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Sunday, January 30, 2005

 
*(Everything before the line is Sunday...everything after is Monday)


Wow, I'm EXTREMELY tired. I started out going to bed around midnight or so, slept for two hours, then got up again at 2 to get a drink. When I came back upstairs, I noticed the light on my phone blinking, which means I had a message! it was WAYNE! :-D! yaaayyyy!!!!! LOL. So, like a moron, I turned my computer on and went online and chatted with him for a good hour and a half. I knew I would regret it...but I don't. LOL. I wish I could have gotten more sleep, but I wanted to talk to my Wayne!!!!! He was having computer issues or something...AGAIN...he said he had to re-install AOL...LOL, that dude has had more computer issues then anyone else. But he'll be happy to know that I got us a SALE today...well, actually, it was me who bought something, but tahts okay! He'll get Money, and I'll get some of my money back! and btw- if anyone buys anything offline, click on link 5 of Wayne's links and click "select merchant" and see if the place that you wanna by something off of is listed there. if it is, click on it, and hit "go" or whatever it says before you buy it...I'd LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!! and be sure to tell me that you did it too!!!
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Last night continued to be pretty much boring. Not that I wanted to do anything. I was online for a good part of the evening talking to WAYNE again...and Kristin too :-D. LOL Wayne was tracking my sale and he told me that UConn lost pretty badley last night...ICK. Then I started going on about Tom Brady...LOL, he's my new love. Quarterback for the PATS!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!! I don't think Wayne likes it when I talk about Tom Brady...LOL, funny. Can't wait for the game on Sunday...I think we're going over Josh and Mel's for dinner after I work...

Work was SOOOOOOOOOOOO boring today. There was abslutly nothing to do. Me and Susan were pretty much just making stuff up. I spent most of the morning re-doing the roll wrap section. And that was a pain in the ass cuz I kept avalanching everything and starting over again. LOL, but it took up time.

New episodes of Whose Line on tonight!!! YAHOOO!!!!!!! :-D!!!

hmmm...I guess thats all thats new for now...CIAO!






posted by Lauren 1/30/2005 06:57:00 PM


Saturday, January 29, 2005

 
tjwoodee: i want to titty fuck you

And there you have it folks. The first time that Travis has ever swore in all the times that I've talked to him. Why he had to say that, I'll never know...but hey, I'm flattered...I guess...

Dude, I met this awesome dude online last night. His name is Angelo from L.A. BABY!!! WOOOOT!!!. The scarey thing about him is that he reminds me SOOOOOOOO much of Nas. Well, the old Nas before he turned into a smoking pot-head and stopped talking to me... (i still don't get that...but anyways...)

yeah, I was bored last night and decided to go into a chatroom. I really don't know why. I guess I was THAT bored. But I'm glad I did, cuz I met Angelo! :)

::sigh:: work was boring tonight Me and Susan had NOTHING to do and the time just dragged on and on and on. I was getting really antsy when it was about time to close...I wanted to get the Hell outta there!!!!

I really don't wanna get up for Church tomorrow. I know thats a bad thing to say, but it's true!!! I wanna sleep in!! and I work again on Monday, so I can't sleep then either. But I have tuesday off, so tahts good :0D.

I got my autism bracelet that I ordered today!!!! It's one of those rubber ones and it's Blue and says "Think autism. Think Cure" on it and it has puzzle pieces on it too. I love it!!! Maybe I'll post a picture of it tomorrow if I get a minute.

T-26 days till my dad leaves...I think. HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL YEAH!!!! I gatta talk to Wayne and see if we can put together a day for him to come up.... haven't talked to him in a few days...It's been really boring!!! ussually, i have his random IM's to keep me happy! LOL :0D

I dunno if I mentioned this or not, But Sam called me the other day!!!!!!!! That was sooo nice of her! normally she's not an "on the phone" type of person, but she called me! she said "I was just calling to see how you were doing" I'm like "awww!" So yeah, we talked for a little bit. So good to hear from her!!! :-D!!!


Well anyway.....I guess I'm gonna get going now. Possibly play a game untill bed. CIAO!









posted by Lauren 1/29/2005 10:54:00 PM


Thursday, January 27, 2005

 
*~*If you read this before 9:40 PM, i edited it*~*

*(put a survey on my LJ yesterday)*

Well, I feel better today...still not great, but better. My dad apologized for making me feel like crap yesterday. Because when he left for work, I was crying, and when he came home, I was crying. So, I guess he assumed that it was him that got me all in a funk. But I still don't forgive him completely. You can't just say "sorry" for lowering someones self esteem drasticlly and then expecting everything to be okay right away. It just doesn't work like that. Especially with me. I have a fragile self esteem as it is.

But, I did calm down a little bit last night...Sam called me to say "hi". I was surprised because she ussually isn't one to talk on the phone. But I really appreciated the fact that she called me. She said "I just called to see how you were doing", which I thought was sweet.

Also, another bit of news....I talked to Crissy again the other day. I haven't talked to her in SOOOOOOOOOO long. So, I caught up with her for a bit and that was good. I added her page to my list. Check it out :O)

Today at work was alright. At least we were busy so the time went by quickly.

OMG, Dane Cook is touring, and he's coming ehre, but it'S FUCKING SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I"M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY!!!!!! I LOOOOVVVVVEEEEE HIM!!!!!!! He's sooo incredibly funny, not to mention HOTT. I'm Sooooo mad. I really would LOVE to see him. But I guess it's best that I don't considering I really should be saving money right now. And I still think I'm going to see Alter Bridge.....I want to, but I dunno....

Damn, too many concerts, so little time.

Haven't talked to Wayne in a few days...It's been lonely!!!!! LOL.

DAMNIT I CAN'T WAIT UNTILL MY DAD LEAVES!!!!!!!!!!!! T-28 days!!!!....I think. Look at the countdown. LOL.

My dad told me yesterday that I could have somebody over for the whole week while he's gone If I wanted.... Buuutt....he didn't say that it couldn't be a GUY.....::evil laugh:: I think he assumes that I'm gonna be "good" and not have guys over. YEAH RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats a golden oppertunity to see my guys!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

ahhh, I have tomorrow off. HELLLLLLL YEAH!

Still have to watch this weeks American Idol from both nights. And I'm PISSED cuz I forgot to tape Real World on tuesday!!!! oh well, they'll show repeats next week...and probably before that.

Anyways...I guess thats all for now. CIAO. PEACE. and ROCK ON!!!!! \m/ ^_^ \m/ (sorry again to J.P. for stealing his face. LOL)



posted by Lauren 1/27/2005 06:33:00 PM


Wednesday, January 26, 2005

 
Only two words can describe how I feel right now. "Like" and "shit". And it's all my dad's fault. I don't know what the hell his problem is, but he tries to make me feel aweful about myself and make me think that I'm not going to amount to anything. And the more he does it, The more I Start to believe that it's true. I mean, What have I done with my life? Absolutly nothing. I haven't helped anyone, made any kind of a difference. I'm just here all alone with no one to be with. God put me on this earth as an extra. I just stand around and watch everyone else have fun away from all the happenings. And knowing my fabulous luck, I probably won't be able to go to Florida this summer for one reason or another. Just because that's my luck. I guess I won't even bother with it. Whats the point? It'll all be for a waste because in reality, I'll never be an actor or have anything to do w/ movies like I've always wanted. Why? It's not me, It's reality. Theres thousands of people out there with the same dreams and ambitions as I have, and I have nothing more then they do, if not less. And almost none of them will make it. And my parents aren't any help with encouragement. My mom just thinks I'm an ass-hole, and my dad just worries about where his next dollar is coming from. Not to mention my grandfather who just thinks I'm a complete failure no matter what. I can't and never will make anybody happy. not even myself. If theres one thing that I'm never going to do when I grow up is be like my parents. I don't want to base everything on money, andjust not have things be good enough no matter what. I just want to be happy. I want someone to say "lauren, I love you". or "Lauren, I care about you". But, no one will.

I can't believe I turned out like this. Begging for encouragement and someone to say "I love you". I wouldn't wish this kind of life on my worst enemy. Thats not the way anyones life should be. It all comes from the fact that I was never accepted for some reason. No one ever accepted me in school, or hell, even my own family doesn't really talk to me, except for Jeff. The only person who I know truely cares about me is Rick. I know he'd be there in a snap for me if I ever needed him. He's the only one whose ever said "Lauren, It's so good to have you back, I missed you" or "Thank you for all that you do". And theres another person, But I'm not gonna tell anyone who it is because you'll probably send someone to carry me off to the looney bin if I did.


::Sigh:: what the fuck.

posted by Lauren 1/26/2005 01:23:00 PM

 
::sigh:: another boring day...

The scale says I lost about 20 pounds......o_O. I dunno how...I still look the same. But hey, Thats cool anyway!!!!!!!

This seriously made my day:


Lovelife1022: hello baby
CptJackSparrow83: whats up? longtime no talk
Lovelife1022: no sh#@
Lovelife1022: this thing has been in the shop
CptJackSparrow83: ohhhhh
Lovelife1022: so how have u been?
CptJackSparrow83: I've been very well :)
Lovelife1022: have u missed me?
CptJackSparrow83: indeed i have
Lovelife1022: and i have missed u too
Lovelife1022: u dont know how much i have missed talking to u
CptJackSparrow83: awwww
CptJackSparrow83: that just made my day :)
Lovelife1022: :-D

Thats my friend Mickey mouse!!!! LOL He's so incredibly sweet.

It's sad that I have more internet friends then normal ones....

normal friends(ones i see/and or talk to on a regular basis)
1. Rae
2.Lauren
3. Kristin
4. Sam
5. Alix
6. Mike
7. James
(im sure theres a couple people i'm forgetting)


Internet friends
1. Wayne!!!!!! :-D!
2. Chandra
3. Jeannette
4. Travis (although, I did meet him...)
5. Frank
6. Matt
7. Mickey
8. Brittany
9. J.P.
10. This one kid who i don't know his name
11. J.R.
12. Chanel
13. Nate


wow....almost double. Thats kinda sad. And theres a couple more who I don't talk to much.

Well....now that I've bored you all....ttyl. Ig uess it's time for bed.

posted by Lauren 1/26/2005 01:17:00 AM


Monday, January 24, 2005

 
I dunno whats been up lately, but some weird shit's been goin' down....

I talked to Matt again the other day!!! LOL- we were talking about how cool it would be to be able to like fax objects. HAHA! I told him that I felt like a beer (Cuz I really did at the time...but I was sick so I was just drinking water)

ISuZuMaTT AU: ok -- you mentioned it, so it's your fault ...
ISuZuMaTT AU: i had to go get a corona w / lime out of the fridge
ISuZuMaTT AU: lol
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CptJackSparrow83: dude, pass one of them coronas my way
CptJackSparrow83: lol- now i want one
ISuZuMaTT AU: haha
ISuZuMaTT AU: wouldn't that be awesome if you could just pass stuff thru the computer???
ISuZuMaTT AU: =-O
CptJackSparrow83: before i was thinking more along the lines of Sam Adams summer ale, but that sounds good
CptJackSparrow83: dude, that'd RULE
ISuZuMaTT AU: some day i bet they'll have technology where you can like fax objects
ISuZuMaTT AU: kinda' strange
CptJackSparrow83: yeah...prob. not in our lifetime though
ISuZuMaTT AU: yeah prolly not
CptJackSparrow83: hey dude, I'll fax ya a beer!
CptJackSparrow83: lol- sounds funny
ISuZuMaTT AU: haha yeah it does
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LOL!!!! horray for funny/ slightly demented conversations!!!

In other news.....

Frank spammed my tagboard!!!! LOL. Spammed w/ cool messages though! HEHE :-D. Hmmm...He told me to write a paragraph about him...huh. what to say... Oh yeah! I added the link to his band's website on my "Friend's" list...CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!! I haven't heard their music, but I'll betcha anything they're good!!!! lol- heres something thats kinda ironic....I'm writing about Frank, and listening to "Detroit Rock City".....LOL- He's a huge KISS fan!! ...can't say that I blame him, they're awesome! And like he said on my tagboard, I'm helping the dude out with his site...I made the buttons (that aren't up yet) for the "Browser" section...I'll keep an eye out and let you know when the "web dude"...LOL... aka Matt.. (not my Matt, a different one...) puts them up so you all can check them out.

Incase you all haven't noticed...my current band is TWISTED SISTER!!!!!!!! Hell yeah!!!! I've been listening to "I wanna rock" (which was a noisefest song last year....) "come one feel the noise", and "We're not gonna take it" non-stop. LOL, I LOVE THEM!!! I wish I saw their CD's at Best Buy when I had all the loot to spend. (YOU'RE ALL WORTHLESS AND WEAK!! NOW DROP AND GIVE ME 20!!!!!!.....A PLEDGE PIN?!?!) LOL...sorry, it's the cold medicine talking....

Gatta start playing my guitar more often...Last time I picked it up, I was attempting to learn some Santana....It was actually working out better then I thought. My goal is to learn how to play the solo from "Why don't you and I". It's just SOOOOOO awesome. I also wanna learn how to play "back in black" by AC/DC. Pretty easy song, shouldn't be a problem. :-D!

Damn, I'm finding that I've been picking up a lot of peoples habbits lately...like I started saying "damn skippy" like Nate, I start making random words in all capitals and making two smileys at the end of my scentences like Wayne does....and doubling letters at the end of wordssss....(LOL)like Wayne does again.... I've caught myself before I do some of it...except for saying "damn, skippy!" lol. (when I talked to Matt the other day, I said it and he said that is sister used to call him "skippy" and her name is Lauren too....heh, kinda creepy!) LOL- I guess the thing is, I'm talking to Wayne too much! LOL. But thats okay!!!!!

Anywhooo.....Guess thats it for today.....CIAO!



posted by Lauren 1/24/2005 11:38:00 PM


Saturday, January 22, 2005

 
::Sigh:: writing this durring the fucking blizzard we're getting right now. Goddamn. I hate winter with a passion.

Today I woke up with the worst soar throat I've had in a while. It hurt so bad and my voice was COMPLETELY gone. So, I called out of work, (could barely get words out on the phone) and just stayed home and relaxed all day. I feel a little better now...2 liters of water latter....My voice is starting to come back too, but my throat still hurts. I can't wait untill winter is over. I hate being cold and freezing my ass off all the time and wearing 20 layers of clothes. What I would give to be in sunny Calli right now.....

tjwoodee: when's dad taking off?
pirate830: feb. 25 i think
tjwoodee: cool cool
pirate830: oh yeah I'm stoked
pirate830: gonna ask for a short work week durring that time too
tjwoodee: cool, for extra booty
pirate830: lol- yeah, ill use that excuse

LOL- gatta love Travis.

Like I've been saying, I SOOOO can't wait for my dad to go on vacation... the countdown is 34 days I think.... I can't wait untill my WAYNE comes up!!! YAAAYYY!!!!! I'm excited about that!!!!! He'll probably just come up for a day, but thats alright!

Anyways....I think I'll go play a game or something. Ciao!


posted by Lauren 1/22/2005 08:15:00 PM


Thursday, January 20, 2005

 
Damn, it's really cold. Didn't realize it could ever get as cold as it is. Damn, skippy!

Got my hair done again today :-) got more highlights, and a cut. It looks really nice!!! i'm very happy! the only thing I don't like is that everytime he flat-irons my hair he always makes it curve around and then flip under and i don't like that...I want it Stick straight!!!!

Still no plans for Valentine's day...I sorta hinted to Oscar yesterday that I wanted to do something, But he didn't really respond. Oh well.

Damn, my throat is DRY. I feel like I swallowed sand paper or something. I think it's the cold weather....Damn I wish i was in Florida right now....Well, hopefully I will be this summer...and STAY THERE.....untill I move to Calli of course.

I know I've said this every day since I found out about it, but I CAN'T WAIT UNTILL MY DAD LEAVES!!!!!!! Cuz I've got stuff to look forward to now! Wayne's probably coming up, and Travis is probably gonna stay for a night or two....or three...or four..... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! Finally a little freedom.

Still have to watch last night's American Idol...probably get to it tomorrow night.

So far on AI, I really haven't seen anyone that I'm REALLY impressed with....Theres this one rocker guy named Constantine whose AWESOME...but he's not really pop idol material...he's a rocker! but I love him so far....

Anywhoo....guess im gonna get going now. CIAO!


posted by Lauren 1/20/2005 10:59:00 PM


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

 
Just a quick update today.............

I GOT AN E-MAIL FROM NATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's in Wissconsin now doing something...I didn't quite understand what he said...something about Iraq though...::shrugs:: I didn't get it, but he's alright :0D. He said he'd be home like the end of February. THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!! I thought I was never gonna talk to him again!!!! I sent him an e-mail back and told him about his girlfriend bitching at me.... I'll see what he says about that....

and lastly.....

Wayne said he's probably gonna come visit me in February when my dad's gone!!!! YAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!

well, thats it. Ciao!

posted by Lauren 1/19/2005 10:53:00 PM


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

 
A couple changes made on the blog today...Deleted the countdown for american idol cuz it started today :-D, (haven't watched it yet cuz it's WAY WAY too cold in the basement and I couldn't stay down there long enough..) also made a button for Wayne's page...well, it's not really HIS page, but yeah....LOL. He gets his own button, so he's happy. LOL ;-) :-P. Also, I took off the link to Will's page cuz he hasn't updated it in FOREVER..and I haven't talked to him in FOREVER.

Hair appointment on thursday...gonna get highlights again...possibly trimmed a little too. I'm gonna make my highlights a little "brighter" this time. I was a little sketched about it at first so I told him to not go so bright. But now that I'm used to it I'll go a little brighter.

Watched "ELF" last night. Fucking great movie! LOL- will Ferrell was just so cute!

Still no plans for v-day...I IMed Nas like 30 times and never got an answer back once. Oh well. So be it. I'm alittle easyer about it now, cuz I realized that I've never had anything "special" to do on that day so it'll be just like every other year....::sniff::...... Anyone of the male type wanna do something?! anyone?.....

well...that was a pointless entry huh? LOL....alright, i guess I'll go watch my tape now....CIAO!




posted by Lauren 1/18/2005 10:18:00 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005

 
Today is random picture day!!!....again!



check it out!!! doesn't that RULE!!! thats just a little something i threw together. LOL.



the ad for the Josh Groban concert at Mohegan Sun...isn't he yummy?!



My Clay poster in my room!!!! he's pretty yummy too :)



Me and my kitty!!!

random conversation.


pirate830: yeah, "stoked" is my new word...no idea where i picked it up
tjwoodee: dork
pirate830: Dude, what the hell, thats like a millionth time ive been called a dork today
pirate830: lol
tjwoodee: haha
tjwoodee: i can't imagine why
pirate830: shut up.
pirate830: lol
tjwoodee: come make me
pirate830: in more ways then one? lol
tjwoodee: yum

LOL! O:-)

AMERICAN IDOL TOMORROW!!!!!!! YAAAAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Then Real World after that....I think it's gonna be interesting....From what Tina told me, Landon and Shavonda are gonna hook up in Fiji....whhoaaa! Landon went on a killing spree two weeks ago. THAT was interesting....LOL, I still love him though... ;-)

Susie let me borrow "ELF". LOL- I can't wait to watch it...I LOVE Will Ferrell....his HISTERICAL.

Anywhoo...nothing else to talk about or pictures to post. LOL, CIAO!

posted by Lauren 1/17/2005 09:49:00 PM


Sunday, January 16, 2005

 
OMG...Me and my dad completely made fools out of ourselves at church this morning....he said something HISTERICAL and we both just completely lost it and started cracking up like you wouldn't believe right in the middle of service. Rick was looking at us like "what the hell?!" I think we're gonna call him and apologize cuz that just wasn't good.....

I talked to WAYNE last night!!! LOL- he was pissed off about the Jet's game... that and he was trying to explain another one of his "get rich quick schemes" to me too. LOL- I think I finally understood it after about an hour! LOL. He's a riot.

AMERICAN IDOL ON TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M ROYALLY STOKED!!!!!!!! But ya know what James told me?! He told me that this year they're having one night for the girls to sing, and one night for the guys to sing. Isn't taht weird? I wonder if they're gonna do the voting seperatly or combine it all? huh. It'll be interesting to see how that works out. I hope they have some hott guys on this year!! ;-P!!!!

And Tomorrow....NEW EPISODES OF WHOSE LINE THAT WERE NEVER AIRED!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And tomorrow CLAUDIA COMES BACK TO WORK...and guess who opens with her?!!?? MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I missed Claudia SOOOO much!!!! She's my italian side-kick! 8-) we gatta stick together cuz not many people like us.....LOL ;-)

I have some pictures to post...but I think I'll do that tomorrow.

Well, Im bored of this now. LOL- so i'm gonna get going. Ciao!




posted by Lauren 1/16/2005 09:28:00 PM


Saturday, January 15, 2005

 
Weird stuff thats happend lately:

-I talked to Frank the other day and he called me "Babe"....not that thats a bad thing, but it's weird...
-I had the STRANGEST dream that Henry e-mailed me to tell me something that Crissy told him to tell me. Holy crap...I haven't talked to either one of them in somewhere around 5 years AT LEAST....


I still really wish I had something to do on Valentine's day. ::Sigh:: this sucks big time.

Damn, I really wanna talk to Wayne!!! damn him and his optimum online thats always on.....grrrrrr! LOL- j/k ;-D

I got my rebate check from Cingular today...thats 50 extra bucks in my pocket. Hell yeah!

I knew it. I was totally exhausted at work, and I knew when I'd get home I'd be wired. And guess what?! I AM!!!

when I got home my dad and Denise were watching SNL and the episode w/ Clay just so happend to be on!!! I'm glad I saw it cuz I missed it the first time it was on!!!! EEEEEEE!!!!!

I'm so incredibly bored. Theres no one online worth talking to, well, except for Matt, but I really don't have much to say to him right now...

God, I CAN'T WAIT UNTILL MY DAD LEAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm royally stoked about it. I hope Wayne will come up to visit...and I hope Travis stays like the whole week. LOL.

hmmmm....... Nothing left to talk about I guess...not that ther was in the first place....lol. Ciao :)


posted by Lauren 1/15/2005 11:00:00 PM


Friday, January 14, 2005

 
Well, Hello everyone!!!

Today was a little rocky...I slept incredibly late today...well, not incredibly late, like 10:30. I would have slept later, but my dad called me and woke me up then...My guess is I could ahve slept till 11 easy...possibly later. Right after I hang up from my dad, the phone rings again. And it's Susan from work telling me that Marty's car broked down and James couldn't come into work today, so naturally, she wanted me to come in. ::Sigh:: and of course, I did. I really had no choice. Susan has been WAY too nice to me..I couldn't let her stay in the store all alone untill 6 with no break. So, I went in an stayed untill Joyanna came in which was 4. she was supposed to come in at 5, but we had to call her in early too....So, I rushed out like a wild woman and beat my mom back to my house Thank God... but work today was just aweful. This lady came in and gave me a hard time about stuff thats on sale...after I delt with her, I'm like "Susan, I gatta take a break before I have an aniorism." LOL, omg I thought my head was gonna explode.

Haven't talked to Wayne in like 2 days! LOL- I'm having Wayne withdrawls!!!! hehehe!!!! He's such a sweetie! LOL, Wayne the hung-over pic guy!!!

CptJackSparrow83: Nice shirt by the way
Waynejoe: Thanks, that may be the one I puked on later

LOL! he's a riot.

But even though I haven't talked to Wayne, I talked to Matt again last night! good to talk to him again :-D. Matt also gave me this quote which is now one of my away messages cuz it's SO funny.... "The majority of our imports come from outside the country." -- John F. Kerry
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Anywhoo...

Me and Travis had a good talk last night, and I think we're square. I don't think he realized it was a good talk, but it was for me. I don't think I'll ever hook up with him as much as I want to, but, It's just not gonna work. For a lot of reasons, but I still consider him a good friend of mine, and I hope I see him while my dad is away. I'd like that a lot :)

I talked to Claudia yesterday!!!!!!!! Tina told me that she was asking her if she saw me like every day. LOL- I love Claudia!!!! She's my italian side-kick! LOL.

but anyways...I think it's time to get this done wiht because I've been typing this for the past hour or so and keep getting side-tracked. So i'll just end this now before I waste any more time. LOL- Ciao!

posted by Lauren 1/14/2005 09:46:00 PM


Thursday, January 13, 2005

 
Damn, everyone's been so pissed off lately. I can't talk to anyone anymore without getting the sad act. What the hell is wrong with everyone? Hm. must be Because it's getting close to Valentine's day.....I know I'll be depressed on that day. Since Travis told me he was busy, I've been trying to think of someone else to do something with. No such luck though.... My mind sort of wandered over to Chad... But yeah, I'm not asking him to do anything. But yeah, I don't know what the fuck is up with everyone lately, but LIGHTEN THE FUCK UP PEOPLE!!! life's too short!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sick of everyone being sad and depressed. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE ROSES PEOPLE!!!!!!!! :-D

Today at work was so fucking hilarious...we got some HILARIOUS Valentine's day stuff in. Like this REALLY funny book called "Reel Sex". OMG IT'S HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!! If you all ever get a minute, come into my store and read it or find it at a bookstore and take a look...OMG it's so wrong, but it's so incredibly funny. They took some pictures from old black and white movies and added quotes to them. SOOOOO funny. After we read that book everything we said we just took the wrong way and we were just cracking up the whole time...LOL.

anyways....as soon as I'm done writing this, I'm about to get my Alter Bridge tickets. Holy Crap, I would KILL to see them. Hell, I would kill to just see Mark Tremonti play guitar for an hour or two. LOVE HIM.

Anywhoo...

nothing else is really new.... huh, kind of a short entry...

well, untill next time.....Ciao!!!


posted by Lauren 1/13/2005 06:38:00 PM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

 
::sigh:: Well, it looks like I'll be alone again this Valentines day. Yeah, Travis already has plans. That sucks big time, but oh well. I hate Valentine's day. It sucks. I'm always alone for it. I'm sure it wouldn't be so bad if I had someone to hang out with, but I don't. I can't even think of anyone else who I'd want to do something with besides him. Thats another thing that sucks about not knowing many people. And It's not like I can go out and meet people either. ::sigh:: I need to move. I can't stand it here anymore. I'm always alone and I hate it. I have nothing to do anything with, nowhere to go, and all my friends are at college. Not that I'd be able to do anything with them anyway...everytime we try to make plans something falls through, or they're too busy or I'm working, or what-not. I need a chance to be around other people and make friends. That's why I'm PRAYING that I can get down to Florida this summer. I want to get away from my dad and just be free to do what I want. My plan is, while I'm down there, look for a full-time job and an apartment and hopefully just stay there for a while after I'm done with my acting program. Maybe get a job at Disney or something. I'd love that more then anything.

but I dunno. I'm probably just talking out of my ass. Knowing my luck, I'll be living with my dad untill I either die of natrual causes, or kill myself from insanity.

posted by Lauren 1/12/2005 01:44:00 PM


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

 
Well, my good mood today and the past few days have just flip-floped. I mean, I'm still happy and all, but theres just things in the back of my mind that came up recently and I just don't know what to do. I can't talk about it on here either cuz....well, just because. There really is no one I can talk to about it. That, and I hate feeling and being like the typical teenager who has all these dramatic issues and needs people to talk to and ask for advice. So, I try not to be that person. I guess thats always been the basic instinct in me. (Minus 7th grade..thats not a year I'm praticurally proud of) If the fad was to wear black, I'd wear white. But anyways, even if I wanted to be like the typical drama-queen teenager and ask someone for advice, there really is no one out there to talk to. Well, I can think of like one or two people, but I don't know if one of them would take me seriously, and the other one...well, let's just say we've had our off times. I know I have several friends out there who love me, but I just can't talk about certain things with people. I just don't feel comfortable. It's probably more or less the fact that I mentioned before...about not wanting to be a typical teenager. But more or less, my head is racing right now. Maybe I should start keeping a diary again. Like a personal diary. I used to have one back in 8th grade when I had a lot of stuff on my mind and it really helped me clear my head and get my thoughts out but not in the open. Man, I remember that notebook I used to keep. The one that Katie always wanted to read and I wouldn't let her and she got pissed off at me for it. Yeah, I know, WTF?. Then came the end of the year and I DISTROYED it. God forbid anyone read that. Holy crap. I scribbled on every page in black marker and tore every page into like 10 million pieces. I would have burned it, but... yeah. I think what I need right now is a good night sleep. so, I think im gonna go now. ciao.

posted by Lauren 1/11/2005 11:07:00 PM

 
Well well.....took a day off from this thing yesterday...kinda of a surprise since I've been updating pretty much every day latetly...I really don't know why. I guess it has to do with me being really hyper and wired lately. LOL. I don't know whats gotten into me really, Ive been insane! not my ussual self in a good way. WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I set up my printer!!!!!! Well, me my dad did...I had to practiclly take apart my entire shelf on my desk to do it...Had to take out a whole section. But i LOVE IT!! I actually have a scanner that works good!!, and I print pictures from my camera on it!!! I'm royally stoked about it!!!!!!! YAY!!! The only problem is the ink is probably gonna cost me a fortune cuz tehres like four cartrigeds instead of just two.. GREAT. LOL- but thats okay, Im not gonna use it TERRIBLY much, so whatever.

Wow, went back on a trip down memory lane the other day....I was on LimeWire and I was thinking about what song to download...and For some reason I thought of one of Tasha's party classics... This song was NEVER not played at Tasha's parties....Sisqo- Unleash the Dragon. LOL. It is kind of a cool song. But OMG, before I downloaded it I hadn't heard it in years probably....LOL. We used to have fun at Tasha's parties (before she went all fun-house mirror on me...)...like the time we dressed Mike up as a girl.....WHOA...I remember that. LMAO!

Heh, I found out what happend to Wayne last night....His computer crapped out on him...He said he had to re-install his operating system and everything...he had too much spyware and viruses even after using his kill programs. Just randomly ran out of memory and couldn't do anything. that SUCKS. He signed off on me again tonight...I hope his computer didn't crap out again....

OMG, I can't wait untill my dad leaves...I'm gonna have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna ask Cat for a short work week that week...and I'm gonna see if I can arrange my scheduale the way I want it to be.... Cuz I KNOW Travis is gonna come visit, and Wayne might come up from NY if He wants to :-) I extended an invitation to him! I threw it all the way to NY! XD

Anywhoo...I think i'm gonna get ready to go to the gym...Its about time I got up. LOL :-D Ciao for now!!!!!!!!

P.S.- Everyone please prey for Claudia for a speedy recovery.....She was in the hospital for something...but she's getting better!! she'll be back at work next week thank GOD..I miss My italian side-kick!


posted by Lauren 1/11/2005 10:23:00 AM


Sunday, January 09, 2005

 
Whats the worst thing to see before you go to bed?! Wayne's hung-over, pissed off mugg!!!!!!! LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (thats one of my new away messages...LOL!) long story.....

I'm SOOOOOOOOOO tired!!!!! But do I go to bed?! Noooooooo. Way too stubborn. I got about five hours of sleep last night. Once again, I was up till like 2 in the morning talking to Wayne. LOL. I don't remember exactly what we were talking about. LOL, probably a lot of stuff. and guess what? I'm talking to him again right now! so the chances of getting to bed at a resonable time are slim to none again tonight. LOL. He sent me the cutest e-mail today though!!! It was one of those things that you forward to all your friends. Very cute!!! and you know something is "cute" if I use that word to describe it...I hate using that word to describe anything thats not a guy, or a fuzzy animal. LOL.




Anywhoo...

This morning I went to brunch w/ my mom and hung out w/ her for a while. Then my dad dragged me out latter to go grocery shopping. Fortunatly it was pretty painless cuz we didn't need much.

other then that, today was pretty eventless.....

Tomorrow it's back to work at 9:30....ick. And I'm still up. lol, I'm soooo gonna regret this in the morning.

Nate is still nowhere to be found....

Should IM J.P. one of these days...I think he's been a little on-edge cuz he just broke-up w/ his girlfriend. Poor dude :'''(.

Damn you Wayne!!!! he just signed off on me!! LOL- its okay, maybe I can get some sleep now. LOL :-D. thats assuming he doesn't IM my phone before I get to sleep...LOL.

Anyone else notice that I've been really wired lately?! Well, I have...WEEEEEEEEE!!

Well.....guess I'd better go now....untill tomorrow!



posted by Lauren 1/09/2005 10:37:00 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

 
Wow. don't be surprised if this entry is just random...I really have nothing to talk about, but here I am updating. LOL. I guess I'll just think of stuff as I go along.

holy shit, did anyone watch the UConn basketball game this afternoon?!?!? HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!! what a burn. They played like shit. They got soooo incredibly sloppy in the second half. And Strother totally blew it. She was at the fowl line, had three free-throws, and made one. If she made two, she could have tied it and brought it into overtime. But NOOOO, she rushed herself and blew it. ::sigh:: That SUCKS!! THEY LOST BY ONE FUCKING POINT!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR..... But I will say, the Freshman, Charde Houston is REALLY REALLY good!!!! I like her A LOT. even Geno said that she may possibly be the best player on the team right now.

Today definatly does not feel like Saturday. For one, I didn't get to my mom's today because the roads were so icy in the morning that she didn't wanna come pick me up. And, it just doesn't feel like Saturday. LOL.

I listend to Josh Groban's first CD....I LOVE IT. He's a dreamboat. LOL. He's so adorable..he's like Clay. You'd never imagine that a voice like that could come out of that body. Still gatta listen to my Bon Jovi CD's. I'm sure they're gonna be awesome...because Bon Jovi is AWESOME!!! to say the least....

Already getting ideas for my next lay-out. I think it's gonna be cool :-D. But I gatta wait untill I hook my new scanner up because it will require some scanning of pictures....

I think I'm gonna talk to Travis about doing something on Valentines day. It'd be cool to have a date for once...and to tell the people at work that I'm BUSY! last year I worked on Valentines day and It was rather depressing if you ask me....It was like "I'm a loser and don't have a date so I'm stuck here." LOL. But maybe this year will be different...have to wait and see o_O.

I got my webcam to work again...turns out it just needed batteries. LOL! how dumb can I get?!

I guess since I ahve nothing to talk about, I'll update about my trip to Mohegan Sun last week. Me and my mom took the bus down there early in the morning and got there at about 11:30ish. We then walked around at the stores for a while. When you take the bus, they give you a 10 dollar coupon that you can either use towrds your lunch, or 10 dollars off something at one of the stores....but my mom had to use it for me because aparently you have to be 21 to use it...The stores were AWESOME. Holy crap, there were these two stores. One called the Nostalgia Store, and another called "Spin out" or something like that. HOLY CRAP THEY WERE AWESOME!!!!!!!!! "Spin Out" had all this movie memorabelia and stuff that I felt privledged to even be able to look at!!! Like, they had a display of some of the ACTUAL sheet music that Judy Garland used in "The Wizard of Oz" and stuff like that. And they had one of the outfits that Mike Myers wore in Austin Powers. :), OMG, some of the stuff they had was amazing! And they also had TONS of Elvis memorabelia too I almost fainted when I was it all, I was going crazy trying to decide what to put my 10dollars towrds. Then there was The Nostalgia store, which had more movie meorabelia. They had a rack of TONS of autographed pictures of everyone you can possibly imagine. They had an REALLY nice one of Simon Cowwel, and Adam Sandler...David Spade...and even Jimmy Stewart. And they had a framed autographed picture of Clay and Ruben too!!!! OMG. I was in HEAVEN. I ended up getting an Elvis mouse pad! :0D!!! they also had socks that say "love me tender" that I wanted too, but I didn't get them...Holy crap, I was simply in HEAVEN. My mom practiclly had to drag me out of the store. LOL. and thats saying something..normally I'm in a HURRY to leave stores.... We ate lunch at this little restaurant called "Johnny Rocket's" which was really old-fashioned and looked like something you'd see on "Happy Days.". lol. VERY good. I wanted to eat at the Michael Jordon Cafe, but it's WAY TOO Expensive. I took pictures of it though.... Oh, and they had this store with a HUGE fishtank around the door as you walk in, and even more fish tanks inside...one had baby sharks in it....::shivvers::.... Then I made a big mistake (well, not a BIG mistake) and went into the store called "scentsations" which sold perfume. I dunno, I guess I was just curious. Thats where I found my "Eternity" perfume which I LOVE. I came out of there sneezing my ass off. LOL. Overall, very good day. VERY VERY good day. :)

Anywhoo....guess thats it for today....untill next time...
(oh yeah, i put some survey's on my LJ a few days ago.......don't think I ever mentioned it in here)






posted by Lauren 1/08/2005 10:20:00 PM


Friday, January 07, 2005

 
RetrO RomanceD: alrighty, i gotta go and get in the shower. have fun tonight
RetrO RomanceD: and be safe!
CptJackSparrow83: lol- speak for yourself
RetrO RomanceD: :-D see ya!
CptJackSparrow83: no puking on the sidewalk
RetrO RomanceD: LOL!!!
RetrO RomanceD: OK
RetrO RomanceD: not tonight
CptJackSparrow83: lol- ttyl :)
RetrO RomanceD: maybe another night!
=====================
LOL- Brittany puked on the sidewalk new years eve....yeah. lol.

anywhoo...

In an unusually good mood lately. No Idea what it is.....

Derek got in a car accident last night. Nothing serious, he's fine, but It must have been pretty scary. He was driving and swerved off the road a hit a telephone pole, and the telephone pole fell on his truck. Aparently there was sparks and everything. I can't even imagine...holy crap, I would have been scared shitless. But Thank God he's okay....

Anyways, I made my little trip up to Best Buy today....:-D!!!!! and just let loose! lol. I ended up getting 3 DVD's and 3 CD's. the DVD's I got are: SNL- The Best of Chris Farley, SNL-The Best of Will Ferrell Volume 2, and 25th Hour. the CD's I got are: the first Josh Groban CD, Bon Jovi (title album) and Bon Jovi- New Jersey. I didn't see any Twisted Sister CD's!!! I was kinda upset about that.... My total came to $80.50.....LOL- i had my 50 dollar gift card, then I used the 30 dollars i had left from my mall gift cirtificate to pay for the other 30. It worked out well! I spent 80 dollars of other peoples money! :-D!.

La-de-da-de-da....

New updates on the other half of my page.....I added a button to my new profile page, and I added a "countdowns" section with countdown scripts :-D check that out!

anywhoo...im gonna check my e-mail then go watch some of my movies! ciao!!!!








posted by Lauren 1/07/2005 03:59:00 PM


Thursday, January 06, 2005

 
Well, today was interesting...to say the least. The two words to describe today are "fun" and "weird"...well, maybe three words. I'm gonna add "sketchy" in there too. Holy Crap...

I woke up this morning to find like a foot of snow outside. Great. I just love snow! ::rolls eyes::. Me and my dad cleaned off the car and drove me to work at 2. I actually drove in the snow...and made it to work alive! I was VERY shocked...LOL. But anyways, the mall was DEAD today. Everyones shitting themselves cuz it snowed like we've never gotten snow before in CT. LOL- dumb state. But anyways, there was aboslutly NOTHING to do. I was out of the store most of the day. Ryan was working so I went over and chilled with him for like an hour at one time, then like another half hour latter in the evening. I met his boyfriend tonight...he's SOOOO cute. Holy crap, why do the gay guys have to be the cutest ones?!? LOL, he was seriously adorable. His store is actually moving across from mine, so we can look in on each other soon! LOL. Stoked about that! HEHE! (sorry, im a little wired right now..LOL) But the good thing about work was our music system thinger broke! So now we have a little boom-box and Cat is letting us bring in CD's to play! :-D. Me and Susan were playing Hendrix and Dave Matthews!! swwweeeeeeettttt. I just wish we could play Billy Idol....OMG, that would RULE! I LOVE Billy Idol! Me and Susan definatly have the same taste in music....She's a big Hendrix, Dave Matthews and Billy Idol fan too XD. HELL yeah! Oh, and she is a big Phil Collins fan like me too! But anyways....

So, Yesterday I get an IM on my phone from Eva. Holy shit-monkies. I haven't talked to her in probably a year or possibly more. She was a fellow Whoser who I met a WHILE ago...around the time I met Chandra. And I talked to her for a few years, then she dissapeard. But her IM said that she got REALLY busy. like too busy for words as she put it. But When I went online today, I saw her online and IMed her. She's changed a lot...for the worse. As much as i don't wanna tell her that...Holy crap. She's 19 fucking years old and getting married to some Navy guy. And she lives w/ him aparently and doesn't have the internet which is why she couldn't talk to me. She also started smoking. Im like..."Umm..okay...". yeah, she's definatly changed...But, It was still good to talk to her again after all this time.

Also talked to Travis tonight :-D. LOL: (we were talking about the snow before... cuz I said that I was proud of myself for driving in the snow)
pirate830: and lauren got new perfume...kinda stoked about that ...what that has to do w/ snow, i really couldn't say...but oh well. lol
tjwoodee : silly
tjwoodee : when's dad leaving?
pirate830: hold on, i'll ask
tjwoodee : haha, don't make it obvious dork
pirate830: February 25th, and he's coming back on the 5th i think
tjwoodee : cool
tjwoodee : booty week
pirate830: lol
pirate830: thats what im gonna call it on my calendar
tjwoodee : good
======================================
LOL! ;-) and yes, I did get new perfume! i LOVE it. It's "Eternity" by Calvin Klein. I saw it at mohegan sun when i went there (i promise ill update all about that day soon) for 80 bucks! i'm like HELLLLL no!. I'm not paying that much. But I LOVED it. Its the only perfume I've smelled that I dont' sneeze my ass off for like 2o minutes after putting it on. its more fresh smelling then really perfume-y. but I knew I had to have it, so i went to JCPEnny and found it for 45 bucks, so I just paid that.


Anywhoo...I've had the craving to go to best buy lately. LOL, probably because I have that 50 dollar gift cirtificate for there...o_O. Omg, I gatta go. i'm having withdrawls. LOL! I already know like what I'm getting. LOL, i'll probably also end up putting more of my money into it too:
*stuff to get at best buy*
-SNL- the best of Chris Farley DVD
-Twisted Sister CD
-First Josh Groban CD
-a Weird Al CD and/or the Weird Al Video collection DVD
-a webcam
-25th Hour DVD...or any edward norton movie. but that ones top on my list

That's my list for now...and all that is gonna be more then 50 bucks...LOL. i probably won't get it all though. OMG, im gonna have a field day! Im hoping to get there tomorrow...

(wow...you learn something new everyday...i just took a break from this and went on the internet movie database and i found out I have the same birthday as Cameron Diaz. huh. I guess tahts alright, at least I can tolerate her. LOL)

RANDOM PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!





LOL! Thats Billy Idol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol- at the end of The Wedding Singer. HEHE!!! it's a nice day for a WHITE WEDDING!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! He's such a freak, but I FRICKIN LOVE HIM!!!!

Okay, ill stop scaring everyone....untill next time!






posted by Lauren 1/06/2005 10:47:00 PM


Tuesday, January 04, 2005

 
So much to post, so little time!!!! okay, that was cheezy, but you get the idea. (on a side note, I deleted a lot of pictures off my server to clear things out a bit...so if you go in my archives and see a blank space where a picture should be, I deleted it. lol)

LIKE THE NEW DESIGN?!?!?! I HOPE YOU DO, CUZ I DO!!!!!! It only took me like all afternoon...kinda sad..cuz normally I could do this in like an hour tops...but I had a few minor complications that set me back.

Anyways, my frown has been turned upside down...for a lot of reasons. One, I'm talking to Travis again. If you haven't noticed, I'm a drama queen.....Heh.....Im such a dumbass....I know why he wasn't on AOL anymore...CUZ HE FRICKIN GOT RID OF IT!. He told me a while ago that he was getting rid of it, but like a dumbass i forgot. He uses Yahoo! messenger now. Now i have a reason to use it. LOL- i got it a while ago for no apparent reason, and now i can use it at least. LOL. I still don't think things are gonna work out between us....but hey, maybe ill give it a shot.

Still haven't heard from Nate.....or his bitch girlfriend.

But anyways, I'm definatly in a better mood then I have been in the past few days. :-D! all of that is probably because of Travis....of course. ;-) he called me"cutie" again last night. HEHE!!!

OKAY, NOW.........time to post some pictures!!!!!!!! I finally went through some (some, meaning 13 minutes...) of the Goo Goo Dolls- Live in Buffalo DVD...and got some screen caps!!!!



Robby...Layin' the bass law down..Hell yeah.




John singing away.....be still my beating heart....




Mike, rippin' up the drum scene.




Robby again...still layin' the bass law down.




Mike...still rippin' up the drum scene.




John again...holy F***** $hit he's hott....wow...




a nice side view...*wink*




playin' the acoustic :-D! Lord knows how it's tuned...LOL




Passionate... for me for the music....heh...


hehe! thats my random pics for the day...I stopped at the 13minute mark cuz I already had 9 pictures...imagine how many im gonna get througout the rest....

I'm HOPING I can make it to best buy today...I wanna buy some stuff...with my 50 dollar gift card...:-D!!!!!! but its already snowing out, and it'ss upposed to start sleeting at somepoint today...icky.... thank God I don't have to go to work untill 6 today...

Anyways, i think Im gonna go watch some episodes of FAMILY GUY!! hehe!
can you tell I'm in a better mood?!!:)





posted by Lauren 1/04/2005 11:20:00 PM


Sunday, January 02, 2005

 
Best things of 2004
-Meeting Wayne, Travis, and Nate.
-FINALLY graduating. I think that was possibly the best thing that happend this year.
-Meeting Chad and John
-Meeting J.P.
-Going to see Clay Aiken twice in concert, and the American Idol concert for john ^_^
-Having Noise-fest.
-Discovering Phil Collins, Billy Idol, and all my 80's music.
-Going to L.A.
-Turning 18... im legal!!!!!
-Getting my guitar, and learning to play
-Doing great in this years acting show
-Deciding not to take what people say to heart anymore
(OMG, brittany just signed on and i guess she changed her buddy sound to the same one that Nate had, and I thought it was him that signed on...Holy crap Britt, don't do that to me...)
============================

Well, speaking of Nate, I suppose I should tell you what happend.

See, I sent him a text message just saying "hi", and "whats up", and his girlfriend calls me back and starts bitching at me. first of all, He told me they broke up like a month ago. But, I guess they got back together again, and it's gatta be the same girl. Cuz I remember on thanksgiving when i texted him saying "happy thanksgiving". he said that he couldn't answer because she was right there and being a bitch then too. But anyways, She's like "did you just text message my boyfriend?!?!?!" I was completely shocked. I'm like "ummm....no" and she goes, "Well, it says right here that you did", and I just played Stupid. I'm like "Well, if I did, i did by accident". and she's just like "okay...." and hung up. Isn't that FUCKED UP?!?! What the hell is her problem?!. I don't understand how someone as cool and awesome as him can be with a B-I-T-C-H like that! And they've suposedly been together for three years...Holy crap this world is a strange place. So, needless to say, I'm not gonna risk getting bitched at by her again. So, I guess I can't talk to him again, unless he comes online, which he hasn't been on in over a week. I've been thinking about hiding my caller ID info and trying to call him...But what am I gonna say? especially if his gf answers. I've also been trying to locate Jax, a friend of his online to see if she knows anything...but i haven't been able to find her screen name. I know what it is, just not the numbers or whatever after it. And WTF was his gf doing with his phone in the first place?!? ::sigh::, now I'm jsut rambling. Another thing I could do is send a text explaining that i'm just his friend and NOTHING more and Im just wondering whats up w/ him. ::sigh:: i dunno. I just wish there was a way to do this peacefully, but it doesn't appear that it will happen that way. but, he can't be with her ALL the time can he? I'll keep you all updated.

::sigh:: i don't know what to do anymore. My life has gone to hell and back this past week.

Whatever.

posted by Lauren 1/02/2005 08:06:00 PM


Saturday, January 01, 2005

 
So-long 2004, Hello 2005.

Happy New Year everyone!!!!! Hope you all aren't too hung-over.

I had a pretty fun night :)
In the morning I went out to buy stuff for My friends that were coming over..Got 2 bottles of Martinelli's, cheese and crackers, and a bag of doritoes. Rae showed up early and we caught afew episodes of Family Guy before Kristin showed up :-D. After Kristin got there we continuted to watch Family guy, when Sam showed up!!! Great to see her again...I felt bad about not getting together with her that much over the summer. Same left a little while latter, and Alix and her boyfriend Pete showed up after Sam left. I missed my mini-me!!!!!!!! So we chatted for a while, then they left. So after that it was just me, rae, and kristin and we just chilled the whole night. Then we all got hungry and decided to order pizze. And omg, I've never had that much trouble ordering pizza in my life. We called like 10 different times getting no-where. We either got put on hold, or called an entirely different town. LOL. and durring this time, I was going crazy texting Wayne back and forth and he told me to go online so he could send me this instant greeting thing. LOL- it was so cute!!!!!!!! So anyway, we finally got our pizza, and we were eating that while watching MTV. And Finally, the new year came, we we downed our wine-coolers. LOL!!. Hehe! for the rest of the night, we played pool, then watched some of the Italian job, the collapsed. I was zonked after all that. LOL. I think it was around 3-4 when we got to sleep.
overall, a fun night!!!


nothing else new right now...just hanging out. I have the Christmas party to go to at Cat's house tomorrow. ::sigh:: and I just got Susie's present like an hour ago. LOL. ::sigh:: anyways, thats all of my updates for now. I'm gonna re-do my lay-out soon...probably MOnday if I'm not working. Anyways, CIAO!

posted by Lauren 1/01/2005 03:40:00 PM

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