Monday, July 31, 2006
Tonight= Goo concert= Extremely happy Lauren.
Scott= Being a pain in the ass= not so happy Lauren.
lol.
I'll update about the concert when I get back or tomorrow ^_^.....ahhh!!! I can't wait!!!!! I get to see my Johnny boy! ^_^ lol, wow. im a loser. :-P
hehehehe :-D okay, ill stop now.... o_O
posted by Lauren 7/31/2006 12:02:00 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Hey everyone, I'm in need of advice. Do me a favor and read my myspace blog and comment or send me a message. there is a button to my myspace on the Extra stuff section. I posted it there so it'd be easier to comment. thanks a bunch everyone. I would appreciate it so incredibly much....you have no idea.
posted by Lauren 7/29/2006 11:59:00 PM
Well, Yesterday was a pretty decent day. I will admit it. Work actually went extremely well. I wasn't stuck in the cafe all day, they actually put me in books! I got to RPL. Which means, that I get a list of books to find and pull from the shelves to be sent back to wherever they go to. And it was really relaxing...except when I got stuck doing the bibles. After a while they all started blending into one. lol. But I really enjoyed doing that. I like it in books soooooooo much better then the cafe. And I told Melissa and Andi, If I'm not the only one in the cafe, and they need someone in books, I'll totally do it. Got a bit of surprising news from Rachel also...aparently, we got our first mystery shopper. And.....we did good! It was me and Rachel who were there...and aparently the person really loved me....they said I was really friendly and all that...When Rachel was telling me this, I was thinking "Are you sure they were talking about me?!" But yeah, I guess they were, and now I get a good write-up in my file or whatever. Go me...
Went to see Clerks 2 last night.....SOOO great. I kind of want to see it again ^_^
I really dont feel like going to work....but, I have Three days off next week.....and the concert is on Monday. hell yeah.
btw, if you haven't taken my quiz yet, do it. http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060726000628-575986&
Anywhoo...overall I guess I'm doing better. I've talked to Bill a little bit recently, which I suppose is a good thing. Especially after a pretty long hiatus of like 2 months of not talking, or some shit like that. I still don't really know if we're friends or not, but I am hoping.
Derek is still pissed at me. Whatever, fuck it.
was going to post some pictures...but can't find any good ones at the moment......so...l8r.
posted by Lauren 7/29/2006 01:09:00 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
I don't understand it. What is it about me that people feel the need to treat me like shit. How can my life be this way?! I'm incredibly patient with people. I listen (Even if I don't have any decent advice to offer up), I'm friendly, and most importantly, I love to laugh. However, lately, people feel like they have to leave me hanging. I'm sick of being lied to. I'm sick of being Happy in small waves. Being happy almost isn't worth it to me for the huge wave of sadness and anger thats going to follow. I'm sick of being lied to. I want to be told the truth from the start. The truth may hurt, but you know what? at least It's the truth. Plain and simple. And I'll learn to accept it someday. And I wont be dragged on in this dreamworld that things are okay when they're really not.
Here. I'll paint you a picture of what my life is like. I'm a person. I'm standing in the middle of central park. Nobody else is around. I'm just standing there, not blinking an eye. And all around me, theres fucking pidgeons crapping on my head and all over me. And you know what? they're probably getting a cheap laugh or two at my expense. Those pidgeons represent anyone in my life. My so-called "friends", my family that likes to pretend that they give a flying fuck about me when they really don't, my co-workers who probably think of me as an ant in this world; they chose only to recognize the fact that I exist when it's something negative, and anyone else who comes in contact with me who gets the horrible first impression that everyone else gets when they first see me. I'm not exactly sure what that is, but I know it's negative, otherwise, I wouldn't be that person getting crapped on left and right.
I'm not going to lie. I'm not in a good place again. I feel exactly how I felt a couple of months ago when Dom broke up with me. And shortly after when more shit managed to fall into my lap. I'm praying for things I shouldn't be praying for. Praying, even though I'm once again questioning my religious beliefs. I don't exactly know who I'm praying to. Been thinking things I shouldn't be thinking. Scary things. For me anyways. And let me tell you, at one point durring the day today, I was inches away. Inches I tell you.
Its sad that I have absolutly no one on this earth to talk to about anything and Im resorting to a blank word-like document. But I guess it's better to talk to a blank word-like document then talk to someone and have it get spread around to other people like a "Hello" magazine. If you're wondering why I'm worried about it spreading around to other people when Im publishing it on the internet for cryin' out loud, its because theres more details to the story. This is nothing compared to what I wrote in my private journal. But, I have no one to share that with and have it be confidential and have the person not think any less of me.
does anyone know where to go once you've hit rock bottom?
posted by Lauren 7/27/2006 09:43:00 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
think you know me? take my quiz ^_^
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060726000628-575986&
posted by Lauren 7/26/2006 11:01:00 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
Well, things have been a little shakey the past few days, but overall good.
Although, Derek is now mad at me. I obviously wish he wasn't, because He's a really cool person, But the whole thing is so stupid. I had asked him if he wanted to hang out like 2 days ago. And we were trying to make plans and then my dad comes home from work and tells me that my Grandma was taken to the hospital. Now this, as you would expect, kind of shook me up. So I texted him and explained what happend. And obviously, it sounds like the perfect excuse you know? I mean, everyone uses that excuse to get out of everything. I kept telling him I'm not lying and I'm sorry and all of that. But yet, he somehow decides to get angry at me. I finally stopped arguing because he's now giving me the silent treatment, and said "fine, if you want to talk to me, you know where I am". Which is kind of a harsh thing to say..especially for me. I'm ussually not like that. I just got so fed up. It sucks though, because we were talking about going camping for a few days for my birthday. And now he's mad at me. I was really looking forward to spending time with him. *sigh* oh well.
Came into work on Friday to a bit of surprising news.... Hannah passed out at work on Thursday. She's fine though. She's totally fine. But she was at the Info desk and passed out and hit her head on the bookself in back of the desk. They had the ambulance there and everything aparently. I don't exactly know what she passed out from, but I heard someone say she was dehydrated or something. Man, I would have panicked. Also got to be in books on Friday. The cafe was so dead so Melissa had me go into reference and check for books that didn't have stickers on them to prepare for inventory. She also told me to alphabetize...but uh....yeah, didn't exactly do much of that. If I saw one that was obviously out of place I fixed it, but I didn't make it a priority. Just because I've had just about enough of that B.S. Was good to get out of the cafe for a shift however.
Went to see Pirates again on Friday night with Zack. It was even better the second time. Didn't seem as long. I can't wait for it to come out on DVD..... Zack was trying to imitate the way Jack Sparrow runs in the parking lot after the movie...hilarity I tell you. LOL.
I was flipping through my phone at my recent calls, and I noticed that Sarah was listed. So yeah, I check it out and aparently she called me around 2am Saturday morning. I am totally stumped by this. I have absolutly no idea what the conversation was about...I have no memory of talking to her. LOL, but aparently I did for a couple minutes because I looked at my bill. I must have been like 90 percent asleep. LOL.
Saturday I got out of work at midnight, and really didn't feel like going home. Unfortunatly, Scott was being a wuss and didn't want to do anything because he had to work at 10 the next day. So, I said "fuck it" and went up the the movie theatre to see what was playing. Ended up seeing "You, Me, and Dupree", that one with Owen Wilson. It was decent, nothing really exciting. Kind of reminded me of "The Break-up" with a few variations. But anywhoo, yeah, I took myself out to a nice evening..and even got popcorn which I never do ^_^. Didn't get home untill like 3am though... :-P
Sunday was inventory at work. Thankfully it went so much smoother then I expected. The only thing the sucked was I had to come in on my day off. Only for three hours though. I was out by 11 because I had to open today. And Melissa brought all this food for us to keep us going while we were running around counting. It also nice to be at work again without having to be in my cafe dress code. I really hate that nonsence (sp?).
Today I did a good deed and went to visit my grandma and picked some stuff up for her. Also took a swim and chilled by the pool for a little while. Was the perfect end to a not-so-stressful day at work. lol. :-P
anyways, thats my load of worthless ramble for today. Good day all!
posted by Lauren 7/24/2006 06:32:00 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Just like I expected, Karma came back to me. LOL. It wasn't as bad as it could have been, but its okay. Let's not go into that story though...don't really feel like typing about it.
So yeah, I got a credit card in the mail today. One that I applied for that I thought I had absolutly no chance of getting. But yeah, I now have it. So I can start to establish my credit :-P. It's really cool too. it's a Universal entertainment card. You get points for everything you put on it, and you can redeem your points for movie tickets, cash, and even stuff like DVD's, and...theme park tickets and vacations. Wooot! Yeah, thats exciting ^_^
I have almost 100 dollars in change I need to cash in...my next weekday off, back to the bank to cash that shit in. And I frickin' need it pretty badly.
So I finally saw Pirates!!!!!!!!!! Instead of relying on Scott to go w/ me, I went with James and Sarah. Was a lot of fun. :) Good to chill with them for a change. But yeah, the movie was AMAZING. A tad bit long, but it was really good. Hey, I'm not going to complain about three hours of Johnny Depp. ;-) Of course I was excited to tell Hannah that I finally saw it.
I encourage all of you to watch the new video I posted. LOL, It's from RENT. I would love to play Mimi. And not just because she gets with Roger and the end. It's weird, all the people I can see myself playing are totally opposite of how I am. But yeah, good song, good video, and if I can get my singing voice better, perhaps Ill play this part one day. :-P I suppose I would play Maureen too..even though she's a Lesbian.
Ive had the acting bug again lately. I wish there was something around here I could do. I have to keep my eyes open for something. I haven't done anything in about a year now...ouch. Thats rough.
So, one of the problems that I mentioned in one of the past past two entries (forget which one) Has been resolved...I guess....I hope....? Talking definatly helps...but I don't know where I stand at this point. I don't know if we're friends, not friends, enimies, or what. No clue. All I know is, whatever went on yestserday when I was half asleep, it was good to talk. However, I hear stuff, and I'm not sure wether or not to believe it. Not because of the person, but because of my history with being lied to. I don't know, I'm all confused about it.
I really need to get a Peter Framption CD. He's awesome.
Got Blizzard of Oz the other day...woot. Got it on sale at work.
in the works of creating a new mix CD....Its going to be awesome ^_^
Anywhoo....thats all folks. :)
posted by Lauren 7/20/2006 06:39:00 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
It's so hot. Like seriously. When I'm saying it's hot...it's definatly hot. Because the heat RARELY gets to me...but now it is. Couldn't tell ya why.
I heard this song on the radio today that they always used to play around the music system at the All-Star. Just made me miss it there even more. :-(
*sigh*....room 2652 in the Jazz building.....I miss you. Seriously, If I could afford it, I would so fucking live there. I can picture it now....Tony swearing downstairs about how they're jack hammering the wall next door to him at 8 in the morning...all the Brazillian tourist groups making tons of noise...Walking by Brett's room and smelling smoke from God knows what...Waiting in line for the bus to go downtown...JJ's class...Cindy's nice, but sometimes annoying self...Tony Major showing us the ropes...walking around the mall with Larkin pretending to practice our scene, but totally stalling...Tony's Lemon chicken....ALMOST getting stranded in Magic Kingdom at 2am...the drive-in sci-fi theatre...breaking sprinklers on the last night...Tony and Jason's gay act....Laundry Love....
I could go on all day.....
I shouldn't tease myself like this...I'm going crazy already.
Overall, I will say, Ive brought myself back to a reasonable state of "normal". I have to stop letting so much shit get to me, and thats the bottom line. But it will come with time I suppose.
Went out with Scott last night and had an interesting time...I feel bad about one thing We did though....I know it'll come back to me too...Karma is a bitch.
The weather tonight was FUCKED UP!. Talk about storms! I could see it from the cafe...because I work right near the front dorrs/windows. At least driving home wasn't terribly bad. Watching the lightning was actually really cool.
Is it me, or have I not had much to talk about lately?
later....
posted by Lauren 7/18/2006 11:30:00 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Holy Shit. I was tired as fuck. I was watching "Cadillac Man" around 8:00 last night and my eyes were closing slowly. I then Said "fuck it"..shut the movie off, and went to bed...setting my alarm for 11:30 so I could watch Jay Leno and Conan...Yeah, no such luck. I was too far gone. I woke up twice...once because I got a phone call...a prank phone call. Which I was too tired to understand what they were saying..all I know is they said something about McDonald's...yeah, real mature...and woke up once at 2 for no aparent reason. But shit, Ive never been so tired in my life. It was probably because the night before I didn't get to bed untill like 4am, and had to get up at 7. Yeah, thats probably it. LOL.
I still haven't seen the new Pirates movie yet. Everytime I try to go, people keep fucking backing out on me. GRRRRR! I WANNA SEE IT!!!!
Thrusday was fun..Scott came down for the day and we chilled. Went to the Farmington Borders because he wanted to see it...and Went to the mall and chilled there. Then came back to my house because I made lasagna!!! And let me tell you, it was gooooooooood. Once again, I made it with Emeril's vodka sauce. It smelled like heaven when it was cooking...OMG, if heaven has a smell, that is definatly it. LOL. So yeah, me and Scott had dinner and just chilled...we were gonna go see Pirates, but yeah...that didn't happen. lol.
So, about this time last year, I was arriving in Florida. Well, not arriving in Florida, I was actually arriving at Disney. And now I sit here and think, "what the fuck am I doing in CT?" I should have "missed" my flight home and just stayed down there. Because looking back, my life has been pretty much shit since Ive been back. The only good thing thats happend is I've gotten out of Papyrus. But seriously, where am I now? I have no money to speak of. Not since I got schnockerd with those 2 huge bills at once...So now I really can't afford to go back to school. My boyfriend broke up with me, and every guy I've met has treated me like shit since then. (Yeah, thats right, I said EVERY guy) Although I do feel better about that. All because of one click of a button. Thankfully, Scott opened my eyes to a lot when it comes to that. And I decided that I don't need it. I was just blind and in denial that someone would treat me that way and kept making excuses for them. But It's all clear now, so whatever. Out of sight, out of mind.
My birthday is coming up in about a month and a half. What am I doing?.....nothing. As of now anyways. Probably wont be doing anything either.
Well....have to work at five...so I guess I'll go try to finish "Cadillac man". l8r
posted by Lauren 7/15/2006 10:48:00 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Wow. Being a bunch of different emotions at once really is strange. I'm sooo pissed off, but increadibly happy...and everything in between. I suppose I've felt this way before, but I guess it just hasn't really hit me like it is now.
But I will say, I think I've finally got some controll over myself. And its good to know that if something bad happens, I won't totally flip out. Just been changing my thoughts around a little so things won't get to me as much.
Sunday was the best day I've had in a really long time. I went up to the mall...and spent some money. LOL :-P I got a Daria shirt at Hot Topic, and a birthday cards for Tina and my mom...really nice ones. And some other stuff too. Visited James and Claudia at Papyrus, and saw Tina!!!!! :-D was great to see her again! Me and James had lunch together, which was awesome...then I got a response to a phone call I made earlier....and yeah. Wow. once again I was in total bliss. That was seriously one hell of a day/night. If I could repeat that again, I soooooo would. And I wish I could.
Work Yesterday kind of sucked. I had to stay an extra hour without even being told. Rachel was in a meeting or something. I just wish they could have fucking told me so I wasn't left clueless waiting for my shift to end and being pissed off because I wanted to get the fuck out of there and couldn't. Grrrr. I was so annoyed with that. If I get in trouble for clocking out late, Im going to be even more pissed off...at least it wasn't busy.
It is now 10:22. Scott called me around 8:30 this morning. Probably because I turned my phone off last night. I know, thats weird huh. I NEVER turn my phone off. But I just didn't feel like talking to anyone. I was tired and in a bad mood, so I shut that thing off and went to sleep.
Anyways. short one I know, but Im outta here. Later!
posted by Lauren 7/11/2006 11:00:00 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
I'm actually quite satisfied with how work went tonight. Rachel didn't piss me off once today. I don't know what it was...I guess she was in a good mood or something. She seemed to be. But once again, it was totally dead. I was so far ahead with everything by the time we actually closed, that it literally took me 15 minutes to finish all the last minute stuff. haha! it was great. Tomorrow I'm off. ..which is even better :-P
You all probably noticed the video I put up in the "Extra stuff" section. It's "Mama I'm Coming Home". I don't know what it is, but lately I've developed a new respect for Ozzy Osbourne. I mean, once I heard his music, I totally rocked on it. But lately, I can't get enough of him. He's just so great. Even though he's a burn-out....But you have to give him credit, he's actually doing pretty well now considering all the drugs and shit he did in his younger days. He's not as out of it as he could be, thats for sure. I actually believe he's one of the most mis-understood people out there. He may seem like a beast at times, but really, he's just an amazing person. I honestly would love to meet him someday.
So yeah, I decided to post a video on my page. I think thats going to be like a weekly thing that I do. Meaning, change it every week. Thats cool right?
I know I complain a lot that I don't have many friends. But even if Everyone else fucks me over, I'm pretty confident that one person wont. And that person is Scott. I seriously wish I met him a long time ago....like back when I was a kid. He's really the type of person I've always needed in my life. He actually gives a enough of a damn about me to call me and say "hi" just randomly. None of my other friends do that. That, and he comes up with really nice things to say. We went out Thursday night and he said "I appreciate you, even if nobody else does". Isn't that nice? Stuff like that that people say to me really have an impact on my mood. It makes me feel good to know that I mean something to someone, even if it's only one person.
I'm pretty surprised with how I'm handeling a situation I'm in right now. I'm not going too insane about it, and when I start to, I calm myself down as soon as it can possibly happen. I'm not getting my hopes up about anything, or trying to sound stupid and crazy like I can sometimes be. I'm just letting things happen and keeping cool. Which is how it should be handled.
*Sigh* I really need to read more. I have so many books and no freakin energy to read them. Infact, now that I have some time and I don't have to work tomorrow, I think I'll go read now ^_^
goodnight!
posted by Lauren 7/09/2006 12:36:00 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
*(written over a span of about three days....)*
Ya know, I'm hoping for once in my life I'm finally going to get lucky. Maybe something good will happen for once in my insane life. Im hoping. But knowing my stupidity, I'll fuck it up. I'm seriously trying not to though.
I had a really awesome Fourth of July. Went to see the fireworks in New Britain. And rode in a Mustang. And got eaten to death by musquitos. Nuff said ;-). I had said earlier when I was at work yesterday that I wished I was in Rhode Island with my family chillin' at John's beach house. But seriously, last night was awesome.
I got an invitation to Catherine's baby shower in the mail the other day...I don't know if I really want to go. I mean, I kind of do...I like her and everything, but do I really want to drive to Providence and stay for only 2 hours?! possibly not. I don't know, we'll see. I guess it depends on how ambitious I get to consider navigating myself to Rhode Island....and back. If guys were invited to baby showers, I'd drag Scott along. LOL.
Tomorrow I go to see Bill for my haircut. I'm super psyched. I've never been this excited about a haircut before. This stupid fuzz has got to go. I look like a sheep dog. :-P
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A conspiracy has formed at work. Yeah, thats right. Everyone has totally turned against me....except for Hannah, and maybe Heather. But lately, everything is my fault. It's my fault that I was working alone for almost my entire shift on the fourth of July running around like a fucking maniac and I missed a few things that needed to be thrown out that day. OMG, the world has come to an end. And it was somehow my fault that the morning people decided not to check how much iced coffee we had. Because I had just pulled some the day before and had at least five pitchers at closing....and somehow we were down to one by the time my shift came the next day. Yeah, aparently thats also my fault. It's also my fault that not everything we throw out is getting logged on the waste log. Even though I only close like twice a week. So yeah, everything is my fucking fault. It's my fault that the majority of my shifts have been alone so I haven't been able to do as much besides taking care of customers. Yeah, totally my fault. Fuck you.
Ive said this before, but I need a fucking vacation.
I don't know whats up, but I've been having weird fucking dreams lately. Seriously. This is unreal. lol. Out of the past three dreams that I remember, two of them were about celebrities. One was about Elvis, the other about Ozzy Osbourne. I have nooooo idea where they came up. I know I like both of them....but seriously, wtf???
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I got a letter in the mail from Angelo today ^_^ That was wicked sweet of him...I love getting letters!
Scott and I might be moving. Yeah, we've been talking and we both can't fucking stand it in Connecticut anymore. So we've been talking about other places to live. I suggested Arizona. Not only do I fucking miss it there like crazy, but It's an awesome compromise. The weather is great, and theres tons to do. And its not too far from California, and Las Vegas. The people there are also friendly which is what we're most concerned about. People in Connecticut suck. I mentioned Arizona, and he was intrigued by the idea and said we should take a vacation out there sometime soon. I'm hoping everything works out. I would love to get the hell out of here.....for good. And only come back for the Holidays.
so yeah, thats my story...hope you enjoyed it. LOL
posted by Lauren 7/05/2006 12:53:00 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
I'm giving myself untill 11 o'clock to type this...then I'm fucking crashing. Im exhausted to the max. Thats about 25 minutes. Hope I can type all of what I want to in that amount of time......
Yesterday was actually another decent day. I didn't get to the gym like I had wanted, but thats okay I guess. I didn't go because my allergies are kicking my ass. I had a whopping headache and a wicked bad soar throat ....and still kind of do. But Anywhoo....I didn't do a whole lot durring the day, pretty much just ran some errands and relaxed at him...blowing my nose and sneezing every five seconds. But anywhoo....Chilled with Scott later that day, and that was a ton of fun. We met up at Wendy's for dinner, and then he dragged me shopping with him...yeah. lol, Shouldn't that be the other way around?! We went to wal-mart and k-mart and Scott got a new pair of jeans..and he was going to introduce me to his friend who works at k-mart, but we couldn't find him..oh well. Then when we got back to our cars, he said "Follow me" I'm thinking... "ooooookay......" So we drive a little ways into Vernon and up a bunch of hills and what-not..I'm thinking "what the hell?!..where am I going?!" When we finally stopped I got out of my car and was like "Holy shit." It was probably one of the most beautiful places I've seen in Connecticut. Theres this huge tower....kind of similar to a lighthouse...if it isn't a lighthouse. And it has the most georgous view. It was getting dark, and a bunch of towns were having fireworks. We could see at least five or six different towns from up there. I was just in awe of the places. So incredibly awesome. After we didn't see anymore fireworks, we parted ways. I even had an awesome drive home. I saw more fireworks, and I was blasting "Mama I'm Coming home". Nothing like a little Ozzy to end an awesome night. *sigh* Awesomeness
Today kind of sucked and was kind of okay. I really can't stand Rachel anymore. She took me in the backroom and had a chat with me which was total fucking bullshit. I seriously almost started crying. I can't stand her insane bullshit anymore and getting on my case. I can't fucking stand it. She doesn't know what the fuck she's doing but likes to pretend. Fuck her. I swear to God.....Fuck her. She talks to me like I'm a five year old or something. Shit, I know what I'm doing more then she does. At least I can make all the drinks without looking at the manuel, and I can follow a fucking list of what food to defrost for the next day. The only good thing about today was the fact that it went by quickly. Got out of work and drove home in rain...it was pretty bad at times, but it didn't last very long. So yeah, got home, changed, relaxed for like a half hour, then went over to Jay's. Took me a lot longer to get there then I remembered. But it's a really nice drive, so its all good. Just chilled over his place for a bit ( ^_~) then came home...and here I am. And now, without further delay, I'm going to bed. Because between my allergies and a lack of sleep, I'm pretty fucking beat. just ask Scott...he'll vouch for me.
Goodnight!
Happy 4th of July!!!!!!
posted by Lauren 7/03/2006 10:38:00 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Well, I got to work alone tonight which ruled. At first I was worried...ya know, closing alone on a Saturday night...it has the potential to be EXTREMELY busy on Saturday nights. But it was actually rather dead. So was able to do almost everything early. And some people from the book department came over and took out the trash and wiped down the tables for me, so that saved me a ton of time. Believe me, I'm thankful for it. Got out about a half hour early. Wooot! Although most of today went really well, theres still shit. Lol. I still can't stand Rachel, and I had a couple of shit customers today. But oh well, just brushed all that off. It's all good.
I fucking hate allergies. Ive rubbed my eye so much that the bottom of it actually hurts. My throat feels like sand paper and I'm sneezing like a hundred times a minute. Not good times. And of course I'm too fucking stubborn to take medicine....
Ive been rather impressed with the radio lately. The past few days I've been hearing some pretty decent stuff. On the way to work today I heard some Bon Jovi, Black Sabbath, and even Billy Idol!! I guess on 96.5 They're doing this thing called "Way back weekend" (I don't know if they do that every weekend or not) thats pretty cool. But yeah, Ive happend to have the radio on the past couple days because I keep forgetting to put new CD's in my car. It's been okay though...maybe I shuold give the radio more credit ^_^. I discovered a new station too...but it doesn't come in clear..but I was listening to Peter Frampton on it...it was too staticky though.. :(.
(The following is my opinion. And if you choose to disagree with me, I don't care, and I don't care to hear about it. Just to warn you)
Some people laugh at me for my choice of music. But seriously, the crap out now is just ungodly. You can tell that 90% of it was just written out of someones ass. Music back in the 60's, 70's, and 80's and even before that, like in the days of Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, and all them, Music had passion and feeling. Now it's just like "Come have sex with me baby" and "Im breaking up with you because you're no good" and just stupid shit like that. Ugh. That bullshit doesn't even compare to Stairway to heaven, Dark Side of the Moon, and Everything from Hendrix, Eric Clapton, and all those awesome guitarists who did more then just naked photo shoots and lip-syncing....and getting mad at the papa razzi for publishing obviously true stories about you dropping your kids on their head and driving with them in your lap...(sound familliar?) Seriously, when you compare bands like Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Queen, AC/DC, and all of them to people who call themselves bands today like fucking... shit, I don't even know any of their names...I dont know, like Coldplay, Yellowcard, Linkin Park...whatever. Theres no comparisin. Every band today sounds exactly the same...all of them have a semi-upbeat sound, talk about a girl/girlfriend, and the singer has a slightly high voice. ooookay. Way to be original. Singers like Janis Joplin can't be compared to ANYONE of today...because 99.9% of the female singers out there are sluts and have no inspiration to anyone..Janis was awesome. No questions asked. I wish I grew up in those days
Anywhoo......sounds like thats it. goodnight everyone
posted by Lauren 7/01/2006 11:59:00 PM
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