from here and start doing stuff, meeting new people, exploring, etc.
Me and Kristin are trying to plan an awesome vacation for next summer. I'm ready. I would do anything in a heartbeat.

No ones online to talk to tonight. Mike, Rae, and Git all have away messages on, Kristin's not online, Chandra is in memphis (LUCKY!!!!) and won't be back till Sunday, Jeannette's online but I don't wanna IM her because she always seems to be busy when I IM her and I don't wanna bother her, and J.P. Is off for some odd reason...he's almost always on around this time... but, he was on for most of the day...i guess he's gatta take a break every now and then. But the point is, IM BORED! I guess I could watch a movie or something like I normally do on Friday Nights. I suppose I should have made plans with Lauren for tonight. I have a feeling that now that we're pretty much the only ones out of our friends left, that we'll be seeing A LOT Of each other untill everyone comes home for Christmas and Thanksgiving. She called me today to tell me that in WalMart, she saw a sheet set with a comforter and everything that had "gutterflowers" on it. Heh!!! I may have to convince my mom to go there tomorrow so I can "look" at it with no intention of buying......heh.....

I made a really big purchase today...I got brand new virus software for my computer. IT's Norton anti-virus 2004. And it cost a shit load of money. more than I had expected. It cost 50 bucks! But, i have a feeling it's gonna be worth it in the long run. I decided to buy it cuz when i restored my computer last night, one of the things I forgot to back up was Norton 2003 which my dad's friend installed when he took the virus out of my computer. I knew I couldn't go without any virus protection for too long, so I just got the new updated stuff. I personally love Norton. it's realy easy to use. If you don't have it, get it! I also got "Tommy Boy" on DVD. GO DAVID SPADE!!!!

I also discovered while in best buy today that the Weird Al "poodle hat" CD is enhanced! (you can put it in your computer and get bonus stuff) I put it in and it has actual home videos of him as a kid. He was a riot!!!!!!!! and they had a photo gallery with some very...um...interesting pics of him and his band. hehe! Gatta love him. I was close to getting "Running with sissors" today. It has "The saga begins" on it which is a HISTERICAL song. LOL. It's a parody of "American Pie".

Anywhoo. Im gonna be going. I guess I'll watch a movie or family guy or something. bye!



posted by Lauren 9/03/2004 09:39:00 PM


Thursday, September 02, 2004

 
::sigh:: tonight was a rough night. I had to do a distructive restore on my computer because some files on the logon interface some how got deleted and i couldn't get onto window's. I was talking to the tech support guy for like 2 hours. what a nightmare. But the worst of it is, i was only able to save SOME of my files. All of my clay pics, and all the videos i downloaded from Kazaa are all gone. Every graphic I ever made...Gone. All the lay-outs I had saved....Gone. I was only able to save a small percentage of my stuff because it would have taken FOREVER to copy it all onto CD's. And I mean hours. not minutes. I had so much stuff that I probably would have had to use the rest of my blank CD's just to back it all up. Well, I guess this will give me a fresh start. I guess it's kind of a releif to have some of that bulk off of my computer. All of the sound files that I want (Including my john stevens ones) are all safe, and some of the pictures I can get back again from the American Idol website. I've got most of my Goo Goo Dolls stuff too. I have to download all the fonts that I had before again. Oh well, I wont' go into more details, but let's just say that theres good and bad as a result. but the good thing is, I know what to do now incase something happens so i won't have to cal tech support. The guy was really nice though and VERY patient. I know I would have never had that patience. And he kept saying how he liked my last name. heh.

Today at work was rough. We got burried with shipment today. Although, it wasn't as much as they should have sent us. They FINALLY sent us roll-wrapping paper that we've needed for God knows how many months, But they didn't send us any back-stock. So when that runs out, the whole thing is gonna start all over again. ::sigh:: i'm just glad that Cat left to go to Danbury so I ddin't have to spend the rest of the day with her. She get's on my nerves really easily and I'm about to say something to our DM as long as he's still the DM...we're getting a new one who knows when, and I like this current DM (District Manager) so I think I'm gonna talk to him or something. ::sigh::

My kitty is doing okay. She's gotten a little more mischeiveious (sp?) and we have to watch her more closely now, But other than that, she's fine.

I STILL haven't beaten my HP game. i'm at the very last part (Where you have to defeat Voldemort and I've gottn about half way there but keep dying.

My birthday went okay. on the day of it I was working, then Denise, and my Grandma came over and had cake with us. My dad got me a super awesome cake from Baskin Robbins. It was a yellow cake with oreo icecream on the top and white frosting with rainbow sprinkles on the sides and roses on top. YUMMY. Then the next day, my dad and denise took me to this nice restaurant that we used to go to a lot. Then yesterday, my mom took me out for dinner. LOL.

On tuesday, me and my dad went to New York. My dad had to go up ther to do a car-swop so I decided to go with him. We hit traffic, but it was all good.

Holy Crap, there has been A LOT more hott guys around work lately. The new UPS guy, is really cute, and this one guy came in today who had to have been a model or something. REALLY REALLY georgeous.

Well, I guess thats it. Ciao.

posted by Lauren 9/02/2004 11:36:00 PM

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