Wednesday, June 29, 2005
okay, I think Ill try to re-type that post that got deleted earlyer.
Yesterday just sucked. It sucked so incredibly much. Total flashback day.
I was watching "Real World" last night, and theres two people (I think their names are Melinda and Danny). And they're really close. And the way they act together just reminded me so much of how me and Angelo used to be. I then had a total flashback of everything that happend. I of course lost it after that. I'm still wicked depressed about everything. I miss him so much. I miss the things he said to me and all the wonderful conversations we had. I can't take it anymore. Nothing feels right anymore. Ive never met anyone that I've clicked w/ so well. I mean, theres some people out there that I wouldn't mind hooking up w/, it just doesn't feel right because I think about him all the time. It wouldn't be fair to someone else to be dating me and have me thinking about him the whole time. I haven't talked to him in the longest time and It's just crushing me inside. I haven't talked to him since that one night when we were working things out. I can't believe I'm still dwelling on this after all this time. Just randomly througout the day I feel like bursting into tears. And sometimes, If I'm home, I do. I miss him so much. I wanna hear his laugh and his voice and the things he used to say to me. I wanna hear him call me "Beautiful blue eyes" again. When I was talking to him, nothing mattered. It didn't matter how aweful things got at work, or home, or whatever. I could always count on him to make me smile. I was on cloud 9 for the longest time. And now it's over. this sounds like fucking sissy bullshit, but its so true. I miss him :'''(.
::Sigh:: I found out horrible news yesterday too. But I really don't feel like talking about it. Way too depressing and sad. I just ask that you keep my friend in your prayers.
Well, despite all this crap, there is some light at the end of the tunnel. It may be a dim light, but a light none-the-less. This weekend is going to ROCK. On Saturday is Josh's wedding of course. And I'm hoping I'm gonna have fun at that. Maybe meet some new people and have a jolly ol' time. I'm hoping theres gonna be hot guys there...lol. And the best part is, I got my own room at the hotel...My own King size bed in my own room. Only for one night though. But its still cool! Then the next day is gonna be my cousin's baby's Christening. That may be slightly boring, but oh well. Then after that, it's off to Rhode Island!!!!! We're going to John's (my aunts boyfriend) beach house and staying from Sunday to Monday. Im SOOOO excited. I can't wait to be on the water and go swimming and get maybe a little color.... So yeah, I won't be around this weekend.
*sigh* even all that can't take away that sadness I feel now :(.
posted by Lauren 6/29/2005 10:29:00 PM
Fuck. i just typed out a huge heart-felt post, and now its gone. shit.
posted by Lauren 6/29/2005 03:51:00 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
this is sorta old but...
Urgh. thats pretty much it right now. I'm in such a fucking rut again. I can't even think of a reason to get up in the morning anymore. I haven't been sleeping well at all, I keep waking up in the night like 10 times. No aparent reason for it either. Im just so depressed and pissed off. I've lost touch w/ so many people. I finally talked to Sam the other day and we're supposed to hang out sometime today. But other then that...haven't talked to anyone but my ussual people in a long time. Here I am trying to meet new people, and all I'm doing is losing my old ones. Whatever. I don't give a shit anymore. Life's way too short. Real friends will stay in contact and the shitty ones will end up flushed. Whatever.
I went out on another date Friday night. Turned out pretty good I think. I doubt anything more will happen, but if it does, it does, if it doesn't, it doesn't.
posted by Lauren 6/26/2005 12:12:00 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
I got Bo's single!!!! LOVE IT!!!!!! I'm not too big of a fan of "Inside your heaven" and I think its crazy that him and Carrie both put out the same song...But "Vehicle" is AWESOME!!!! And the best part about it is, it features Richie Sambora on guitar!!! HELL YEAH!!!! (For those of you who don't know who Richie Sambora is, He's the guitar player for Bon Jovi)
Also picked up Zeppelin II.....AWESOME CD...I wanted to get "Physical Graffity" (sp?) but it was 22 dollars...and I can probably get it online cheaper...So I think I'm gonna do that. :-P
Tonight I'm off to the movies...Gonna see "Bewitched". Yeah, I'm not sure how I feel about that. lol. But thats okay, It's Will Ferrell so I'll see it. lol.
Went out for ice cream w/ Lauren last night and then chilled at her house for a bit watching "Spanglish". Gonna go over there in a little bit to finish it. It's actually a good movie! The preview didn't make it seem that good, but it is a great movie. Not the traditional Adam Sandler movie. A little more of a chick flick, but still good. :-P
Picked up a couple books at Borders today...Got the next book in a series I'm reading, and picked up a book called "on the Road" which sounded wicked good. :-D. I'll probably be reading a little bit on the plane to Florida, and In florida durring my free time. I'm hoping to meet some people while I'm in Daytona to make my stay there a little more enjoyable...especially since Im not gonna have a friend w/ me this time. It's just gonna be me my dad and Denise. I think I'll be able to get online when I'm in Daytona, but I don't know about Orlando...I hope I can...Normally hotels have a computer in the lobby or something. But who knows. If they don't then you all get a month's vacation from me! lol :-P aren't you all lucky. :)
Anywhoo...I think I'm gonna start reading now...L8r all!!
posted by Lauren 6/24/2005 11:38:00 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Well it was a year ago today that I graduated highschool. I can't believe that its already been a year. But Hey, I'm not complaining! as long as I'm out I could care less. I've seen a lot of people lately though. Last night I saw Jenn from church, and today I saw Erin when I went to vote for the blueback square thing. And I also saw Sam yesterday!!! I think we're gonna hang out on Friday. Looking forward to that cuz I haven't chilled w/ her in FOREVER! Probably since New Years. I saw her at the mall yesterday cuz she works at Victoria's Secret, and Honestly, when I first saw her, I didn't even recognize her! LOL, its not that she looks a hell of a lot different, I just didn't even recognize her. lol, I guess it's been that long since I've seen her. lol :-P
Bo performed on The View today!!!!!! He was AWESOME!!! I gatta pick up his single...it came out yesterday, but honestly, I didn't wanna pay 5 bucks for it at FYE, considering theres only 2 songs on it. so I think Im gonna take a ride up to Best Buy this afternoon and get it.
Wow...I can't believe how soon I'm leaving for Florida....It seemed like such a long time ago. lol. But the thing that sucks is I have a feeling that it's gonna go by pretty quickly. Susan keeps telling me that she has good feelings about it. And I suppose thats good. I'm kinda in between. I don't wanna get my hopes up that something spectacular is gonna happen while I'm there, but that the same time, Im pretty confident. I'll just be glad to get out of this hell-hole for even a little while.
Work has been kinda alright...the good news is that I don't work w/ Cat at all this week. I mean, I like her and everything, there just comes a time when I need a break. I think I work w/ my pal Claudia tonight :-D hehehehehehe!!!
Scott has seriously been in a funk the past couple days and I'm kinda worried about him...I've never seen him this depressed and out of it before. I really hope he's okay.
Also haven't talked to Wayne in a dog's age... I miss him :(
Angelo has still been on my mind constantly. Part of me wants to forget about him for a while just to stop making myself crazy. This is so weird....Normally no one is on my mind this long...normally after its over, gimme a week or two and i'm fine...this has been a month or two...or possibly more. I'm still wicked sad and I miss him so fucking much. Im trying to establish myself in a realtionship, but that turned out to be Greg , and a waste of my time. Well, I'm just hoping that he's happy, thats all I truly want, no matter how much I cry and think about him. I can't listen to that Blink182 song anymore...and I also can't listen to "in loving memory" anymore. I had "In loving memory" on my CD player when I was driving home from work the other night and I seriously started crying while I was driving. It's just so sad to me. I better not listen to that anymore. ::sigh:: :(.
Anyways....
Really into Led Zeppelin lately. I think I'm gonna pick up another one of their CD's when I hit Best Buy today...And I think I even know which one I'm gonna get. :-D.
well, im gonna hit the trail. Catch u all l8r :).
posted by Lauren 6/22/2005 12:14:00 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
Wow....4 days since my last update...holy crap.
(Happy birthday Alix!!!!! :-D)
Yesterday was cool, and sucky at the same time. LOL. Work was total hell. But, thats a totally different story. I had totally forgotten about Father's day untill the night before....lol. Thank goodness I had already gotten my dad a present..just hadn't wrapped it yet...but anyways, came home from work and had dinner w/ my Dad and Denise. (We actually got our grill going!!!!) So I get a message from Scott asking me to hang out. So he came over and we watched Fight Club. Which was an AWESOME movie....I had been meaning to see that for soooo long and never got around to renting it. Edward Norton was AWESOME...and surprisingly, I liked Brad Pitt too...LOL. What surprised me was Ed was smoking durring like 2 scenes. He's VERY anti-smoking and Ive read that he's turned down some roles because they required him to smoke or whatever.
One of the things that pissed me off though is that my dad is also interrigating me about my guy friends. He's asking me all this shit like, where did you meet him? how old is he? all that B.S. I mean, why does it matter?!?
I found a new toy. No, not that kind of toy. lol. AOL radio. Holy crap that thing is AWESOME. They have a station thats ALL LED ZEPPELIN. When I saw that I thought I died and went to heaven. Theres also an All Dave Matthews, All Ozzy, All Idol (;-) ), an Elvis station...and like 3 different classic rock stations. I LOVE IT!! Too bad I hadn't really used it before now.
Well, gatta go back to work today....grrr. I'm SOOOOO not looking forward to it.
Anywhoo.... maybe more l8r if i feel like it...Ciao!
posted by Lauren 6/20/2005 12:00:00 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Well today was an overall good day :)
Got up early and ran to the bank to get cash...lol, I realized last night that I hadn't gone to the bank and I needed cash to go to breakfast w/ Mike this morning. LOL, stupid me. So I ran down to the bank, then ran up the hill to the IHOP to meet him. It was sooo awesome to see Mike again!! So we just ate breakfast and chatted and cought up on stuff. :) I gatta see that kid more often. Maybe Ill go up and visit him at Friendly's sometime soon! :). Him and his frickin' BMW. lol ;-)
It was a pretty crummy day weather wise.....It was cloudy and eventually started raining and I think it stormed while I was in work.
So, other then going out w/ Mike and work later, I did absolutly jack shit. LOL, I came home from breakfast, changed back into my PJ's hopped into bed, and watched "Mr. Deeds". LOL, and after the movie was over, I slept. For a wicked long time. I dunno what was up w/ me...I slept for like 3 or 4 hours this afternoon!! I guess its because I was tired from it being so hot...and now that I think about it, I haven't slept that great in the past few days...kept waking up throughout the night. And this morning around 6 I got a text on my phone, then another one at like 8....LOL. I'm popular.
After I woke up from my nap this afternoon, I went online...and got an IM from ADAM!!!!!!!!!! :-D!!! I missed him!! so awesome to talk to him again! He's wicked busy though...working pretty much 7 days a week...eeep! I told him I'd kill the person that schedueled me for 7 days a week.. LOL. But soo cool to talk to him again!!! Luv ya dude! if you're reading this :-D
An earthquake rattled L.A. today....Angelo's okay though :).
Anywhoo...Guess thats all I have to ramble about for now....L8r all!.
posted by Lauren 6/16/2005 11:40:00 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Yeah, if you didn't notice, I deleted yesterdays entry. Thats because me and Greg broke up. The whole thing is total bullshit. But, Heres the story:
We went out for a few days. I go on his myspace profile and saw this girl who commented saying that she loved him and all that mushy stuff. So yeah, he was two-timing me, and chose her over me. I told him I wasn't angry because I do understand that sometimes people get in that situation when they really didn't mean to be or want to be in it. So I forgave him and we were still friends and everything was cool. So, a few days ago, he told me that he realized that he liked me more. So, he broke up w/ that other girl and asked me out again. And being the sap that I am, I said yes. So we were going out for the past few days. He came over yesterday and everything was perfectly fine. Then today, I get back from the gym and check my e-mail, and I get an e-mail from him saying "I can't see you anymore. please don't call me, e-mail me, or IM me." and that was it. I sent him the worst e-mail back. And I don't give a shit if he said not to e-mail him. I did, so he can just fucking deal w/ it. So, yeah, thats all over now. I shouldn't have gone out w/ him again. it was my own fault. I should have just forgave him and stayed friends and just left it at that. But, we all make mistakes I guess. It's times like this that make me really miss Angelo. I swear to God, that kid is everything and more. I haven't talked to him in the longest time except a few e-mails and text messages here and there. I miss him so fucking much. God, I better shut up now cuz I feel like crying again.
But, Greg, if you're reading this: You should have kissed my ass when you had the chance because now you don't even deserve that privlege.
Tomorrow morning I'm going to breakfast w/ Mike!!!!! I'm wicked happy! I haven't seen him since alumni day which was back in November I think. :-D im excited!
Other then that, Nothing else is new. The countdown is down to like 4 weeks before I leave for Florida. I'm SOOOOOOOOO stoked. I just wanna go and have an awesome time and meet awesome people. I think me and Brittany are gonna chill while I'm there which will be freakin' sweet :-D.
Anywhoo. thats it. Ciao :)
posted by Lauren 6/15/2005 10:08:00 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
First off....Happy Birthday Sam!!!!
Today was definatly a huge improvement over yesterday. And if everything goes as planned tomorrow, I think I will feel like I can take on the world. :-D!!!! LOL. Im such a doofus. But I'm SOO excited about tomorrow....
Work was pretty much a pain in the ass, but at least the time went by. We're getting ready for our huge summer sale and we're scanning everything to see if it's on sale. So thats what I did today. I also re-did the stuff on the right side of the register because it was REALLY starting to get to me. There was shit everywhere and it was making me nuts. So, that got done. And I put some stuff away to buy when it goes 75% off. HEHE :-D Theres actually some good stuff this year. THANK GOODNESS I have tomorrow off. And I'm wicked excited about tomorrow! Rae and Glen came in to visit me yesterday though. SOO Good to see them again :-D!!! I missed Rae!! lol :-D
Im so pissed. I forgot to watch Family Guy and American Dad yesterday. I was so pre-occupied w/ all that bullshit that I just completely forgot. I think it'll be on Thursday night on Adult Swim though. So I'll catch it eventually. Most of that bullshit is straightend out now. Theres still shit w/ Kristin and me. I wanna answer the comment she wrote back, but I don't know what to say at all. Im at a loss for words. ::sigh::. I guess I'll just let things run their course and see what happens. I was so fucking upset. I've sort of calmed down a little bit. I don't think I was really angry at her, I think I was more angry w/ all the other shit that start piling on me at once.
LOL, I was on BO's myspace today and theres a new word for Bo fans...ya know how Clay has "claymates"? LOL, well Bo fans are called BOHEMIANS. LOL!!! I thought that was histerical!lol, I'm a BOhemian!!! :-D!!
Talked to Brittany today! Haven't talked to her in a dog's age. Now all I gatta do is remember to IM Matt once in a while. Geez, I feel bad that I've sorta forgotten about the kid.
Anywhoo. Guess thats it for now. L8r Gators....and again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!!!
posted by Lauren 6/13/2005 10:18:00 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Just when I thought I was having a good day and everything was going fine, my life just gets shot to hell. I think I just lost one of my best friends. She pretty much just told me and everyone else to fuck off. I know I shouldn't loose sleep over it, but she was one of the only people I've ever been able to call "my best friend". But I guess I made a mistake in saying that because everytime I call someone that, I get shot. I should have valued our friendship more then to jinx it like that.
I'm honestly about ready to give up. I'm so sick of being hurt. I know I'm not perfect, but I do think that I'm a pretty decent person. Im most always nice to everyone and I try to help people out whenever I can. But what does it get me? the old italian solute. I can't seem to stay happy for very long. Especially in the last couple months. After everything that happend w/ Angelo, and everything thats continuing to happen with everyone else, I may as well just be a loner.
So, in a nutshell, my life sucks at the moment. Except for the possibility of me feeling like I can take on the world. Ill keep you posted on that. Id say the chances are about 60-40 right now.
posted by Lauren 6/12/2005 07:34:00 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
The past couple days have been a bit of alright :-D
Yesterday I went out and did some shopping for my trip. Went to Old Navy and picked up a tank-top, a t-shirt, and two beach towels. I swear, I've spent so much money in the past couple days. Its crazy. But, I guess I have to...could definatly use clothes and stuff. Today I went out w/ my mom and got more stuff at WalMart and Fashion bug. Ugh, shopping is tiring. LOL.
Today I went over Tina's house cuz she had a candle party. Me and Denise went actually. It was quite fun actually :) and I knew some people there! Lisa from BeJewled came. Love her! lol...and Of course my pal Claudia was there :-D (obviously, cuz she's Tina's mom. lol ) But it was pretty fun :-) good to just have something to do and hang out. And I met this girl Kaleigh who works in Gloria Jeans. Im surprised I didn't recognize her cuz I'm in there all the time. She's very nice, me her and Lisa were talking and ranting about how crappy the mall is. lol. :-P but I guess tahts what us Mall employees do.
As far as me feeling like I can take on the world.....Im getting there. LOL! this all sounds so stupid, but I'm getting to that point. Ill let you know when I reach it. LOL, possibly tomorrow. :-D.
Ugh, work tomorrow...and Church. Aye!!! help me!!
Ciao for now :)
posted by Lauren 6/11/2005 11:19:00 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Wow, its been a few days huh?
So, why do I feel like I can take on the world? Well, I can't yet but....*stewie voice* victory shall yet be mine!! lol :-P ill keep you updated.
The past few days have been a rollercoaster of emotions. One minute I'm wicked happy, the next minute I'm ready to kill somebody. Right now I'm sorta in between being wicked happy and being ready to kill somebody. If that makes any sense. lol.
It sucks...this summer has a pretty bad concert line-up... I mean, theres a few I wanna go to...Like, I wanna go see Clay next month, but I'll be away! :'''(, that and the tickets are like 50 bucks...I also wanna go see Robert Plant. That would RUUUUUULLLLEEEE. But yeah, I think it's pretty expensive for that too. Then theres Dave Matthews that I would LOVE to see again, but I think its sold out, and It's pretty sketchy at Dave concerts around here....yup..And of course, Billy Idol isn't touring here and I'm pretty PISSED about that....grrrrr...I would kill to see Billy Idol. LOL :). And theres the American Idol concert....AHHH!!! I Can't believe I can't go this year!!! I wanna see Bo and Constantine!!!!!! Figures they're gona be in Florida BEFORE I'm there and in CT when I'm in Florida. GRRRRR.
Might get to hang out w/ Mike next week!!!! yay!!! I haven't seen him in a WICKED long time....wow, I think it's been almost a year...::sniff:: I miss mike soooooooooooo much!!! His birthday was yesterday too...everyone wish him a happy birthday if you haven't already!!!
Todays agenda is very simple....Gym, Target, Work. lol. Yesterday at the gym they were giving away free bottles of SoBe. YUM! It was this new kind thats supposed to have no sugar or something. I got a mango mellon one and it was wicked good! Just what I needed after a workout :). And they had free SoBe lanyards, and mike and ike's. Hehe! Maybe w/ any luck, they'll still have it today. :-D
Work has been SOOOOOOO dead. There haven't been many people in the mall. Probably because of the nice weather, but, theres also all that crap that we've been getting in our mailboxes to boycott the mall cuz of all the crap they're doing to stop Blue Back Square...thres another vote on the 22nd. ::Sigh:: they already started it, just let em' finish it!!!! grrrr...
Anywhoo...I'm gonna hit the gym before it gets too hot out...supposed to be something like 90 today...Damn, skippy. L8r all!
posted by Lauren 6/09/2005 10:29:00 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
Wow. I feel as though I could take on the world right now. But more on that another day.... ;)
Holy crap, I don't wanna act like a total loser right now, but I feel like I have to talk about this. LOL. This SERIOUSLY AMAZINGLY HOTT guy came into my store today. HOLY FUCKING CRAP. He was really tall...had to have been like 6'6". He had GEORGEOUS muscles...he was buff, but not like sickly buff. His waist was pretty small, but had REALLY REALLY nice arms...huge arms, but not gross at all, and a tattoo on one of them. he was wearing a wifebeater and those silky track pants. UGH, he had the nicest ass ive ever seen in my life. LOL. I was in the back room and I came out, And I see him, my jaw nearly dropped. LOL, I said to Claudia "hey, check out that guy". and she goes "I did....believe me". LOL! But I got to wrap some presents for him...(GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER!...lol) wooot...lol!
OH!, I found a REALLY rare Goo Goo Dolls CD at FYE the other night!!!! OMG, I'm SOOOOOO excited. It's "Hold me up" which is their third album and pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to find. But I got it!!! I'm sooooo excited. I went back because I had found some really cheap twisted sister CD's that I saw when i was w/ Jason... (that they ddin't have when i went back....grrrrrr) and i went to pick up one or two, and I just happend to look in the GGD's section and saw it. I was debating at first about getting it...but I did! It has one of the best songs..."two days in february". I'm Soooo loving it.
Anyways, thats it for now...and more about why I feel like I can take on the world l8r ;-) :-D
posted by Lauren 6/06/2005 10:43:00 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Heh, I guess it does pay off to have some friends....and actually make plans once in a while. Cuz last night went a lot better then I thought it would. Met Jason up at the mall and we walked around there for a bit. Had no idea where were going at first. LOL. Pretty much just killed time for an hour, Then I drove us over to the movies. Yeah, I actually drove...LOL, little sketched about that at first, but I made it and we're both alive! Saw Star Wars. And actually, it was pretty good!! A little long, but very good! I was kinda surprised. I was a little sketched about seeing it cuz I didn't see the second one...saw the first and thought it was alright. But this one was pretty good! And one of the pest part was, they had some more of those free "Longest Yard" posters and I got one this time! :-D! lol. Not that I have room for it, but I'll find some. lol :-D. After that, drove us back to the mall, (it was GREAT...nobody on the road!!) And Jason couldn't remember where he parked so I'm driving around the whole mall trying to find his car. LOL, thats okay though :) I didn't mind :). Overall, I had a goodtime. I hope he did too and that I didn't scare him off too much. LOL. Honestly though, I can't help but wonder if I made a fool out of myself. I guess its harder for me to really know that I've "impressed" guys like him, for reasons I won't disclose. lol, I dunno, my head is in a whirl with the whole situation. lol :-P
This morning I told my mom I would go to breakfast w/ her while she got some work done on her car. Even though I had to get up wicked early, I guess it was worth it. I got to see Harold again :-D! lol. He's been our mechanic for years. Awesome guy :-D.
Hmm...talking to scott now and he seems to be under the impression that I've forgotten about him. I dunno why he would think that honestly.
Ugh, gatta leave for work in about 15 minutes...i suppose I should start getting ready. CIAO!
posted by Lauren 6/04/2005 04:43:00 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Todays entry is gonna be a picture entry!!!!!
As most of you know, I have this ummm, I wouldn't call it a fetish, but a "thing" for guys w/ long hair. lol. I have no idea why, but thats how I am. :-P. So, heres a picture dedication to some that stand out in my mind at the moment. :-D (ill credit the sites I remember, but others I don't...don't worry, they'll be gone in a few days)
Myles Kennedy. (Myles is one of my favorite names for a guy) Singer from Alter Bridge. This isn't a great picture of him, but its the best I could come up with. I really do love him...the wierd thing about him is, On tv he looks really buff and big, but in person he's actually rather short and skrawny.(sp?) LOL, but that doesn't make me love him any less!^_^ awesome singer!
One of my more recent dudes, Constantine Maroulis. AWESOME singer. One of my main dudes from American Idol this year. He should have gotten a lot farther then he did. But Oh well, whatcha gonna do.
BO BICE!!!! WOOOT!!!!! I LOVE this picture of him. He is soooooo fine. lol. The dude who SHOULD have won American Idol this year...GRRRRR. lol. I wish he didn't have a girlfriend. It would makde my unreasonable fantasy more hopeful. lol :-P.
Scott Stapp. (from scott stapp.com) Former lead singer from Creed. This isn't the best picture of him, but he's still a really good-looking guy. And an AWESOME singer at that....he has one of the top voices in my book.
Jon Bon Jovi. LOL, this is probably the shortest his hair ever was. We all know it was WAAAAY longer then that. But even so, this dude is REALLY sexy...and its not often I use that word. lol. Rae knows what I'm talking about ;-) LOL!
Mitch Hedberg. (R.I.P) One of the funniest guys EVER. It's still not sinking in my head that he's actually dead. I still can't comprehend it all. I Wish i had the oppertunity to see him live. Jason saw him live...I really envy that. ::sigh::.
Robby Takac. :-D Bass player for the Goo Goo Dolls. I REALLY love his hair. At least when it was still black highlighted that redish-pink color. I think he dyed it back like that though. He is just crazy and fun, and he actually doesn't have a bad voice once you get used to it! LOL. :0)
What? you thought I was gonna leave him out or something?!? LOL, John Rzeznik of course. ;-) my all around top guy. lol :-D. We all know he's the best of the best. :-)!!!! Love him sooooo much. And has J.P. said in an away message once, "John Rzeznik's voice > you". lol. LOVE IT!
and heres just a random picture of me. LOL. Its a pretty good picture actually, even if it is a little creepy. lol.
Well, thats it folks. Hope you enjoyed my moment of fangirlness. lol, I guess I'm alloud to do that from time to time right? CIAO!!!!
posted by Lauren 6/02/2005 11:07:00 PM
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