Thursday, May 15, 2008
*Warning*: Some of the things said in this blog entry may offend you. but, like my disclaimer says "I'm not writing to make you happy, I'm writing to make me happy"....you may be angry at some of the things I've said, but, I don't care, and don't want to hear about how you do. Thanks.***
Here I am again, almost a month ago was my last entry. It's weird that I used to make a habit of writing on here every single day. lol.
Things are alright I guess. I have a lot of shit on my mind but I'm coming to. Jon's wedding is coming up and thats bumming me out. I have no idea if I'll even be able to see him again after he gets married. He says so but I have my doubts. People get married and disappear and forget about their friends all the time. Thats what happened with Hannah....but she didn't turn out to be such a good friend anyway so I guess that doesn't matter. I'm bummed that I didn't get invited to Jon's wedding too. Honestly, I hate weddings. I have never been to one that I had a good time at, but with that aside, I really wanted to be there for him. I'm kind of surprised that he didn't invite me. Things could be tight with the guest list though which is understandable. But I feel like I deserved to be there...We've done a lot for each other throughout our friendship, and I don't think I would be out of line to consider him one of my best friends. But Oh well, such is life. I'll get over it.
Things at work suck as usual. I'm getting really tired of my co-workers bitching about EVERY little thing. It's driving me up a wall. "My schedule sucks" and "this person didn't do this" etc. I don't mind listening to people if they want to vent, but seriously, some of this crap just comes along with being in retail. You can't take a retail job and expect everything to be perfect. Or, a job anywhere for that matter, but especially retail. Retail sucks. You have to work weekends and nights and all sorts of weird shitty hours. But thats how it is! If it was up to us, we would all have Monday through Friday 9-5 jobs, but it's not like that. It's a store, we're open until 10 or 11 at night! Aka, people have to be there. And if so-and-so didn't do something, do it! Oddly enough, your job may require doing something extra for someone else who didn't have the time, or forgot. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. I'm continuously baffled every day by the customers I get. It's so insane how human beings can be that fucking stupid. I had a customer reach around the sneeze guard and take a cookie from the plate. Umm...yeah, theres a fucking reason why that glass is there. And this wasn't a young kid. It was a full grown man probably in his early 60's. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?!? I know I've mentioned this to a bunch of you before, but It's still insane how full grown adults can NOT aim a sugar packet into a cup. They spill it every which way and don't bother to clean up after themselves. Just brush it away. Is that so hard?!? Or better yet, Learn how to aim sugar in your fucking cup. I was in line at CVS the other day and I heard some woman say "Since the price of stamps went up, does that mean we have to pay more for books of stamps?". No. Absolutely not. *rolls eyes* Give me a break. That same woman had put her cart blocking the only opening I had to get by and went up to her and said "excuse me". And she said "Do you want to get by?" I thought "No, I just feel like standing here with no real purpose". It's so weird how crossing a river can do so much to the people. I've never seen anyone that stupid around here. I'm sure there are some, but nowhere near as plentiful. I mean, don't get me wrong, they're downright snobby over here. But They're not that stupid. Manchester should be this one giant bubble. Nobody should be allowed in or out, and it should be turned into one giant mental health facility. Everyone should be monitored all the time. It's seriously that bad. Because these are the people that when you ask them "for here or to go?" They say... "yes". O_O. Yeah. Somebody fucking save me. Normally I wouldn't care about dealing with stupid people, but, It's just all the damn time.
I know I should have re-thought writing that last paragraph, but seriously, It's what I feel. You all should thank me for being honest.
In other news, Had a really nice day yesterday. I picked up my Grandma and went out to my dad's in Coventry. If you didn't know, he now has a house right on the lake. We went out in his boat for a little bit...where I got sunburn. lol. When Denise came home he put some ribs on the grill and had a cook-out..Ribs and corn on the cob. It was so delicious. After that we made a fire on the beach and sat around that just B.S.ing for a while. I first thought that I wouldn't want to live up there because they're out in the middle of nowhere (Pretty much) and I like conveniences near by. But thinking about it now, I would totally live there. Not with my Dad and Denise of course, but by myself, or with a special someone. I would totally go kayaking every morning before work when the sun is coming up. I can't wait to go kayaking out there this summer. Im sooo psyched. I haven't been in such a long time and I love it. I wish they had a sailboat too, but they don't. Lol
No other plans for the summer really. I really want to take a vacation but I highly doubt I'll be able to afford it. I haven't gotten my stimulis check yet, but when I do I'll probably save it....Who the hell knows. It sucks. theres so much that I want to do too.
*sigh* oh well. I guess thats it for now.
Later all.
posted by Lauren 5/15/2008 04:57:00 PM
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