Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Wow, it's REALLY hot. About 95 degrees. And I will admit that I'm not minding it too much. I handle a lot better in heat than in the wicked freezing cold and snow and shit. Although I was worried about my cat. But I left the fan on for her and gave her plenty of water and she's fine. Thankfully.

Something happens when one gets married. They have a celebration and tie the knot and then go on a honey moon and send everyone thank-you cards.....and then they disappear. You never hear from them again. At least if you're single. If you're in a relationship, there is a chance that you can still do couple stuff with the other couple, but things like that normally don't happen until they're older. For some reason, people shed a layer of friends, kind of like skin on a snake, and just forget about people who have supported them in the past. The people who have been true friends and made their lives that much better when things weren't so great...or even if they were great and just contributed that much more to the greatness. I'm one of those people who is forgotten. Twice now, with one on the horizon. And let me tell you, It's KILLING me. People have gotten married and disappeared, or are getting married and in the process of disappearing. I don't understand why people have to forget about their friends. Maybe It's just me, I don't know. All I do know is I'm tired of being treated like I'm invisible just because you're all snuggly with your new spouse. Is it so horrible to call me to go for a movie or a cup of coffee every now and then? I don't think I could ever do that to someone. If I got married I could never forget about Rae and Kristin and everyone else. I just couldn't, and I wouldn't want to. That would be wrong on so many levels. Oh well. I guess I just have to stop caring about my friends so much so when they leave me to rot in the dirt I'll be in the right frame of mind at least. *sigh*

On a happier note, Chaz and AJ in the morning still rock my socks.

posted by Lauren 6/10/2008 07:52:00 PM

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