Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Well, first things first......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
*~*CLAY AIKEN!!!!!!- 26*~*
COLIN MOCHRIE!!-47
and
RAE!!!!!- 18
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hehe!!! I love you Clay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (pic is from clayphotos.com)
hehe!!!!! I love you too Colin!!!! (i dunno where this pic is from...ooops I think its from the whoseline site.)
speaking of whose line...THEY'RE SHOWING NEW EPISODES ON ABC FAMILY!!! on Mondays and Wednesdays!!!! eeeeeeee!!!!! I'm sooo happy!!!!
found out something interesting at work yesterday...
See, me and Susan were getting ready to open the store and theres a knock on the door, and it's this dude from the state. Yeah...not good. So he comes in and asks to see our tax permit. Ours expired like three years ago. and you're supposed to have it visible at the register at all times. So the guy comes in and is like "where is it?"...we just played stupid and pretended like we never saw the thing in our lives. If we don't ahve it, then we could get a SERIOUIS fine, and/or close the store. The guy said that he would come back anytime between today, and tomorrow. And if we can't come up w/ one by then, then the store is probably gonna be closed for a while....I hope it won't go so far that I'll lose my job. I mean, as much as I hate that place, I still need the money. But if I do lose my job, I'm gonna sue the store for the money I'm out untill I get another job. Cuz it was their respobsibility to renew the permit when it expired and I shouldn't have to have no job because they're a bunch of dumb shits. But anyways....
other than that disaster, nothing is really new.
I think I'm gonna get to the gym now...I've been soooo lazy...not even funny
ciao for now!
posted by Lauren 11/30/2004 10:22:00 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Today was pretty boring. Church was alright w/ a few minor complications.... The wireless mouse that use to do power point totally died right when service started and I had to go up to the computer to do it instead. That kinda sucked cuz my youth group friends were sitting near me and I hadn't seen them in a while. Saw Git at church today too :-D!! Haven't seen him in a really long time. Other than that, I just relaxed, and watched the Prisoner of Azkaban. VERY awesome movie. Tonight I think i'm gonna check the special features out.
In other news....
Today I've made a very important decision. Probably the most important decision of my life. And when I tell it to you, you may think to yourself, "Thats not a big deal..." but trust me, it is for me. I've made the decision to try to not let people/things get to me so much. I've been letting little things that people say and do get to me a lot and I've come to the conclusion that it's just not worth it. Although, I am amazed at how far people will go to try to annoy me, especially lately. It's actually quite funny. Anyways, I don't care if people know where I'm coming from, because as long as I know it, It doesn't matter. I still have a lot of un-resolved issues and the like with people that im going to put to rest right now. Im whiping the slate clean. And if you wanna go out of your way to annoy me, go ahead. I won't pay you any mind or get my blood boiling over it. So, you may as well not waste your breath. But, hey, it's your breath, it's up to you what you do with it.
As a result of my new decision today, I've written this disclaimer that I'll post on the right side of my page when I put my new lay-out up:
All of the things written here are the views/opinions of ME. I'm not writing in here to make you happy. I'm writing here to make me happy. Thats why it's MY page. I don't care if we don't have the same tastes or disagree about things. We're all different, and you're welcome to your opinions. You may find many things about me that you don't like. But when it boils down to it, I don't care. If you don't like what I write, don't read it.
If you choose to be really immature and post something like "Clay Aiken is stupid" or "I hate the Goo Goo Dolls" on my tagboard, go ahead. Anything that I see on my tagboard that I don't like, I have the power to delete. I'd actually feel sorry for you for waisting your time trying to annoy me, because believe me, it wont bother me one bit....not even for a mili-second.
One thing that I also know, is my lay-outs aren't that great. I'm still learning webdesign and I'm just doing it for fun. I'm completely self taught so if new and better ways to do things come up, I don't always know. So I ask that you don't go and critique my hard work in a negative way unless you're doing it constructively.
Got it? Good.
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Thats it. I may be editing it at some point, but thats a rough sketch. I used Jeannette's disclaimer as influence too. I should give her credit for that....
anyways, nothing more to talk about. PEACE
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EDIT:
FUNNY convo's RULE!!!!
CptJackSparrow83: but theres plenty of other fish in the sea! :)
TopDawgN8: too bad i forgot my fishin pole, lol
CptJackSparrow83: lol
CptJackSparrow83: id probably get the hook stuck in my finger
TopDawgN8: would that mean ur asexual?
CptJackSparrow83: lol- knowing my luck, it'll probably be that way
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CptJackSparrow83: i met this dude online who lives like a half hour away from me..I think he likes me, but he's a horn dog. lol
TopDawgN8: lol...aren't they all?
CptJackSparrow83: yeah, i suppose...
TopDawgN8: lol CptJackSparrow83: he's pretty cool though...he's italian...;)
TopDawgN8: lol...he's not in the mafia is he?
CptJackSparrow83: ...............
CptJackSparrow83: i never thought of that
CptJackSparrow83: ::runs::
TopDawgN8: u better get a disguise
CptJackSparrow83: ::Grabs groucho glasses::
TopDawgN8: hmmm...u need a wig
TopDawgN8: ::grabs ronald mcdonald wig::
TopDawgN8: and diff clothes
TopDawgN8: ::grabs TMNT outfit::
CptJackSparrow83: holy sh**...i look like freaky....er
TopDawgN8: at least he won't know who u are TopDawgN8: jusst tell people ur condoleza rice after her reconstructive surgery...they'll believe u
CptJackSparrow83: ::takes notes:: good idea TopDawgN8: duh CptJackSparrow83: you're so smart! lol
posted by Lauren 11/28/2004 09:49:00 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
Today is survey day on Lauren's Live journal! check em' out!
posted by Lauren 11/26/2004 11:17:00 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!!!!
Hope you all had a good holiday :) and just think, only another month till Christmas!
Well, today was a rather boring day if I do say so myself...We went this little shanty for dinner which was alright, Then we went back to my aunt's house for pie, and just chilled. That was the basis of it. LOL. But I did get to see my aunt and uncle and two out of the four cousins from Pennsylvania. That was cool Cuz I don't see them very often.
Ya know whats weird? For the past few days, no matter how much sleep I get it doesn't seem to be enough. I've been so tired lately and I don't know why. Well, it may be because I haven't gone to the gym or done a serious workout in a few days, but I'm just sick of being tired all the time.
Heh...what a pointless entry in a way...i have nothing else to talk about. LOL, untill next time.
posted by Lauren 11/25/2004 08:06:00 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Well, I had an awesome day and a shitty day all at the same time. And this may be a long entry, just to warn you all ahead of time.... I'm gonna try to make it as short as possible though...maybe it won't turn out so long.
Kristin and Rae showed up right on time and we set off for Conard!!! it was sooooo funny, we were all seriously freaked out when we got there...As soon as we made the final turn on the path that leads to the front door, all three of us slowed down. LOL, it was funny. I was a little shakey while we were walking through the door. There was a sign that said to go in the office and sign-in and get a visiters badge, so we did all that and after that it was pure...ummm....fun? I guess thats the word...hmm. I dunno. Anyways, I look down the hall and see Chad and John, The two perfect people to see!!! I ran up to Chad and he's gives me one of those handshakes where you slap the persons hand on the side then lock fingers and pull it away (kind of like, and im not saying this in any pregidice way, but like black people do) and he's like: (heres our diologue)
Chad: Yeah, i don't do that very well...cuz I don't have the...the...uhh....
Me: Blackness?!
Chad: Yeah!!! That's it!!
LOL!! I forgot how fucking awesome that kid is. I really did. I guess I sort of still like him in the back of my mind. I really do. He's probably the coolest guy I've ever met in my entire life. But I don't think it would ever work out. (And believe me, I've thought about it for a REALLY LONG time....)
After I was finished talking to John and Chad, Katie walks by me completly. I don't believe it. She totally walked by me. I don't think she recognized me. LOL....I should have let it go... But anyway, we talked to her for a bit then continue down and I see Oscar!!! I see him like everyday though cuz he works at the mall. But I said "hi" anyways :). Then we went to see Rae's old fashion's teacher, and durring that time, Mr. Rush was walking down the hall. :-D! Good to see him again, He was one of my favorite teachers. While Rae was still talking, me and Kristin ditched her for a bit to go visit her Accounting teacher who she's like in love with. LOL. And durring that time, MIKE WALKED IN!!!!!!!! I missed him SOOOOO much!!!! He was with the triplets Carrie, Katie, and Jess. And all of them complimented my hair! :-D! that made me feel really good. It was so good to see Mike again though.
So, Kristin was still waiting to talk to her teacher, and then I saw JESS!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I MISSED HER SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! She's so awesome!! She was like "Oh my God, you look fabulous!!" I was shocked because no one has ever said that to me before. I think she's gonna come and visit me at work on Saturday...if she can get there without getting killed.
We the continued on our journey and saw a few of Kristin and Rae's teachers, and I saw Dr. Wilson. When we were walking down the hall, I saw Dean, which was cool :). Then we went to Mr. Eppler's room and had a few laughs. LOL- he was harassing Kristin and Rae which was funny. LOL.
geez...it's hard to remember events...
I think after that we went upstairs to the second floor, where I went to visit Miss Vranich. Another one of my favorite teachers :). And ironiclly enough, Chad is in her class, and I saw him for a second time! LOL. Miss Vranich asked the class If anyone was ready to do the speech that they have to memorize from MacBeth and Chad said "Yes" and she's like, okay, come up and do it"and he goes "now?!...but everyone's gonna laugh at me! especially Lauren!" and he points to me. LOL. Then when I left, I go "Hey Chad, you can do your speech now! I'm leaving!!" LOL!!! Fun stuff.
We then contiuned and I said "hello" to Mrs. Ortiz. I had her when I was a Freshman!!! Dave was in that class, I waved to him but of course he didn't pay me any mind. He really turned into a frickin' jerk this year. I have no idea what his problem is. Chad said that he doesn't talk to them anymore in guitar class anymore. Stupid creep. I guess he thinks he's something special.
Anyway, if I remember correctly, that concluded our day at Conard :). The only thing I was really dissapointed in was, I didn't get to see Mr. Casey!! His class had a sub today...and speaking of subs, I didn't see my hott sub...:-(~ oh well. LOL. But, I did see Cathy from acting last year.
Me and Rae and Kristin then walked to Friendly's and ate lunch which was yummy :). Mmmmm...Icecream.....
After that Rae had to go home, so we said our "goodbyes" to her, then me and Kristin came back to my house and chilled for a while. Then her dad picked her up. And that ended that :0D
Thats when the shit started....
I had to walk to work in the POURING RAIN. And I was SOAKED I was sopping wet. I could have rung out my jacket. Its a good thing I didn't wear my work clothes walking..I wore jeans and brought my clothes in a bag w/ me. Holy Crap though. My shirt, my jeans, and just me in general was soaked. My hair was frizzed out and curled out at the bottom... I now have a new nick-name at work. It's M.T.M. And You're probably wondering what that stands for. It stands for Mary Tyler Moore. LOL!!!! Cuz when I noticed that my hair was flipped out, I said "I look like fucking Mary Tyler Moore!!!" LOL! And Cat decided to call me that from now on.
But thats not where the shit stopped....
I go to take down the Thanksgiving cards and put up more Christmas, when I realize that Jonathan took the stockroom keys home so I couldn't go upstairs to get more. So, he had to come back and bring them back to us. What a nightmare...
But No...it didn't stop there either.
Me and Claudia go to punch out and I look at my phone and I have like 5 missed calls. I'm like WTF? All of them are my dad, so, I call my him and let him know that I'm coming outside and he's like What are you talking about?! I'm like "You Are outside right?" and he's like "NO! I'm over Denise's". So we argue back and forth for like 10 minutes. He's saying that I never told him I was working today, I'm saying I did, because I did. I wrote down my scheduale for 2 weeks and gave it to him at the beggining of last week. So yeah, Whatever. I was really pissed off. REALLY REALLY pissed off. Cuz he yells at me when I don't write my scheduale down for him, and when I do, he doesn't look at it anyway. So whats the point? So, I ended up getting a ride home from Claudia. ::Sigh:: wahtever.
But, I came home and talked to Travis for a bit, so it was all good :) He's funny :)
I saved our convo, if you wanna see it, IM me :).
Anyway, thats it for now...I'm really tired and about to fall face down on the keyboard. untill next time....
posted by Lauren 11/24/2004 10:11:00 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
You see these guys here?!?! You see them?!!! Right there...underneath this text?!?!?! SEE EM?!?!?! THEY'RE THE GOO GOO DOLLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE THEM MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THE AMOUNT OF LOVE IN THE WORLD WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO COUNT FOR THE LOVE I HAVE FOR THEM!!!!!!!
OMFG, I love them. They're the best band to ever walk this earth and don't even F*** w/ me saying they're not. Cuz I sure as $hit don't wanna hear it...
sorry. just had to say that cuz I love them so incredibly much. They RULE!!!!!!!!!!!
This is also pretty funny: CptJackSparrow83: I'm adding pictures to my profile :)
CptJackSparrow83: Why is that interesting? I Have no idea. But ya know....sorry, you'll have to forgive me, I'm a little loopy right now.
T Woodee: I noticed
T Woodee: You must have maturbated too much lately
CptJackSparrow83: LOL!
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! too funny. Thats not true btw....
Well, tomorrow's alumni day. Kristin and Rae are coming at like 9:30 or something and we're gonna go up to Conard. Heh....
Anyways, tahts it. take care of yourself, and each other. LOL! (thats a Jerry Springer line)
posted by Lauren 11/23/2004 10:49:00 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Oh God...what a lousey day at work. Yet again....infact, what a lousy day in general. I didn't get to sleep untill like 2am. I didn't make it to church this morning...yeah. I slept untill 10:30 and had to be at work at noon. So I forced myself up and into the shower. While I was blow drying my hair, the power went out. With my hair half dried i thought "great, i'm gonna go to work looking like a reject from the 70's." But thankfully the power came back on in a few minutes so I could finish blowdrying my hair, and flat iron it before work. Cat asked me to come into work tomorrow. So, I'll be there from 1-6. great. Can't wait. But, I need the money so....
I hope I can get up early tomorrow to go to the gym before work. I haven't been in 2 days...I really need to go. Ryan (the dude who trained at my store) is gonna come in tomorrow to say "hi". It'll be cool to see him again.
As I look at my buddylist, I realized that I haven't talked to A LOT of people in a really long time. The only people i've really talked to are Brittany, Wayne, and Travis. I dunno, it may not really be a long time, it just may seem like that after a few days go by w/out talking to certain people that I used to talk to like everyday. In fact I think I'll IM Nate now...
Well, no more news. untill next time.
posted by Lauren 11/21/2004 05:30:00 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
::sigh:: just got back from work. It sucked as ussual. I felt bad for Susan though...Cat called out sick today and she was stuck working a 12 hour day. Yeah. I can imagine how painful that would be...I hate working there a single shift, nevermind two.... The thing that sucked most about today was that the mall was PACKED. You could barely walk around it was so insane. But, some good did come out of work today :-D!!!!! I saw CHAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw him walking around the mall when I was on my break. What was funny is that he almost didn't recognize me. LOL, cuz of my haircut. He's like "Holy shit, I didn't even recognize you." LOL. He also told me that John works at the Pottery Barn kids store that just opend up. Wow, I have a lot of friends that work at the mall now! Oscar at the cookie place, Ryan at Sunglass hut, John at Pottery Barn, Dean at Gloria Jean's, and Git at Build-a-bear. And Chad said he was looking for a job, so he may be working somewhere in the mall too :). yay!! I should go visit Oscar more often...I saw him working tonight but there was a long line there so I didn't stop. And on a side note, Chad's hair grew out again. Thank God. LOL- he looked like a total goof before...not that he doesn't anyway. LOL.
I might be meeting Travis soon. Me and my mom might go to Mohegan Sun for the day sometime. (so I can blow some money in the arcade :)! ) and he goes there a lot of the weekends, so I think we may put something to gether. I dunno though. My mom is gonna be there Which would be sketchy. And the thing is, I may have my license by the time we go so I could just meet him somewhere w/out my parents getting involved (which is what I want...).
::Sigh:: nothing else new I guess...untill next time...
posted by Lauren 11/20/2004 10:25:00 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
OMG, sooooo much inspiration. Before I had NONE, and now I have so much I don't know what to do w/ it all. OMG, this is unreal. I have so many ideas for new lay-outs now. I have my lay-outs planned for like the next 6 months. LOL. I thought of a really good idea yesterday and I spent like an hour last night getting screen caps. I'm almost tempted to put a new one up before the one I planned on for Dec. 1st. But that'd be stupid. I've had this up for a month and 2 days. Thats probably the longest I've ever had one up w/ out changing it. But Dec. 1st is only like 10 days away. I don't wanna go and change it when its so close.... and besides, I like this one!! Tis cool, no?
Anyways. Nothings been going on. Absolutly nothing. A lot of very small things that aren't worth talking about. so...ciao for now!
posted by Lauren 11/19/2004 11:16:00 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
I dunno what the deal has been w/ me lately. I've been so down and depressed about everything. I guess theres just no excitement in my life. I can't even think of a reason to get out of bed in the morning. (Other than my cat meowing her ass off for like 20 mintues...) ::sigh:: I don't know what to think anymore. I have no one to talk to or do things with around here. I'm just all alone. If I had my licesnse I could go visit some of my out of town friends like Alaina and visit Kristin at college and possibly navigate myself to Hamden to visit Travis. They would be all the reason I need to get out of bed in the morning. ::Sigh::. I dunno what to do. I'm a lost cause.
Changed my desktop background yesterday. Check it out.
just got my hair done today. It looks a lot better. At least now it doesn't flip out at the bottom like it did when it got longer. I HATED that soo much. I mean, a little bit is alright, but I really just want it plain old straight.
Now my damn tagboard doesn't work. I'm kinda pissed about that. Theres something wrong with the server on the site or something cuz I can't even get to the site to update my settings or anything. I'll give it till next week sometime and if It still doesn't work, I found a site that has tagboards like it, so I'll just get a new one. I hope it fixes itself though...I really like the one I had. I like how you can change the colors of it and everything. The only advantage to the other one I found is that the code is A LOT shorter.
Theres a lot of things I need to start doing again. I need to start doing art again. I started a colored pencil drawing and just stopped it. I don't know why. just never got around to finishing it. I think it's coming out good too. Nothing really complicated, but cool. I just got new markers and colored pencils and construction paper too...haven't touched any of it in a while. I've been reading more, which is good. I used to be such a bookworm when I was younger all the way up till like....8th grade. Then I just stopped reading for some weird reason. No idea. But I've started again. And I'm happy :). I finished "Holes" in like 2 days. Great book. A little slow, but good. Have to see the movie now.
I drove SO much today. I drove to the post office, then the grocery store and back, then to the DMV so I could drive around there, then to my hair appointment. I'm getting practice, but I'm still not a very good driver It'll take a miracle for me to pass my test.
I made my dad watch 2 Family Guy episodes last night. "To Love and Die In Dixie", and "Mr. Saturday Knight." He liked "To Love and Die in Dixie" I can tell, he was laughing a lot durring it. LOL- how can you not like that episode?!
Well, must be going. Ciao.
posted by Lauren 11/18/2004 03:51:00 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Well, here I am again. Still not much happier than I was last night. Trying to hold it together. I'm probably over-reacting like I normally do. I'm such a drama queen. Everything will be okay tomorrow.
Listening to Clay's Christmas CD now. Im really amazed that someone could sing as great as he can.
nothing else to say for now...nothing that I can think of atleast. Think I'm gonna go read or play my guitar. Ciao.
posted by Lauren 11/17/2004 05:01:00 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
::sigh:: there is some MESSED UP people in this world today....
Me and Nate were in a chatroom and this crazy racist guy was (and still is even as I'm typing this) making Nate REALLY REALLY REALY pissed off. I'm spending the majority of my time online trying to calm him down, but it's just not working. ::sigh: i dunno...
I got Clay's Christmas CD!!!!!!!!! his book came out today too..But I haven't gotten that yet...Definatly tomorrow though....
Just IMed Nas....nothing back yet. ::sigh again::.... Haven't talked to that kid in AGES. Like months or possibly more. The last time I saw him was at graduation and he barely paid me any mind. Whatever. And to think I used to talk to that kid everyday and was pretty good friends w/ him.
My level of happiness that I had before just sunk right down. I need a new life, new friends, the works.
Damn. Travis just signed off. I was gonna rant to him for a while. Not that he wants to hear my B.S.
I have a feeling Nate's gonna be up all night arguing w/ this guy....
hmmmm...i have a plan. Think I better talk to Matt.
posted by Lauren 11/16/2004 11:28:00 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
(just so you know, my previous post is also from today. I just saved the conversation as a draft, then finished the entry today.)
Anyways, A few more events to update about. :)
My dad asked me to go to Best Buy today to look for a CD for him, so I went up there before I went to work. But, they didn't have it. So, of course I've gatta look around for something for me :) thats just how it is when I go in there...It's seriously like my second home. Considering I just got a really good paycheck I decided to get something for myself. So, I got Billy Idol's Greatest Hits album which I'm listening to right now. I LOVE it so far!!
CLAY'S CHRISTMAS ALBUM COMES OUT TOMORROW!!!!! YYYYAAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOO!!! You bet your ass I'll be at best buy again tomorrow!!!!!!!
Anyway, called Travis again today like I said I was going to do earlyer. HEHEHEHE! Love him!!! I was on my break at work bored as hell. I had no money to buy anything even if I wanted to, and I was just bored. So, I decided to call him :). He's so funny, I said I was on my break bored as hell. And he goes "So, you're on your break bored as hell, and you decided to call me?....hmmm" in a kinda slyish voice. HEHE! I think he's getting a hint if you get my drift. :). He had his away message up last night while he was sleeping that said "Getting my beauty rest..I don't wanna end up as ugly as %N" if you don't know, the "%n" part puts the screen name of the person whose looking at the away message in it...and this one stupid little girl got offended by it!! She thought he was dissing her when he didn't even know her!! LOL- she said something like "i'm reporting you to AOL for dissing me when you don't even know me, so HA!" or something like that. LOL!!!! ::sigh::
"it's a nice day for a white wedding!!" sorry...still listening to Billy Idol...
After I hung up w/ Travis, I decided to call Kristin!!! my most favoritest Kristin in the world!!! hehe!!!! Good to talk to her :-D. She couldn't talk long though cuz she had a lot of homework related shit to do which sucks. I feel bad for her... and everyone else whose doing homework related shit...
So, next week is alumni day. I'm sorta umm...not looking forward to it. Well, I wanna see my peoples, but like I said, Going back to Conard isn't the first thing I think of when I think of "fun". But I guess It'll be alright. I'll get to see everyone again :) My guitar class crew, and everyone in between :).
Anyway, Im really bored now, So I'm just gonna go pop some popcorn and tuck in my nice cozy bed and watch a movie :-D. Alrighty then? Ciao!
Oh, just a random thought...I find it REALLY HISTERICAL that David Hasselhoff is in the SpongeBob movie!!! HAHAHAHAA!!!!!!
posted by Lauren 11/15/2004 10:35:00 PM
My life has been so eventless the past few days. Absolutly nothing happend. Just the same old stuff at work, and the same old stuff at home.
This morning I FINALLY got to the gym. I haven't been in the past like 4 days. I've been so incredibly lazy lately It's really pathetic. So, I went this morning and worked out till I couldn't even walk straight anymore. But it felt good! LOL.
I have another hair appointment on Thursday for a trim. Im not gonna cut it much shorter, but it's getting a little long in the back and it's looking a little weird.
I think I'm gonna call Travis when he gets out of work, or durring my break at work tonight. Just to see whats up. :-)
(awwww...My kitty is sleeping on my bed again! she likes it on my bed :0D..she's all curled up! )
I think I'm gonna watch my Goo Goo Dolls- Live in Alaska DVD again to get more screen captures form it.
(is it me or is this entry been pointless so far?...)
anyways....i guess thats all the random stuff I can bore you with for now :) PEACE.
posted by Lauren 11/15/2004 01:57:00 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
HeRINAPOTTeR: that article is like the first sign of a crack in the dam
Whoser413: ::takes out gum:: well, i'm gonna plug it up!
HeRINAPOTTeR: Haha!!
HeRINAPOTTeR: I can imagine u walking up to clay, taking a piece of gum from your mouth, and squish it in his ear :-P
Whoser413: i can see that too
Whoser413: it'd probably fall out cuz he's got big ears :-)
HeRINAPOTTeR: lol :-D
HeRINAPOTTeR: he gots hobbit ears
HeRINAPOTTeR: lol :-D
HeRINAPOTTeR: OH!
HeRINAPOTTeR: I know!!
Whoser413: ?
HeRINAPOTTeR: if you chew a whole container of that six-feet-long bubble gum, then it might not fall out of his big ear!!!
Whoser413: hahaa!
Whoser413: you mean bubble tape?
HeRINAPOTTeR: YESM!
Whoser413: :: thinks::
Whoser413: hmm...that may work..
HeRINAPOTTeR: I have a container of the sour apple u can use if you like :-D
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LOL!!!- wtf?! me and Jeannette having some FUNNY conversations... I had read an article that said something about Clay saying that he wants to quit music or something. and thats what that was about LOL.
anyways......
nothing to talk about really...just wanted to post that.
posted by Lauren 11/14/2004 01:45:00 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
::sigh::....wow. It's an amazing thing how the little things in life can really brighten your day/mood. For one thing, everyone's been so nice to me lately!!!!! I was talking to Brittany the other day (a fellow Darren Hayes fan) and she said that she was gonna (or might, not sure) order Darren's new CD for me!!!!!Isn't that nice?! She said she wants to do it because I wrote our letter that we sent to him and found all the information and everything. The CD is expensive! (prob. because you have to order it from Australia or the UK....I'm kind of mad that they didn't release it in the US the same time they released it everywhere else. It's not coming here till 2005!! and who knows WHEN in 2005...I can't wait that long!!!)It's 25 dollars! I'm like, dude, what am i? made of money? But even if she doesn't go through with it and get it for me, Isn't that SO nice of her to even offer?!? I don't think I would think of that....even though I am taking Lauren to the Clay concert for her birthday which she doesn't know yet. I mean, she knows we're going, she just doesn't know its gonna be her bithday present. I a'int telling her till we get there either. :). Hey, I figure it's a good present...I can't think of another present to get her, so why not? hehe :)
The second thing that was awesome today was durring my "breaks" from work today, I just chilled w/ Ryan and this other girl Demaris who works in the watch place. She told me a funny story...Theres this case of watches in the window of the store and sometimes people lean in too far to look at the watches and smack there head on the glass!!! LOL!!!! Theres actually marks from where peoples heads have hit!! LOL! I'm a klutz, but i can't see myself doing something THAT dumb... lol, but i could be wrong..I've probably done stupider things in my day that I just don't remember.
And wow...also durring my break today....HEHE!!! Lauren is a happy camper!! Lauren talked to Travis on the phone today! :-D. you're probably wondering who Travis is. He's this dude I met online from a town like...I dunno how far away from me... I've never mentioned him on here before for some reason. But anyways, I promised I would call him durring my break at work today because I've attempted to call many other times but haven't worked up the courage to do so.... I've just sat there with his number dialed and never hit "send". I know! i'm being stupid, but I'm just really shy. I'm surprised I got words out to talk to him. I decided It'd be better to just promise I'd call and go through w/ it. So, I called him and he didn't answer so, I waited a few minutes and he called me back. He seemed really nice :-). I was happy I finally worked up the courage to call him. It was all worth it :). I hope I get to meet him someday. That'd be awesome :-D. I told him I'd navigate myself there once I get my license. Heh, I'll probably get my ass lost....I can't even find my way around my own town half the time. I'm surprised I don't get lost in my own house. LOL. But he seems really nice! (like I said already) and he calls me "babe" and "hun" sometimes which I LOVE!!! hehe! Lauren is happy!!! :) Okay...I'll stop making a complete fool out of myself now.... ;)
I FINALLY finished my book yesterday. "The Wathermellon King" by Daniel Wallace. (one of my FAVORITE authors) And I must say, it was good, but quite desturbing at times.....But overall, great book. I reccomend it. Along with "Big Fish"..the book was a little better than the movie. But I'm glad they made both because the book was a little confusing and the movie helped clarify the confusing stuff (which, I suppose is usually the case). Next I'm reading another book that is also a movie. "Holes". I've heard it's good so I figured what the hell.
Downloaded a couple more songs for my classic rock mix. Billy Idol- Tainted Love, Billy Idol- You spin me right round, and REM- Imitation of Life. Planning on downloading some more Kiss and Twisted Sister songs. Also downloaded the song that Clay did for the Aladdin 2-disk set called "Proud of your Boy". Haven't listend to it yet though.
Good news, a move might be on the horizon. Like a move to a new house. My dad and Denise might buy a condo and if they do, I'd move in with Derrek and Kate, Which would RULE. I wouldn't have to worry about my dad watching my every move and I'd actually be able to date and go out with friends without him butting in. And I'd be able to stay out as late as I want. The only thing is, I'd have to drive like a half an hour to see my mom, and to get to work which would SUCK, but I think it'd be worth it. I need a change of scenery. I've been here for WAY too long. The other thing that would suck is Lauren and Rae would no longer live within walking distance of me. Hmmm..well, theres good and bad to everything I guess.
Other than that, nothing else is going on. Guess thats it for today :) Ciao!
posted by Lauren 11/11/2004 10:14:00 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
(LJ was being an ass and wouldn't let me log-in...so I'm adding this straggler on here instead...can you tell I've been bored lately?)
About Yourself | Created by im-waiting-for-you and taken 3538 times on bzoink! | | General Information | | State your full name. | Lauren Paige *********(not telling you my last name) | | Do you like your name? | Yeah, I love my name. no one else has it. | | If you could change it, would you, and to what? | I don't think I would change it | | Tell me your age. | 18 | | Relationships/Love | | What do you want your wedding to be like? | I don't know...I really would rather not worry about that now considering my age and until I actually get a date... | | Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex. | no idea | | Have you ever been in love? | I guess so | | Are you in love? | I'm not sure....it's strange. | | Your opinions | | Rock music is.. | AWESOME!!!!!! | | Pop music is.. | crap. | | Your thoughts on anarchy | Ya know, sometimes it's good for things to have no real organization | | Do you believe in God? | The one and only. | | Favorites | | Type of music | Classic Rock | | Band | Goo Goo Dolls | | Food | Lasagna/ Chicken Parm. | | Thing to do | watch movies and read | | Thing to say | "coolbeans" and "dude" | | Person to talk to | Kristin, Travis, J.P., Nate | | Subject in school | guitar | | Parent | My dad | | Color, and why | Green. The color of money! LOL- j/k. I really don't know why it's my favorite color. It's just pretty. | | Author | Daniel Wallace | | Book | Big Fish | | Candy | M&M's | | Last, just random questions and things about you. | | Do you like yourself? | Yeah, I'm alright | | What do you like about yourself? | my sence of humor | | What dont you like about yourself? | I don't know | | Can you play any instruments? | Yeah :) | | Are you depressed? | Nope, I'm happy like a clam! (lol kristin) | | Have you ever been suicidal? | Nope. | | Do you do drugs? | Never have, never will | | Do you drink alcohol? | on ocassion. | | Do you miss anyone right now? Who? | All my friends who are at college | | What do you want to do with your life? | Become an actor/director/producer | | What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die? | the same as above | | Do you think that I love you? | I wish someone would love me!! :,,,,( ::cries:: | | You best, because I do. | Create a Survey Search Surveys Go to bzoink! |
posted by Lauren 11/09/2004 10:53:00 PM
*(Put some surveys on my Live Journal yesterday and today check em' out!!)*
Everybody knows why the weather is screwed up. Because we lost the ozone layer. Well, if we lost the ozone layer, why don't we put it on milk cartons and try to find it! Its absolutly stupid that we live without an ozone layer. We have men, we have rockets, we have saran wrap.FIX IT! The only thing that we've come up with to deal with the fact that we don't have an ozone layer, is sunblock. And I don't trust that stuff at all! because the same people that told us about sunblock are the same people that told us eggs were bad..then they said they were good.then they said they were bad.then they said they were good.MAKE UP YOUR MIND! it's breakfast, I gatta eat! You'll find out about sunblock in a number of years that Thats the reason you had cholesterol. It wasn't the steak, it was the sunblock!! I don't use sunblock. What i use, is Crisco. Its the best! you get a tub of it, it costs about a buck ten. You can share it w/ everybody at the beach. And the great thing about crisco is that you never get burnt, because when you start to sizzle, you move your ass!"- Lewis Black
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LOL!!!!! I LOVE LEWIS BLACK!!!! He's soooooo FUNNY! I SOO wish I could go see him on the Rules Of Enragement tour...But, it's the day after the Clay concert....And my dad isn't gonna take me there twice. Damn.
Nate told me a while ago to download this Franz Ferdinand song, And at first I really didn't like it...I'm just starting to think it's OK. The dude's voice sucks shit, but the music itself is alright. I dunno, I'm not into new music really. Just a select few bands and singers and the rest suck. Live on Zeppelin, Twisted Sister, and HENDRIX...even though he's dead already, he's MUSIC LIVES ON!!! Starting to get into Billy Idol too and a little Kansas too. heh, I'm expanding my music! :-)
I dunno if I'm gonna be able to hold out till December for a new lay-out...ive got inspiration!!!!! lol. I will though cuz, my next layout is gonna be FABULOUS!!!! well, maybe not fabulous....just, as good as an amateur webdesigner can do. LOL.
Hmmm.....Well, nothing new i guess...so I'll just post pictures for the rest of my entry! HEHEHE!
Darren....oh Darren......
this is a REALLY cool cap of Snape that I got from the second HP movie...."EXPELLIARMUS!!!" LOL.
I LOVE this pic...I was hoping to eventually make a lay-out out of it but when I enlarge it, It looks crappy.
Quagmire!!! "giggidy, giggidy, gig-i-dy! "
HI CLAY!!!!!! HEHE!
posted by Lauren 11/09/2004 07:45:00 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
Well.....bad news now. I can't take that job at circuit city. :( :( :(....It SUCKS!!!! but I just can't risk anything. That, and it would be really hard to get there and back. ::sigh:: I knew it was too good to be true.
Anyways...
I got Shrek 2 on DVD :-D!!! I'm about to watch it as soon as I'm done typing this and as soon as my song downloads. (Billy Idol- White Wedding) I'm making a classic rock mix. So far I've downloaded:
Kansas- Carry on my Wayword son
Kiss- I wanna rock and roll all night
REM- Losing my Religion
Twisted Sister- I wanna rock (a song from noisefest :-)~ )
Twisted Sister- We're not gonna take it
I should have saved my Led Zeppelin and Henderix songs to put on it...too bad they're already on a CD. Planning on downloading some more Kiss and Twisted Sister songs...love them.
Im still stoked about the Clay concert. I've gots butterflies!!!! He's such an amazing performer...this will be my third time seeing him in concert :-D! and I hope to see him many more times after this one...::sigh:: Clays christmas CD comes out on the 16th!! and his book is coming out shortly after that I think :)!!! YAHOO!!!!
November 23rd is an important day....It's the day that the Creed greatest hits album comes out, Which will feature some of the songs they wrote that were gonna be on their next album...and its also the day that the Goo Goo Dolls Live in Buffalo CD/DVD set comes out!!!! YAAAYYY!!!! I've been highly anticipating the release of some new Goo material!! And speaking of Goo, I think I turned J.P. Into a Goo fan!!!!! He went out and bought Gutterflower the other day!!! HEHE!!!
I think i'm gonna have this lay-out up for the rest of this month. then Starting in December, I've got something planned ;-) its gonna be REALLY cool!!!!!! i think....Ive got the general idea of what I'm gonna do, but Im not sure how its all gonna fit together yet. I hope I can hold out from now untill december to put another lay-out up...knowing me i'll get some inspiration and end up putting the new one up before i planned. LOL- thats okay though.
Anyways....my song is almost done and I gatta get ready for work.....poo. Ciao!!!!
posted by Lauren 11/08/2004 11:32:00 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Well. Good news today...Very good news today. Unbelieveably good news today. Amazingly good news today. Incredibly good news today. You wanna know what that is?
LAUREN GOT A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But...
theres just a couple problems. I got that job at Circuit City that I interviewed for today. But heres the catch. it's only seasonal. They said that they try to keep as many people as they can after the Holidays, but they can't guarantee it because they won't know whats open untill the time comes. So, heres my problem. I don't wanna go and quit my job and then come January, find out that I have NO job. And I can't just go up to my manager and ask her to put my job on hold untill i find out if I can stay there. So I'm in an either all or none situation which REALLY blows. Andy told me I should go for it. He said that I can keep looking for another job while I'm there so incase I don't get to stay there, I have a chance of getting another job. But I dunno. I'm gonna talk to a few people and see that they think, but I'll probably jump at it. I'd KILL to get out of my place. It would be the thrill of a lifetime.
::sigh::. goodness.
Got nothing else to talk about. if i think of anything, I'll edit. Ciao!
posted by Lauren 11/06/2004 10:22:00 PM
Well. Good news today...Very good news today. Unbelieveably good news today. Amazingly good news today. Incredibly good news today. You wanna know what that is?
LAUREN GOT A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But...
theres just a couple problems. I got that job at Circuit City that I interviewed for today. But heres the catch. it's only seasonal. They said that they try to keep as many people as they can after the Holidays, but they can't guarantee it because they won't know whats open untill the time comes. So, heres my problem. I don't wanna go and quit my job and then come January, find out that I have NO job. And I can't just go up to my manager and ask her to put my job on hold untill i find out if I can stay there. So I'm in an either all or none situation which REALLY blows. Andy told me I should go for it. He said that I can keep looking for another job while I'm there so incase I don't get to stay there, I have a chance of getting another job. But I dunno. I'm gonna talk to a few people and see that they think, but I'll probably jump at it. I'd KILL to get out of my place. It would be the thrill of a lifetime.
::sigh::. goodness.
I SAW KRISTIN AND RAE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooooo happy that I got to see them again! we re-united for an evening! :0D! Very fun. Rae and Kristin came over and we went up to Blockbuster and rented "Laws of Attraction". Which I found to be quite good....and Pierce Brosnan looked pretty good too.... I dunno what it was about it, but I liked it a lot. May have to buy it. Rae said it was boring and Kristin didn't comment. I don't care if it was bad, It was good to see my favorite peoples again. :) ::waves to kristin and rae::
Got nothing else to talk about. if i think of anything, I'll edit. Ciao!
posted by Lauren 11/06/2004 10:22:00 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
(The following was written yesterday morning...before anything was official)
::ahhh:: I smell the smell of victory. And it smells good. 8-)
Well, I'm in a much better mood today. Consdering the outcome of the election so far. I mean, i'm not getting my hopes up too high. It's not over till it's over. But, I think Bush has got it. ::CHEERS:: WOOOT!!!! WOOOOT!!!! And ya know what the best part is? My vote counted!!!! Im proud to say that I voted for the first time ever! and on a smaller note, I'm proud to say that I made my grandmother proud by voting republican :-)
Anyway...BUSH WON!!! WOOOOT WOOOT WOOOT!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooo happy right now I can't even begin to explain.
I met this dude online last night whose SO AWESOME. holy shit. And he somehow knows my friend Krissy....hmmm....whatever. Haven't talked to Krissy in like a year...Last I heard of her she was in IOL and about to get kicked out of her house by court order or something. whatever...
But yeah, this dude is awesome!!!!
More classic Nate:
TopDawgN8: I'm going lifting latter with a buddy of mine and his wife
CptJackSparrow83: coolbeans
TopDawgN8: I cook beans...they're ussually not very cool after that
CptJackSparrow83: Ah, but before they're cooked they are
TopDawgN8: lol- thats true...
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LOL_ EVEN MORE CLASSIC NATE!! HAHA!
CptJackSparrow83: coolbeans...now i can get cool ringtones
TopDawgN8: damn skippy
CptJackSparrow83: skippy?
CptJackSparrow83: like the peanut butter?
TopDawgN8: like peanut butter
TopDawgN8: lol
CptJackSparrow83: lol
TopDawgN8: choosy moms choose jiff
TopDawgN8: picky moms pick peter pan peanut butter
CptJackSparrow83: "jesus loves me, he loves me a bunch..because he puts skippy in my lunch.." TopDawgN8: lol
CptJackSparrow83: thats from Family Guy
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LOL!- Love him!
Tomorrow is my Dad's birthday. Me and Denise are cooking dinner for him. LOL- should be interesting to say the least...I can't wait to give my dad his present. I think he's gonna love it.
GOT MY CLAY TICKETS IN THE MAIL TODAY!!!! I'M GOING!!! EEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Alumni day is coming up in the next couple weeks...maybe i'll see my hot sub...!!!! I'd LOVE to see him again......
Not looking forward to going back to Conard, but I've gatta see my homies!! and get back with my guitar class crew. NOISE FEST!!!!!!!!
I HAVE A JOB INERVIEW!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! At Circuit City in Newington. It's on saturday. Wish me luck!!!!! Maybe i'll be able to get out of my store!!! That'd be like a gift.... :-).
on a more sad note...I totally killed my toe yesterday. I was sitting on the couch watching the election results and when I found out that Bush officially won, I ran to tell mydad the good news and in the process I banged it on the wooden leg thing on the bottom of the couch. I was limping around all day and it still hurts like a bitch....I just hope it's not broken. Doesn't feel like it, but still hurts pretty bad.
Anywhoo...thats enough for today. Ciao!
posted by Lauren 11/03/2004 09:34:00 AM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Second, more violent entry of today...I'm so fucking sick of this one dude. So sick. I could deal w/ it at first, but now Im just pissed off to no end. And when I say no end, I MEAN no end. Im getting incredibly pissed off and I think Im gonna go insane if it keeps happening. I didn't talk to this kid for a while. He was off my buddy list and everything.... Untill just recently he IMed me again. Why? I have no fucking idea. But when we started talking again, we actually had a civil conversation so I thought that maybe things were different. But now I know they're not. I was in serious tears this evening because I was getting bashed yet again, for my opinions about Bush. This kid has ALWAYS bashed me about something and I just lost it. I cried my eyes out for like 20 minutes. I just wish he would stop it!!!!!! I'm always the bad guy with him. This time I just snapped. He makes me feel like I'm a horrible person. I know i'm not, But I'm always wrong when I talk to him and he's always right. And when things got really bad (not that he was even aware of it) I went and apologized. For the things I said. I felt really bad. I honestly did. But I don't know why. I didn't do anything. Not a thing. He was the one who made me feel so bad about myself that I thought I said bad things to him. I'm just so sick of if!!!!!! I can barely see the screen anymore because my eyes hurt so much from crying. And I'm not a cryer, but I just lost it. Completely lost it. He made me lose my mind. I know it may sound like I'm telling this story a little one-sided, but I'm incredibly pissed off. I haven't felt more angry or enraged in a while. He claims that he's trying to understand my point of view, but I don't believe it for a second. Not one measley second. He just wants to say that I'm wrong and he's right. I can't even begin to describe how aweful I feel right now. I feel so low and terrible. I was trying to keep it civil for a while because if it wasn't then shit would happen between me and one of my other friends and I couldn't live w/ that on my mind. If anything came between me and that person, I honestly don't know what I would do. But I don't wanan find out what I would do if it happend. I just want things to be civil between me and this dude, or nothing at all, and I want me and my friend to stay friends without this dude getting in the way. Is that too much to ask?!?! Please God, I don't ask you for much, but I just want all of this to END! PLEASE!!!!!!
posted by Lauren 11/02/2004 06:33:00 PM
::SiGh::
I just saw a surprisingly good movie on ABCFamily...The Face on the Milk Carton. I liked the book, and I had no idea they made a movie. I didn't think the movie would be much good, but it was.
huh. that last paragraph was full of feeling huh?
Well, todays the day that we vote. ::Sigh:: I still hope Bush wins. I really do. Ill be going to vote latter w/ my dad.
Got my Clay tickets :)!!! thats probably the most excitment I've had in a while. I had a little bit of trouble getting them. I had tickets, and was ready to check-out and pay, but then the site told me that I took too long to fill my info out and I missed them. Then my AOL got disconnected. by that time it was already 10:20 and I thought I would end up in the back by that time if I even managed to get tickets at all. but I got through again and got pretty decent seats!! they're on the next level above the floor on the left side. I don't think the first ones I had were any better.
I don't know whats just come over me. I don't really have a feeling to describe it. Im not happy, not sad, not anything. just here. I'm also finding myself saying or thinking "I want to go home" when I'm already home. Like I'll just be sitting in my room and it'll just come to me randomly. I know, I'm incredibly weird, but whatever.
Nothing else really to say...Man, my life is just so full of adventure and excitement huh?
posted by Lauren 11/02/2004 11:17:00 AM
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