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Monday, July 11, 2005

 
Well, this could possibly be my last post for a while... Im leaving at about 5 AM, which is in about 12 hours. I think I'm pretty much packed except for a few last minute things. But God, am I excited. I can't wait to leave here. Its gonna be a great month.

My last day of work was Yesterday...and let me tell you, it wasn't fun. I had the customer from HELL. I'm not even playing. But why would my last day be easy? I was looking forward to pretty much coming in, doing my job, and leaving. But they were out yesterday let me telly ou....

After work, Me and Claudia drove over to meet our other co-workers at Olive Garden. Yeah, they all took me there for dinner :). It was so much fun. we were just laughing and joking the whole time. ^_^. So much fun :).

So anyways, this is it folks....Im leaving!!!! if you know me, give me a call sometime! ill talk to ya whenever I can....and hopefully ill be able to update more while I'm in daytona at least....wish my luck w/ everything, and Ill be back!

posted by Lauren 7/11/2005 03:46:00 PM


Saturday, July 09, 2005

 
*sigh*...a mixture of emotions at the moment. Things are bright, yet dark. The best news is, I only have 3 more days untill I'll be in Florida. I'm so freaking happy I just can't contain myself. Tomorrow is my last day of work. And also, my co-workers are taking me to Olive Garden tomorrow. (providing we can get in) Thats nice of em' :).

Tonight at work was just a disaster to say the least. Im not gonna go into it, but God, it was aweful.

I called Angelo the other night. He didn't answer (like I expected) So I left a message. He texted me back saying he was w/ his girlfriend and yadda yadda yadda and he would try to call me later in the week. *sigh*, He won't call. I doubt it anyways. And honestly, with the shape I'm in now, he's probably better off not calling me. Ugh. I just really wanna talk to him again though. :(

This was gonna be more of a heartfelt post, but im talking to people now. lol l8r tho.

posted by Lauren 7/09/2005 10:19:00 PM


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

 
Looking back at some of the posts that I've typed on here, I realized that I've been extremly pathetic. However, I guess being pathetic is in my nature. So, please forgive me for all the pathetic bullshit that I've typed on here in the past.

The wedding was alright. The ceremony itself was really nice. Everything was beautiful and all that. Then when we got in the reception, things started to get crappy. I was stuck at a table w/ a bunch of people who I didn't know. Well, I knew one person, Kate's friend Alissa, but its not like we were talking much or anything. Everyone at my table was never there anyways. They were all outside smoking. So I was just sitting there alone for a good 90% of the time. I was so damn depressed for most of the time. I kept thinking of course, about Angelo who I fucking can't seem to get over. But you've all heard that story. I thought my luck was about to change when this guy who was gorgeous (I think his name was Erik) came and sat down next to me and started talking to me. But yeah, nothing became of that. I finally couldn't take it anymore so after Erik left I got up and went outside and just leaned on the railing of the balcony. I stood there for probably a good hour just feeling like shit and my eyes watering up. I finally went back inside and sat down at my table, still alone. Everyone was on the dance floor dancing by this time and I was just sitting there. Bill (my hairdresser who did peoples hair for the wedding) came over to me and told me to dance with them. I told him no, and still just sat there. After a while, I went outside again and sat down on the deck in the corner. Bill and Dan were out there to and they motioned me to come over and sit w/ them. So I did. I tell you, if it weren't for them, I probably would have just busted out crying at some point durring the night. But they did turn my night around. We all started cracking jokes and all that...and Bill went to the bar and got me a white russian... O_O. He wanted me to loosen up a little bit so I would go out and dance. So yeah, we did. We went out there and danced. And honestly, I did have fun. Denise was the first one on the table....LOL. but I was getting wicked tired and we had to get up the next day so I really wanted to get to my hotel room. We finally left and checked into our hotel and I went up to my room. Which was wicked nice....It sucks that I couldn't have spent more time in it....I had a king size bed :). So, I settled in there and just layed back and watched TV. Gave Scott a call, but he didn't answer. So I decided to go to sleep...I had to wake up early the next day anyways. Woke up the enxt day, showered, and met my dad downstairs. It was now time to go to my little cousins Christening. Went to that...lol the pastor was pretty funny, but thats another story...Then went back to Julie's house and ate lunch, which was really good. Got to see more of my family which was good. :) After all that, it was off to the beach! found out that Ellen was the only one from our side that was coming up. John's friends and their kids were gonna be there. It was overall fun, but not nearly as fun as it would have been if Jeff and Glenn and everyone was there. We shot off some fireworks on the beach at night..and watched "Meet the Fockers". lol. we left around 11 the next day because we didn't wanna get stuck in traffic.

So, that was my weekend. 8-)

Went to Bill's and got my hair done on Tuesday...:-D Looks really good! just got a trim and colored it red again. I love it !! he tried to convince me to cut it differently, but I don't want to right now...I really like the style that I have it at now and its all good :).

Aparently there was some kind of attack on a bus or something in London today....I really hope Adam is alright...If i remember correctly, he's in Liverpool...I don't know where that is in relation to London, but I still hope he's alright...I e-mailed him this morning just to see whats up.

Well, I'm about to go out and run some last minute errands...I leave for Florida in 5 Days!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!

posted by Lauren 7/06/2005 11:01:00 AM


Saturday, July 02, 2005

 
Well, the day is here....we're about to leave for Josh's wedding. Ill be gone untill Tuesday just so ya know....If you want you can call me or text me or whatever. Im sure I'd love to talk to you. :)

Im excited about the beach tho. looking forward to the relaxation and being w/ my family for probably the last time untill i leave next tuesday.

I think I'm gonna call Scott tonight after i get back to my hotel room...He's in another rut again....*sigh* I wish there was something I could do for him...I try to help him out and talk to him when he's pissed off, but he doesn't seem to appreciate it much. I'm just hoping he's alright. His away message is a little disturbing at the moment....And Iam kinda worried...Ill call him later.

Anyways, thats all folks. see you tuesday :)

posted by Lauren 7/02/2005 04:52:00 PM

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I'm normal, but I'm completely different. I should have been born about 20 years before I actually was. Most of the music I listen to, the way I dress, and the way I think all go back to that time. As a result, I relate a lot better to people who are older than me. I'm completely independent and rely on nobody except myself (and God). I've been living on my own for 3 years. I didn't really go to college. My goals were just different than most peoples. I wanted to be out on my own and working rather than sitting in a classroom with no real direction. Besides, school is just not for me. I enjoy learning when I'm not forced to do it. I read constantly and am always learning new things. I hope to be involved with TV, music, or movies in someway. I would also love to write. I'm a realist. I have an excellent head on my shoulders. I have more common sense than most people. The most important thing in my life is my relationship with God. The best advice I can give to anyone is laugh.....always :)


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